Chapter 51: Refining the Heart

Lu Shilan came out of the space to visit her grandmother. www.biquge.info Seeing that he was fine, he returned to the space to practice alone.

In a blink of an eye, two-thirds of the three months that Lu Shilan took leave from school have passed, and now there is only one month left, and Lu Shilan can't help but feel anxious.

Lu Shilan, who is in the state of the soul, is helpless, although she has cultivated the Diagram of All Things to the entry-level forty-ninth level at this moment, but the sea of spiritual consciousness has been maintained at the size of a mung bean, and has never expanded, obviously the two times have not caused a qualitative change, and the accumulation is not enough.

The fifty levels in front of the Diagram of Everything are very easy to cultivate, but once they pass fifty, even the little white ball is difficult, and now Lu Shilan is stuck in the key position of forty-nine, and she can't rush over, and she is very helpless.

Lu Shilan decided to study the palace at the moment, maybe the opportunity to break through to the next level was found.

Walking through the corridor where the map of all things was located, the light suddenly dimmed, Lu Shilan calmed down, although she was a soul body, that is, a ghost in the world, but after all, she felt that she was not really dead, in a dark and empty place, as a woman, she would also be afraid.

There was no sound in the corridor, and the corridor behind the map of everything, even the windows were omitted, and the more you went inside, the more you couldn't see your fingers, although you came in last time, but you turned back halfway. This time, Lu Shilan was stubborn, and she must find out clearly.

Touching the wall with a sense of vicissitudes with her fingers, Lu Shilan inexplicably felt as if she could feel the passage of time, and a touch of sorrow hit her heart.

Immediately afterwards, this feeling of sorrow became clearer and clearer, Lu Shilan held on to the wall with one hand and rubbed her head with the other, not understanding what she was worried about, for herself? Or for someone else?

There is only invisible darkness in her eyes, Lu Shilan's heart is becoming more and more sad and accompanied by another emotion of loneliness, Lu Shilan is extremely irritable, these two emotions control her thoughts, and pictures of the past flash from her mind one by one.

When I was a child, I saw other people's children with parents coming to pick me up from school, and I could only wait lonely at the school gate, waiting for my grandmother to pick me up after the consultation. At that time, my grandmother was not so idle, working in a hospital, and she could only get off work when it was time.

And his lonely figure is often the last to leave the campus. At that time, the mood became clearer and clearer, and Lu Shilan burst into tears unconsciously. The desire for family affection became more and more lonely, and Lu Shilan fell into this emotion and couldn't extricate herself.

The steps under her feet had stopped for some time, and Lu Shilan leaned against the wall.

In my mind, my grandmother's sideburns were dyed with a trace of hoarfrost at some point, and her beautiful face was haggard, no longer the same look as before, and she walked step by step to herself waiting at the school gate, and as her grandmother approached, a trace of wrinkles appeared on her face, and then wrinkles slowly crawled all over her face.

The tall figure slowly stiffened as she approached. Eventually, a cane appeared in his hand at some point, and he staggered to pick him up.

My grandmother is aging rapidly at a speed that is visible to the naked eye, and she is still some distance away from herself. Lu Shilan was already sitting weakly on the ground, carrying a small schoolbag and feeling terrified, grandma, can you walk in front of her?

"No!" At this moment, Lu Shilan was desperate.

"Lan'er" grandmother stood lovingly in the distance and looked at herself, she no longer had the strength to come over, even shouting the word Lan'er seemed to consume a lot of her energy, at this moment she was leaning on crutches and panting slightly, her eyes were cloudy, but she looked at Lu Shilan firmly.

"Grandma!" Lu Shilan didn't know where the strength came from, struggled to stand up, and walked step by step to her grandmother who stopped where she was.

It's just that as Lu Shilan approached, Lu Yirou's face continued to age, and she slowly became old and would fall down at any time.

Lu Shilan finally approached, her young body didn't need to stand on tiptoe, she could reach out and touch Lu Yirou's face, which showed that the power of time made her rickety.

As Lu Shilan's hand touched Lu Yirou's face, a tear was left in her cloudy eyes, which was deeply imprinted into Lu Shilan's heart.

It hurts, it hurts. I don't know when, Lu Shilan is already an adult, but her grandmother's face is like a broken mural that is gradually peeling off, slowly turning into pieces and disappearing.

Lu Shilan stared blankly at everything in front of her, her hand still stretched forward, as if her grandmother was still there.

Despair and helplessness only turn into a sluggishness at the moment.

The cold wind blew, and it was bitterly cold. Lu Shilan shuddered, looked up, and saw that she was in the vast white world at some point, as if her grandmother had not appeared just now, and everything was imagined by herself.

Heavy snow fluttered in the cold sky, except for Lu Shilan, who was a colored object, the others were all white, dazzling white.

It's just that there are no sounds and living creatures in this white world, only I am left standing alone on the cold snow-paved ground, maybe because Lu Shilan is a soul body, so she is not frozen at the moment. Just kept freezing her body, her heart.

Grandma, is what you just experienced real? Are you really leaving me?

Lu Shilan was still thinking back to the picture just now, and she had no time to take care of the snowy world.

Although the temperature was terrifying and about to freeze his soul, he was not as cold as Lu Shilan's mood at the moment.

Why did you take away your grandmother, your only reliance? The past appears in my mind one by one, and every time I remember it, it is always my grandmother's loving appearance, who teaches herself earnestly, never commits domestic violence, but changes the method to make you realize your mistakes and educate adults.

These are full of love and family affection.

Lu Shilan indulged in her own memories, the corners of her mouth raised slightly, and the expression on her face was happy and tranquil.

As her state of mind changed, the ice and snow began to melt where she was standing, and the snow came to an abrupt halt, and soon the white world disappeared, and a small bungalow appeared in front of her.

I vaguely heard the cry of the baby inside, the voice of the young woman coaxing the child, and the doting magnetic male voice muttered twice occasionally, but it was not really heard, but it pulled Lu Shilan back to the world in front of her.

Lu Shilan's heart was curious, and she walked closer to the small bungalow, wanting to listen closely, and she wanted to see this warm picture even more.

In the white house, there was a faint sound of a woman singing, but Lu Shilan understood it strangely, and what she sang was a lullaby.

Listening so comfortably, Lu Shilan couldn't help but walk in from the courtyard gate, and a family of three inside was sitting around in the courtyard.

The young woman could not see the specific outline, humming softly in her mouth, her eyes doting on the child in her arms, occasionally turning her head to look at the gentle man next to her, and the corners of her mouth raised into a happy smile.

The three of them were as warm as a painting, and they didn't notice Lu Shilan's arrival at all.

The man looked at his wife and children full of happiness.

However, the next moment, Lu Shilan was like an electric shock, her pupils widened, and she looked straight at the family of three in front of her, with disbelief in her eyes.