Since Liu Zhongmou left, Qingjia has carefully adjusted his body every day according to his instructions, and no longer dares to hide in bed all day and be lazy. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

However, Rao is like this, ten days later, Liu Zhongmou came again, asked for a doctor's pulse, but his complexion was not relaxed.

Qingjia's heart also lifted, withdrew his hand and put it aside, and said, "How?" ”

Liu Zhongmou shook his head slightly, indicating that he was not optimistic. Seeing this, Qingjia's heart tightened, and the whole person couldn't help but be in a trance.

Holding her forehead with one hand and closing her eyes weakly, her mood was extremely heavy at the moment, and only a moment of darkness could calm her down temporarily.

Liu Zhongmou saw her like this, and his heart was also very pitiful, she and Chen Wei have been married for several years, but now there is only this one child, which is naturally precious and heavy, I don't know how much to look forward to.

Now when she first hears such news, it is normal for her to be unstable, and she will no longer speak at the moment, just waiting for her to calm down.

There is no such miserable wind and rain as ordinary women, afraid of panic, Qingjia just closed his eyes and pondered for a moment before calming down a lot: "It's the same, isn't it except for ...... Is there really no way to do it anymore? ”

It was the same as Liu Zhongmou's words, but when it came out of her mouth at this moment, her voice was both tired and helpless.

Although Liu Zhongmou didn't want to see such a result, he still had to make it clear, and in the end, it would be up to her to choose.

"Jiajia, your fetal position is not correct, if you wait until full-term delivery, the child will be too big, it is very easy to cause dystocia and blood collapse, if you are fortunate that the mother and child are safe, but your body will also have a big loss, you will have a long life in the future, it is really worth the loss." Liu Zhongmou persuaded bitterly: "If it's unfortunate...... To put it mildly, don't say that the child can't be saved, and it will not be easy for you to want a child in the future. The most important thing is ......"

Qingjia was tense, like a death row prisoner waiting for the final verdict, Liu Zhongmou was ruthless, and said, "...... Isn't it grief to have two lives in one corpse? ”

Although these words are very cruel, I have to say that Liu Zhongmou is not only her doctor but also her friend, and naturally everything takes her safety first.

Although he also knew how important the heir was in such a wealthy family, he often visited the powerful family in Huadu, and naturally knew that there were not a few cases like Qingjia.

Pelvic stenosis but also encountered fetal misposition, such a situation is already very dangerous, if you wait until the child is old after term, then the birth is really with the king of Hades.

One foot in the gate of life, one foot in hell.

In the eyes of those high-ranking nobles, the greatest value of a woman is to reproduce offspring, if you encounter dystocia, most of them are not big, especially the concubines in the side room who are not high, it is not worth mentioning.

Where can Qingjia not know what Liu Zhongmou said, but ......

"If you do what you said, induce labor ......" Qingjia choked slightly: "...... What's the harm to a child? ”

This was already asked knowingly, Liu Zhongmou knew that she actually had the answer in her heart, and at the moment she was just waiting for herself to confirm it.

"Even if a seven-month-old child is born, it is very difficult to survive, after all, it is against the destiny of heaven to have a lack of fetus."

The words fell, Qing Jia was silent for a long time, Liu Zhongmou saw that her face was pale, and he was slightly worried: "Jiajia? ”

He poured a cup of hot tea and put it in her hand, Qingjia slowly raised his head and looked at him blankly, with tears in his eyes: "...... What if I wasn't willing to give it up? ”

Liu Zhongmou sighed: "Jiajia, you don't know how powerful it is, the more the child develops in the mother's body, the faster it develops, if you drag it out until August and September, when you don't say that you will be guilty, the big and the small may not be able to keep it, you don't need to take this risk." ”

She is so reluctant to give up on her child, Liu Zhongmou is also distressed when she sees it, but it is a matter of human life, which is not trivial, and he doesn't want to see her suffer.

Although it is extremely difficult to give birth to a child, it is still a bit risky to fight for life, and in Liu Zhongmou's opinion, it is not worth it.

It's just that what he meant was not what Qingjia meant, she was full of distraction at the moment, she didn't know what to do, she couldn't listen to other words at all, her mind was full of the fact that the child might want to leave her, just thinking about it a little bit and feeling heartbroken, where did she wait for something to really happen.

If that's the case, I'm afraid half of her life will be cut off.

