Qingjia is full of sorrow at the moment, although he also knows that sooner or later there will be this day, and the reunion during this period is already a rare gift, but when it is really time to face it, he still feels very uncomfortable. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Their days together were so short, so short.

Chen Wei was really distressed when he saw that her eyes were slightly red but she didn't let herself cry, and kissed her forehead, and couldn't stop comforting her.

However, Qingjia was much calmer than the last time, although she was sad, she also knew the general situation, looked up at him, and choked up slightly: "Third brother, I know your intentions, I'm just ......" Her throat seemed to be poured into a handful of burned red iron sand, making her almost speechless, trying to suppress the emotions in her heart that were about to burst, her voice was hoarse and heavy: "...... You can go with confidence, you have to take good care of yourself this time, the battlefield is dangerous, you must take care of it as if it was for my ......"

Where can Chen Wei listen to her words, it is really heartache that is indescribable, and the emotions that have always been calm have also fluctuated, her pretending to be strong has made him even more unable to give up, obviously not so strong, and he is not by her side.

I didn't marry her in the first place, so that she could stay alone in the empty room like she is now, thinking about it.

"Jiajia, don't say it."

Every word of yours is like a sharp blade piercing into my heart, and I have been lovesick before I am separated, and I don't want to go anywhere except by your side.

Qingjia didn't want him to feel guilty, if so, even if he left, he would be restless and heavy, she didn't want him to have such a heavy heart.

"Okay, I'm really fine, I'm very happy that you can come back to spend the New Year with me," she tried to make her tone lighter, "When are you leaving?" I'll go pack your bags. ”

Chen Wei looked at her departing back, couldn't help but look up at the sky, took a deep breath, and sighed long.

There is nothing more helpless in the world than this, I can't keep what I want most, and I can't keep what I love the most.

He has always thought that he has become accustomed to the loss, such as identity, status, family background, relatives, future, friends. So there shouldn't be such a big mood swing, but now it's so unbearable to just say goodbye to her, if you really want to lose ......

Couldn't think about it anymore, just guessing at the odds was enough to drive him crazy.

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Qingjia packed his luggage carefully for him as she did last time, and took out the new clothes and boots she had made for him last year from the closet.

Chen Wei leaned against the door and quietly looked at her busy figure with a lot of emotion in her heart, the last time she was in tears at this moment, crying so much that his heart was broken, but now he seems to be much stronger, I don't know why he seems to be more reluctant.

After noon, taking advantage of Qingjia's time to go out, Chen Wei went to Yixian, Li Da was waiting for him at the tea stall, and when he saw him coming, he hurriedly greeted: "Brother, here!" ”

Li Da has changed into a formal military uniform, and now he has been promoted to a first-class soldier after two battles, and at the same time he has gradually adapted to the life in the barracks and the cruelty of the battlefield.

"When is it going to be unplugged?"

"Early tomorrow morning, the general asked me to come to you and say that I would let you return to the camp tonight."

Chen Wei took a sip of tea, this was not a precious tea, it was bitter and astringent, like his mood at the moment.

"Well," he nodded slightly, "you go back first, I see." ”

Li Da was stunned: "You won't come with me?" ”

"I still have some things, I'll go back when I'm done." was a taciturn person, but now his expression is even less pitiful, his eyelids droop slightly, and his eyes fall on the teacup and look at the floating and heavy leaves, his eyes are obscure.

Li Da thought about it, he is a person who is married and has a family, naturally no more than a bachelor, one person eats enough for the whole family and is not hungry, and when he lives in his house in those days, he knows that he and his wife have a very deep relationship, and he can't rest assured, so he can understand, and nodded briskly at the moment: "Okay, it's good that you know it in your own heart." ”

The two drank tea quietly for a while, Chen Wei got up and said goodbye, Li Daduo sat for a while, and when he was about to check out, he found that a sachet fell from the place where Chen Wei was sitting just now, and quickly picked it up and chased him in the direction he left.

Fortunately, the two were separated for a while, Li Da trotted along the street for a while and saw his back, tall as a pine, hidden in the middle of no one, he shouted twice, but Chen Wei never stopped at all, this is impossible in Pingsuli, Chen Wei has profound internal skills, although he can't transmit sound for thousands of miles, but his ears are very good, and there is something around him that can never escape his ears and eyes. Now that I think about it, I don't know what kind of chaos I have to be to be so restless.

But left and right are seeing people, Li Da is not in a hurry, quickly stepped forward, the distance between the two is shortened little by little, just when they are only 100 meters away from each other, Chen Wei suddenly walked into a store, Li Da sighed in his heart, and saw the flag waving in the wind outside the store, with a huge 'dang' on it, so that people can clearly see it from afar.

It was originally a pawnshop.

Li Da was curious, so he followed closely, looked inside at the door, and saw Chen Wei talking to the person who looked like the shopkeeper, the voice was not loud, but it was still clear.

