Chapter 13 Heart-to-heart

Speaking of the danger in the previous life, it was really a natural disaster. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoMaybe God didn't like her to let her go through this ordeal and change her ways, right? It's a pity that I didn't cherish it, even if I met a man who made me fall in love at first sight, I couldn't change my self at that time. Sure enough, he was punished, even if he was reborn back to the age of twenty, but his mentality could not return to the age of twenty.

She still remembers that day, she and her man had been staying at the hotel for two days. He is busy with meetings and communicating with his peers every day. As a vase, she goes out when she needs it, and goes shopping when she doesn't. Because I was still a little bit of a little bit at the beginning, I was looked down upon after attending a dinner with a man, so I resolutely lost my temper and left the hotel. It was overcast outside, and it seemed like a storm was brewing.

If I had before, I would never have gone out in such weather. But at that time, I was at a time of conflict. On the one hand, morality and reason make herself a normal woman with personality, and she wants to leave this man by herself and return to her parents. On the one hand, vanity and pride dissuade herself, she can't go back so discouraged, she can't let others see her jokes, especially there is a Hu Yang who is threatening the safety of herself and her family, so she must rely on the men around her. Even if he is in his forties, even if his belly is so big and his face is so big, the guy is so small. However, he has money, status, can satisfy his vanity, and can allow himself to live the life he wants by relying on only one man.

The ambivalence made her upset, so when she came out on such a windy day, she had an unpredictable refreshment. It seems that some dark emotions in my heart have been vented, and I don't have to worry about being seen by anyone. He walked down the street in this way against the strong wind, surrounded by people hurrying to his home or work, and she was the only one who strolled down the street without any purpose and speed.

It was summer, so she was wearing a long dress, a long white dress. As if to compensate for her missing parts, her favorite since leaving Hu Yang is white. Even if she is not pure, she loves white. It seems that this is the only way to prove that she still has a pure heart, or it can be said, a pure heart.

She must be very beautiful in white clothes. Because at that time, she was not yet twenty-five years old, and she was still the most brilliant time in a woman's life. Therefore, when she walks on the road, she will always have all kinds of eyes on her body. There are amazing, erotic, and jealous, but she doesn't care. Since giving up her self-esteem and letting go of her pride, she no longer cares about the eyes of others. See what's wrong? See if you can have one less piece of meat? Or can you have less money?

So she was not afraid to look at it, and even vainly proud of it. What does this prove? Prove that you are beautiful, have the capital, and can hook up with the man's capital. But no one understands the emptiness in her heart, so after being angry, she walked in the crowd and numbly ignored all the circumstances.

She didn't feel it at all when the wind blew the billboard down from the sky, and she didn't react at all when people screamed. It wasn't until her body was vigorously hugged and rolled to the side of the road that she recovered from her ignorance, and then opened her eyes wide to meet the eyes that had always remained in her memory, and remembered those bright and dark eyes for the rest of her life.

Touching his cheeks, which were hot at the thought of those eyes, Maane patted them, hoping to calm his heart. Or choose a provincial city by yourself, just to meet him, right? I don't know if I can meet him again this time, my pure as white paper? Can you still get his rejuvenation?

But Maana, who calmed down, despised himself from the bottom of his heart. What man hasn't seen in his previous life? Do you still have expectations for men? A man who is incapable may guard his wife for the rest of his life, be an ordinary person, and live an ordinary life. And those who have a little ability and a little money, which one doesn't find a lover to raise a second wife? Only the silly woman in the family still believed in them and waited for them.

As a lover, I have seen the dark side of too many men, so I will enjoy the money and materials I get from these men so comfortably. Although he has never returned home, he often mails money to his parents. The money was all received by themselves from these men. I have no children, only parents, so the money I get naturally has to be given to my parents, hoping that they can live well.

When I left in my previous life, I don't know if my parents knew. Fortunately, I can do it all over again, and the opportunity to compensate my parents is finally in front of me. And Hu Yang, as long as he doesn't provoke himself, then he will let him go. After all, he had already taught him a lesson in his previous life, and an accident happened to him, which made him lose the capital to be a man, and it can be regarded as revenge for not being able to be a mother. As for the others, he is also at fault, so he doesn't have much resentment towards him. If you want to talk about resentment, the most hated thing is yourself.

Sighing, pricking up his ears to listen to the sound, apparently his parents were already asleep. And Maanaina, who couldn't sleep, sat up.

A calm mood, because the memories that pop up suddenly are difficult to calm down. Sit on the bed, with your legs in your hands, and watch the light through the curtains. It's the time of the lunar calendar, so the moon comes out late. It was already the middle of the night, and it had just hung in the sky, bringing light to this silent land.

Maina wanted to empty his mind, but those eyes were so clear that his mind was occupied. It is him who closes his eyes, and he is him when he opens his eyes, is this a sign of something?

Is it a foreshadowing of your feelings for him? Or does it indicate that his trip to the provincial city will intersect with him? For the second possibility, Mainaine is full of anticipation.

But when he thought of these eyes, when he saw the fat man in his forties hugging himself and calling him 'dear', he instantly became dark and cold, Manaine sighed helplessly. Even if everything has changed and everything has been repeated, I still have no confidence in the face of those eyes. So let's not meet each other, then he will still be his wonderful, and he can regain his glory. It's just that this time she didn't want to rely on anyone, she created it entirely on her own.