Qingjia described him as haggard, devastated, and crumbling.

She hugged her stomach in a panic, lowered her head and didn't speak, Liu Zhongmou waited for a long time and didn't see her react, but when she lowered her eyes, she saw a faint wet mark in the corner of her eye.

The two were speechless for a while, and Liu Zhongmou knew that she was uncomfortable at the moment, but he didn't dare to disturb, so he could only let her vent her inner pain and helplessness.

Qingjia never thought that she would face such a difficult choice now, this is the first time she has shed tears in front of outsiders for so many years, but fortunately, her friends for many years have no scruples.

The torment in her heart had made her no longer care about any rudeness, and now she only felt that the torment in her heart was almost burning her whole heart.

What to do?

She had no choice.

After a long time, Liu Zhongmou sighed softly: "...... Jiajia, before Chen Wei left, he told me that if there is any accident, your safety is the most important thing. ”

Qingjia raised his head suddenly, his eyes were red and lined with snow-white skin, like a frightened white rabbit, very cute.

"He said he values your life more than a child."

Suddenly, Qingjia sobbed, yes, Chen Wei also said something similar, he didn't care about it at that time, he didn't expect this kind of thing to happen to him at all.

Now that I think about it, I really have mixed feelings.

“…… Jiajia, children are important, but in my heart there is no one who can compare with you, not even children. ”

The past is vivid, and Qingjia can't cry.

"I think if he was here, he would have made the same decision, you don't have to blame yourself, how can he blame you for saying that."

Qingjia covered her mouth and cried uncontrollably.

has been married for many years, how could she not understand his intentions. But it was precisely because he knew too well that he didn't know how to repay him so affectionately.

The best person in the world, the person who loves her the most in the world, the person who cares about her in this world.

It's all him.

There has never been anyone else.

Qingjia has always been annoyed because he went to his side but couldn't help much, he didn't know much, he couldn't share his worries, his status was not high, he couldn't add glory to him, he was weak, and he relied on him to protect him.

Now she can't even keep a child, she is so useless.

Qingjia remembered that since he knew that he was pregnant, he was so happy, and he couldn't imagine how disappointed he would be if this child was gone.

How surprised it was at the beginning, how sad it should be then.

Not to mention that he can't accept this fact even if he is himself.

Liu Zhongmou was heartbroken to see her like this, although he had seen a lot of such scenes, but he had never felt so sad at such a moment, as if he was infected by her crying, and he also felt a little empathy.

Yes, the most selfless thing in this world is the love of parents for their children, who can give it up.

He has always paid attention to filial piety, and it was because of Qingjia's filial piety that he was later impressed, and now it is uncomfortable to see her like this.

"Jiajia, although seven months of production is a bit dangerous, it does not mean that there is no hope at all, and it is not necessarily completely lifeless. Even if ......" his voice was a little hoarse, and it was very difficult to say every word: "...... You're still young, and you're going to have children. ”

Where can Qingjia listen to these now, the whole person is silent in endless pain, he saw that she was embarrassed, he could only let her be alone and quiet, this is not easy to disturb, and left softly, leaving the space to herself, leaving a sentence:

"You have to think about it carefully, and if there is something, let people come to me."

After Liu Zhongmou left, Qingjia lay on the bed alone, crying quietly, even if her world was falling, it was nothing more than that.

……

About two days later, Liu Zhongmou came to ask for her pulse again.

At the end, he asked straight to the point:

"But think it through?"

Looking at Qingjia again, I couldn't help but be startled, who could have thought that in just two days, she was already haggard, her lips were like withered petals, dry and gray, there were faintly visible bloodshots in her eyes, and there was a striking black shadow under her eyes, which showed that these twenty-four hours must have been tormented.

Listening to his words at this moment, Qing Jia's eyes turned but they had no former brilliance, like two pitch-black black jade beads, which were very dark and deep, and their eyes fell elsewhere, which was really no different from a delicately crafted marionette.

She really has no energy at all, and her whole person is fragile and scary.

Liu Zhongmou is very patient, but he also allows her to think about it carefully.

Long.

I saw her nodding slightly, but she couldn't say a word or a half when her lips opened and closed a few times, and Liu Zhongmou was not reluctant, so he made a quick decision: "Without further ado, let's start." ”

He also came here with complete preparations, and now that she nodded and agreed, it was naturally good, and if he disagreed, he would persuade her to agree.