The shopkeeper looked at the sharp and incomparable spear in front of him, and his eyes couldn't help but light up, and his fingertips slightly stroked the body of the spear vividly, lifelike dragon carving, and exclaimed at the moment: "Blowing hair can be broken, light as a feather, Panlong Shuangjiao, guest officer, isn't your gun the rumored Biyuan?" ”

Chen Wei bowed: "Exactly." ”

The shopkeeper gasped and couldn't help but exclaim: "It's really a divine weapon, the old man has lived for decades and only heard his name but hasn't seen it, and he never thought that there would be a day when he could see it today, it's really ......" suddenly thought of something: "...... Are you going to do it? ”

Chen Wei stroked the body of the gun, his eyes were deep and incomprehensible, and he nodded again.

The shopkeeper looked at him handsome, and his temperament was outstanding, and it was not a humiliation for a weapon like Piyuan in his hands, and the ability to observe words and emotions after living for decades should be perfect, and he knew at the moment what difficulties the person in front of him should have encountered, if not, how could such a baby be reluctant.

At the moment, I also felt a pity for him, but it was not good to ask too much, and I did have a little coveting of the spear in my heart, Mo said that he was not proficient in martial arts, but with his own age, no matter how much he had any heart, he would have died down a long time ago, just to say that what was in front of him was indeed a treasure that was rare in a hundred years, but he had the mind to hold it in his hand and take a closer look.

"So, how much silver do you want to pledge?"

Chen Wei just wanted to speak, but Li Da, who had been listening outside for a long time, couldn't restrain himself anymore and rushed in, and said loudly: "Brother, don't do it!" ”

The pawnshop shopkeeper was taken aback, and Chen Wei was just a little surprised, but it was not any mood swings.

Li Da felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, he never expected that Chen Wei would use his personal weapon as a pawn, thinking that he should not have enough money in hand, he had eaten and drunk for nothing in Chen Wei's house for so long and didn't find it at all, and immediately felt ashamed of his peace of mind.

So he immediately wrapped the Biyuan gun on the cabinet in the red cloth and picked it up, and then pulled Chen Wei to go back and forth, and said to the shopkeeper: "Shopkeeper, we are not right, I'm sorry to delay your time." ”

Although the shopkeeper felt very pity, he saw that Li Da was dressed in a military uniform, and he was very concerned, so he could only pretend to send him off with a smile: "Where is the military master, please go well, and come back if necessary." ”

Li Da went out and went directly into the restaurant opposite, asked for a few side dishes and a small pot of wine, the shopkeeper saw that he was dressed in a military uniform, his expression was solemn, and he took the initiative to give them a private room, worried that his fierce appearance frightened the other guests.

The dishes were all served, and as soon as the idlers walked away, Li Da couldn't wait to say, "Brother, what difficulties have you encountered, how did you get to this point?" ”

He is a rough man, he doesn't know the name of Biyuan, he only knows that since the day he met Chen Wei, this gun has been inseparable from him, he has always cherished it very much, and whenever he has time, he will take a flannel cloth and wipe it carefully, which shows its significance.

As a man, he has a natural attachment to weapons, although he has never seen much of the world, he also knows that the gun in Chen Wei's hand is a good thing, and he has a good relationship with him, and he is fortunate to play with it in his hand a few times, and others will not touch it.

Now that you have to pawn, is the situation really bad to this extent?

Li Da couldn't think about it, didn't dare to ask.

Chen Wei's complexion was calm, his voice was also very light, and in his unhurried heartfelt speech, Li Da was full of emotion from the shock at the beginning to the helplessness at the back.

“…… She is a weak woman, I don't want her to run for life, this is originally my responsibility, and now I go to the border, not only can I not take care of her, but I also want her to help me take care of my long-term sick mother, I really ......"

"If it weren't for the ...... How could she break her leg, this kind of thing must not happen again in the future, I am leaving again now, I should always leave her something in case of emergency before leaving, I can't protect her by her side, then she should always have no worries, otherwise I can go with peace of mind. ”

“…… The military salary is not very rich, not to mention that no one in Yuan can save the near fire, if I don't plan for her, who can think about her? ”

Chen Wei said calmly, but Li Da was sad to hear it.

Every step of the way, careful planning is all for the comfort and safety of his beloved, as a man, he can fully understand Chen Wei's state of mind at the moment.

Ancestral heirlooms, how precious, if it is for herself, she will definitely end up in the end, but if it is for her, it is already clear which is more important.

If it's not deep love, how can it be solved?

At this moment, he was really deeply moved.

The luckiest thing in life is that the person you love will work hard for you.

If Chen Wei is so well-intentioned just for responsibility, who will believe it?

The bell of love is to share worries for the king.

Where the love goes, it is a deep plan for you.