Rubbing his face, he waved those eyes that were deep in memory out of his mind. Hypnotize yourself, everything is a dream, everything in the past life is a dream. Not only that kind of life, but also those people, for themselves, everything is a dream. The path I want to take has not yet begun, and I will never cross paths with those people.

I don't know if the hypnosis was successful, Manaine looked at the night sky outside and calmed down a lot. I don't know when she fell asleep in the end, but I know that when she opened her eyes, she met her mother's warm eyes.

"Mom, why are you in my house?"

"What? Can't I see my daughter? Although she was dissatisfied, Bao Junlan looked at her daughter with a smile. Why do you think my daughter is so good-looking? When I fell asleep, I was just like when I was a child, pouting and having a pink face, and I wanted to kiss it when I looked at it. ”

How long has it been since Mainaine saw this boastful mom? Obviously, Mother was in a good mood this morning. "Mom, do we break corn at home today?

"Well, your sister and your brother-in-law will come over in a moment, and we'll all do it together. You don't have to go, just help prepare lunch at home and get your own luggage ready. ”

The corn at home is almost ripe, and the reason why I chose today is to let the eldest daughter and his family come over. One is to help with the work, and the other is to make out the sisters.

"Oh, then I'll go buy some meat in a moment, and we'll have dumplings at noon today, right?" Hearing that her sister was back, Manaine happily got up and dressed.

Looking at her little daughter's slender and plump figure, Bao Junlan's eyes were even more proud. Her daughter is beautiful and has her own style. To say that the two daughters are very beautiful, it's a pity that the eldest daughter is more like her husband, even if she is beautiful, it is not to the extent that it is eye-catching, but the more you look at it, the better it looks. The second daughter is different, not only inherited her own advantages, but also absorbed her father's advantages, so she looks more beautiful than her, and has a lot of breakthroughs.

Every time she faces her more and more beautiful daughter, she is both happy and worried. That is, in this current society, if this is the old society in the past, then the daughter is properly robbed of the rhythm of the people's daughter by the landlord and the old wealth. But thinking of her daughter who was about to leave, and thinking of such a big place as the provincial capital, her worries not only did not decrease, but also increased a lot.

"Nana, don't walk around when you go to the provincial capital. A girl is easy to be bullied, make friends or something, you have to see it clearly. Don't be coaxed by a few kind words, you don't know the world. You must know that a woman's life is not easy, once she takes the wrong path, it is difficult to turn back. So when we go out, let's work honestly and make money. There's a boy who wants to make friends with you, you bring him home, and your dad and I help you check it, and then you can meet his parents. Don't follow the example of those young people now, live together if you see it yourself, and break up when it's not good. Our girls can't do that, you know? ”

Listening to her mother's bitter words, Manaina nodded seriously. In her previous life, she was impatient every time she heard her mother say this, but in this life, she was very happy to hear her mother say this. Even if her mother was scolding her, she was happy.

Seeing that her daughter was well-behaved, Bao Junlan was even more uneasy. "People outside are not as kind as our family, not only can you not easily listen to the words of men, but also women. I didn't hear your second aunt say that there are those women outside, and when they see a beautiful little girl, they get close to you, let you treat her as a relative, and then tell you to introduce you, but in the end they sell you. So, in a word, you have more eyes on yourself outside, and don't listen to everything. If something happens, ask Reiko for advice. Don't look at people who are the same age as you, but no matter how you say it, you have worked so much time, encountered more things than you, and your heart and eyes are more spiritual than you. ”

"Well, I remember." Knowing her mother's worries, Manaine sat down beside her very cooperatively and asked her to continue to advise.

Bao Junlan stroked her daughter's long black hair, "In the blink of an eye, you are so old, and you are going to leave us to go outside, my mother is really uneasy." ”

The youngest daughter is so beautiful, and she is chased by boys all day long at home, can this be done outside? "When you go outside, don't eat other people's things, do you know what's added inside? Girls, don't go to those messy places, where the people are all good people. ”

"I know." Knowing what her mother was worried about, Manaine looked at her with a begging look on her face to satisfy her mood. "Mom, do you think the people in the provincial city are all beautiful? You see that when Reiko was at home, she wasn't as beautiful as she is now, so did everyone else become more beautiful when they got there? ”

"Huh!" Yes, my daughter looks beautiful in our small place, so she doesn't look more brilliant among so many beautiful people in the provincial capital, so does it mean that her daughter is not so dangerous? Thinking about it like this, Bao Junlan's heart seems to have let go of a lot. "We can't control others, you just have to remember, don't come out when you go outside. Whether it's the appearance or what, you know, if you are not afraid of thieves stealing, you are afraid of thieves. If this man wants to ponder you, you will not be enough to have ten eyes. Mom doesn't want you to live a rich and expensive life, as long as it's plain, as long as it's smooth for a lifetime. ”

After listening to her mother's words, it was difficult for Manaine to calm down. How anxious was he in his life? was fooled by Hu Yang into leaving his parents in a few words, pursuing freedom and liberation. If you have time and listen to these heartfelt words of your parents, will your own path be smoother? Even if you don't take it to heart at the time, if you can listen to your mother's words, you will be more concerned about them and feel more guilty, so will you be able to change your results?

For oneself in a previous life, it was already too late. Fortunately, I was reborn, which not only gave me a chance, but also gave my parents a chance. I must seize this opportunity.