After all, although the child is important, she can't joke with her own life.

Isn't it a tragedy in the first sense that one life for another?

If that's the case, even if the child is born, it would be pitiful without the biological mother by his side.

He is Qingjia's chief physician, and he has been friends for many years, so he really doesn't want to see her die.

Thinking of this, Liu Zhongmou was not sloppy at all, he was very clean and neat, first he personally decocted the oxytocic medicine for her, and then performed an acupuncture for her, about two hours later, Qingjia began to have labor pains in her abdomen.

The pain came extremely quickly, and the abdomen twitched with pain, and it felt like some sharp weapon stirring around in her stomach, tossing Qingjia sweating profusely, she could even imagine such a bloody and blurred picture, and now even breathing could pull the sore spot, and she couldn't help but hold the brocade quilt under her tightly with both hands.

The joints were white everywhere, and the sheets under her body were also torn very messy and miserable, and the tassels on the bed tent were torn off by her.

Qing Jia's face was pale and colorless, but there was no half cry in his mouth, tears mixed with tears sliding down together, he knew that it was not just because of pain.

She almost thought she was going to die in this long agony, without a sound.

Seeing this situation, Rao is Liu Zhongmou was also shocked when he saw the tragic situation of a woman's birth, and said softly: "Jiajia, if it hurts, just shout it, don't hold it." ”

Qingjia couldn't hear anything in his ears at the moment, and the whole person seemed to have fallen into a hell of a nose, and there was no place in his body that was not painful.

It's not that it doesn't hurt, it's already painful to numbness, and the double torment of body and mind makes her gradually lose her initial persistence and reason, and her mouth begins to overflow with painful moans.

The midwife, the doctor, and the maids filled the house, but none of them could hear what she was saying.

Only when Liu Zhongmou was outside the tent, he faintly heard her crying intermittently, as if it was: "Third brother...... I hurt ......."

The body hurts, and the heart hurts.

I felt like I was going to die.

Faintly, something warm seemed to flow out of the lower body.

Sticky and painful, like the suffocating pain of being wrapped around the neck of a water snake.

Just when Qingjia thought that she was going to die a painful death, the midwife behind her was delighted: "Madam, work harder, the child's ...... Ah! ”

The midwife was so startled that she took a few steps back, just as Liu Zhongmou couldn't bear it anymore and stepped forward and grabbed her collar, pushed her away and scolded angrily: "What a fuss, get out!" ”

Liu Zhongmou naturally knew Qingjia's current situation, and didn't want the midwife to panic and startle Qingjia's fetus, so he directly asked her to drive her out, so he ordered the accompanying female officer of the Tai Hospital to try to use external force to let the child out.

Qingjia's pain was even more difficult to hide, she was anxious, she obviously didn't want so many people to see her embarrassed appearance.

But it hurts so much.

In a daze, just when she was about to lose consciousness, Qingjia's mind suddenly flashed the fragment of Chen Wei beside her in the past:

“…… If she were a girl, she would be as likable as her mother. ”

"When she grows up, we will give her a good husband, and we will walk around with you the rest of the time."

……

In that gentle whisper, Qingjia's sanity gradually dissipated.

I don't know how long later, suddenly inside the tent, the female official said happily: "The child is out!" ”

After a while, he exclaimed: "Ah, Master, Madame has passed out in a coma, accompanied by bleeding!" ”

At this time, Zhongmou made a quick decision, carried the medicine box and went in, Qingjia was lying on the bed with a pale face, already unconscious, and hurriedly applied needles and medicine to stop the bleeding and save her life.

Finally stabilized her injury, the midwives had already washed the child, hugged her, and hesitated: "Doctor, look at this child......"

Only then did Liu Zhongmou remember to look up and glance at the child, only to see that his eyes were tightly closed, his face was blue, his crying was coming and going, and he saw that his body was very weak.

He heard his voice very soft, and asked, "Boy or girl?" ”

The midwife smiled: "It's a little son." ”

Liu Zhongmou nodded, and then returned to the bedside to pull out the needle for Qingjia, and his movements were also light and light, and he said softly: "Jiajia, you gave birth to a boy." ”

It's just that for some reason, Liu Zhongmou's eyes are a little moist.

yes, boy, cute boy. (To be continued.) )