Chapter 46: Auntie
After the matter was over, Zhong Shao took care of all the things in Nan*jing and went to Li*jiang. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Yan Feng suddenly remembered what Luo Shen said to himself before leaving the Great Qin Emperor's Mausoleum, in fact, if they wanted to open the bronze giant gate, there was another way, but this method was not realistic.
The eight stones were begged from Penglai Immortal Island in the East China Sea, and Qiu Wanbai led a few people to go to Penglai Immortal Island in the East China Sea for three years after Zhong Shao left.
But now that things have developed to this point, everyone is already too tired to do anything, no one in Penglai Xiandao knows its specific location, and they can only let it melt into the dust of history with the wind.
After Yan Feng returned to Nan*jing, he married Chen Sheng in less than half a year.
Zhong Shao came when he got married and had children, and the rest of the time Zhong Shao stayed in the ancient town of Lijiang, and He Susu always ran the small inn.
Sometimes Yan Feng would have a whim, what would Zhong Shaozheng be doing at the moment, and wanted to pick up his mobile phone to greet him, but suddenly remembered that the guy hadn't used his mobile phone for many years.
Later, Yin Feng took time to secretly watch him, it was an afternoon, just after dinner, Zhong Shao was lying on the recliner alone, his eyes were dull and he just lay there looking at the sky, looking carefully, there were a lot of white threads between his hair.
They're all old.
Yin Feng sometimes inevitably reminisces about those times in the past, which was really chic.
The vicissitudes of more than ten years have changed each of them, because they have experienced too many extraordinary things, so when they returned to this ordinary life, at first Yin Feng really couldn't adapt to it, and he couldn't calm down his mood.
He knew that he would definitely be depressed if he continued like this, and there was only one way to solve this problem - and that was to forget.
Forget everything before, even if you can't do anything, you have to let yourself no longer think of those things.
Over the years, Yin Feng and Zhong Shao have not had so much contact, only sometimes the two of them will meet and get together, and now the words of the two of them have become very few, not as chatty as before.
In order to let himself go of everything, Yin Feng has been spending several years abroad, seeing the world as he walks, he wants to record all the changes in the past ten years with his camera, and when the time comes, he will go to the bronze gate to pick her up and go home, and then give her the album.
Sometimes, Yan Feng really wants to cry, after so many years, what has he lived?
I haven't seen my mother since I was a child, and my father died early due to illness, and even the people I love the most are forever resting on that iceberg.
Sometimes Yan Feng really can't help but ask himself, what is he doing in life?
Whenever he thinks about this question, he always unconsciously feels fear.
Because as long as this issue is further investigated, it will lead to another topic that cannot be escaped.
Life.
How long can they live, to be honest, Yan Feng is a person who is very afraid of death, he doesn't want to die, although he doesn't know what he is living for, but no matter what, he still doesn't want to die, not only does he not want to die, he also wants to live forever.
In the blink of an eye! More than half of my life is over!
What have you done over the years?
Is it better to live an ordinary life, or is it better to live a dazzling life?
If you want to say the answer to this question, you have returned to the end of the question again for so long, because the essence of this question is that we live happily?
The yardstick for measuring happiness is different for everyone, and in the final analysis, it is what is the meaning of human life.
Looking back, aren't so many of them pursuing for so many years just for an immortality?
Could it be that this immortality is the ultimate meaning of life?
If so, how many people in the world have done it since ancient times?
No.
So, what would it mean to be truly alive?
Yan Feng suddenly remembered something.
Many years ago, after Zhong Shao and the four of them came out of the Great Qin Emperor's Mausoleum, they drank tea in the half-pavilion on the mountainside of Li* Mountain, and there was a little girl wearing Hanfu and braving snowflakes to go down the mountain.
At that time, Yan Feng still felt that on such a cold day, the little girl must have frozen, so he asked her to go into the pavilion to drink a cup of tea to warm up her body and rest for a while before leaving, but she didn't expect that when the little girl was drinking tea, she heard the content of the conversation between several of them, and said a sentence that surprised everyone.
However, at that time, Yan Feng didn't think that what the little girl said was very reasonable, but time has passed, and when I look back after many years, I can't remember the little girl's face, but her words were firmly remembered by Yan Feng.
"The true meaning of human life is to live your life in your own way, to live in the moment, nothing more."
It took a long time for Yin Feng to comprehend the deep meaning of this sentence, and he thought it was true.
Have a chance to look at the people around you, and the kung fu of leaving may be just a blink of an eye.
Many times, a casual separation is already destined to be an eternal parting.
How many people missed that moment and never saw each other again in their lives.
Time flies, Zhong Shao is no longer the hero who killed countless people with a submachine gun, and Zhen Feng's dagger has also become a knife used to peel apples for children.
The two old brothers back then, now one is more lifeless than the other.
Lamborghini no longer appeared, replaced by a Mercedes-Benz AGL, a grocery cart.
Of course, it is also used to pick up children to and from school.
Xi'er perfectly inherited Su Su's eyebrows and Zhong Shao's nonsense temperament, which gave Zhong Shao a little headache, did he like to make noise so much before?
The Phoenix Organization went into complete hiding, never again, everyone lived their own lives, although there was no clear agreement, but everyone had a timetable in their hearts.
Countless people are waiting for that moment to come.
After a few years of schooling, Xi'er stopped going to school outside, and instead had a special teacher at home to go to school for her.
But for Xi'er, her favorite is her father and the cool uncle named Zhen Feng to give her lessons and play with her.
In the little girl's heart, there has always been a very mysterious figure, and her mother told her that the person was her eldest mother, and she must be good to her when she sees her in the future, because all these things they have now are given by the eldest mother.
Xi'er doesn't know so much, she only knows that the big mother in the photo is really charming when she laughs. (To be continued.) )