Chapter 68: Old Love Is Hard to Reconcile
When Lu Qingyu heard this, her body shook and she almost wanted to fall, but fortunately, there was a railing behind her that she could rely on so that she would not lose her honor in front of others. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
Eldest sister......
She was miserable in her heart, yes, he was now her brother-in-law.
It's just that when she thinks of this, her heart hurts terribly, it has been five years since the last goodbye, at that time he was melancholy and quiet, the clouds were light and light, and now he is mature and introverted, rejecting people for thousands of miles.
The young man in fresh clothes and angry horses back then finally no longer exists, he seems to have had it but lost it in a blink of an eye, and now things are wrong, she remarried, he married another, and he was already a person from two worlds.
But she herself didn't know why she was so happy when she heard that he had come to the house, just like when they admired each other a few years ago, she was so overjoyed and couldn't help herself.
Chen Wei just looked at her quietly, there were no waves in his eyes, no joy in his heart, and there were no ripples in his moving posture like a weak willow in the wind, if they didn't really exist in the past, he almost wondered if they really had such a lifelong intersection in their lives.
If it is really a time change, creation makes people.
Lu Qingyu endured the loss in his heart and forced a smile: "Thank you...... Worry, I'm fine. ”
When did they become so rusty, they needed such superficial perfunctory politeness to close the distance between each other and say a few words.
It turned out that it was just his own joy from beginning to end.
She looked at Chen Weiyun lightly, as if she was just an ordinary old person, and she had mixed feelings for a while, and she was extremely uncomfortable.
If she still cares about that trace of face and dignity, she should turn around and leave, and it is good to see each other again, but somehow she can't take a step.
"I never thought that I hadn't seen us so unfamiliar with it......" Lu Qingyu didn't know how resentful his words sounded, he only felt that he was full of loss and couldn't say it directly, and there was an urge in his heart to say what he couldn't say, knowing that he and he were already in the vicissitudes of life, and it was difficult to turn back.
Chen Wei's eyebrows were slightly slightly frowned, and his voice was still the same low: "Etiquette cannot be wasted." ”
Yes, what kind of identity are they now, naturally it should be so clear, there is a difference between relatives and alienation, and they originally thought it was their own wishful thinking......
"That's right," she suppressed her unwillingness, and in a blink of an eye, she smiled: "I am not very happy to see each other, I heard that you have now been crowned a hussar general, and your future is immeasurable, I haven't congratulated you yet." ”
Chen Wei has heard many words like this today, and he has long been numb, but because of the identity of the other party, he can only respond slightly, and his interest is not very high.
The two went back and forth to greet each other for a while, Chen Wei got up to say goodbye, Lu Qingyu stood behind him and watched him enter the attic of Xiyuan, which was once Qingjia's boudoir before marriage, but now it has been abandoned for a long time, he is willing to go in person, all kinds of friendship naturally do not need to be detailed, and his heart is bitter.
If it weren't for the mistake at the beginning, the person who is with him now is himself. If the two become married, it must be very affectionate, Chen Wei is introverted and affectionate, and it is a happy thing to be loved by such a person.
She remembered his gentle and quiet eyes when they first met, and knew that he was affectionate, so even though they later married each other, she always felt that he still loved her, but he was silent and probably never mentioned it again in his life.
Besides, Qingjia is different from him in terms of appearance, talent, temperament, and family background, and only he can match, so he doesn't take her concubine sister to heart at all.
I don't know if all women in the world have such a strange temperament, the person who once fell in love with each other, even if they can't be together, they don't want him to fall in love with other people.
Although it is indeed not generous enough, it is indeed the truest portrayal of his heart.
Therefore, she is not rare for her cheap sister at all, and she also does not want him to like her, even if they are already a legitimate husband and wife, and she has become an inconsequential sister-in-law.
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Chen Wei came to this small attic, as long as he thought that Qingjia had lived here, his heart was full of tenderness, pushing open the door, he looked like no one had lived for a long time, but everything was still clean, and it could be seen that someone should come to clean it from time to time.
Fingertips swept the desktop, dressing table, and window rails one by one, imagining how she looked like a woman dressing up and embroidering in this room every day a few years ago, and her heart was really sour and soft.
This room is not big, there is nothing to look at, but for no reason she is reluctant to leave, obviously she has not seen her for several years, but her voice and smile have not diminished at all, and a smile is still touching if you think about it.
Only when there is no one around, can he indulge himself wantonly thinking about her, every day and night in the past three years, he has been unhappy, obviously it is a great joy and good luck can hardly stir his emotions.
So he sat quietly in this room for a whole afternoon, the setting sun peeked through the crack in the window, and there was an indescribable serenity and beauty when it fell on the flat ground, and there was no sorrow or joy in his eyes, like a stone statue, and even his breath could not be heard.
There are always so many unsatisfactory in this world, the deeper the love, the more shallow.
They didn't get it.
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As soon as Chen Wei left, Mrs. Lu called her daughter, and when she looked bad, her eyebrows were slightly wrinkled, and she couldn't help but be shocked, what's wrong?
"Yu'er, have you seen that Chen Wei?" As soon as Lu Yi sent Chen Wei to the backyard, Mrs. Lu hurriedly arranged for them to 'meet by chance' in the garden, which can be said to be unkind.
When Lu Qingyu heard this, he nodded slightly, thinking back to today's situation, he was depressed and unhappy, and he didn't want to talk about it at all.
But Mrs. Lu was very sad and had to ask clearly, Lu Qingyu couldn't but tell his mother what happened.
Mrs. Lu was also a little surprised when she heard this, Chen Wei knew that her friendship with her daughter in the early years was not like a fake, why has it changed so much over the years?
She took a closer look at her daughter's appearance, she was twenty years old, and when she was in her prime, her pampered body was all exquisite, where could the wild girl compare?
Thinking of this, Mrs. Lu made up her mind, it must have been that Chen Wei pretended to be cold, and she thought that she should be worried about the fact that Lu Fu regretted her marriage and Li Zhuang in the Tao Dynasty.
The daughter she carefully raised, when she was left behind, she was also a glamorous and unmatched existence, if Chen Wei had no feelings for Qingyu at all, then she would definitely not believe it.
It's just that he can't get over the face, now he has to be a general, and he is in the limelight, so naturally it is difficult to let go of those trivial things in the past, if this is the case, it will be easy to do, as long as there are feelings, there is nothing that the man can't handle, Mrs. Lu is very confident in this.
“…… Mother, are you saying that the third brother still has the old affection for me? Lu Qingyu was very hesitant, if he didn't see Chen Wei today, it would be fine, but after seeing him, all he showed was to draw a line with himself, if he was affectionate, why not?
She doesn't dare to think about it anymore, it's enough to be amorous once, although her heart is still unforgettable, but if people don't want to be honest, will they still have to stick it up?
Mrs. Lu knew her thoughts, and couldn't help but say something to make her feel relieved: "Why not, what kind of love do you have, if there were no accidents at the beginning, you should have married smoothly, and you should have children." Seeing Lu Qingyu's blushing face, Mrs. Lu also changed her words: "Look, after all these years, it has been a mistake, and in the end, isn't it the cause and effect that the two of you are waiting for, it can be seen that this is a god-given fate." ”
Lu Qingyu was also a little tempted when he heard this, isn't this a God-given opportunity?
Otherwise, how could it be so coincidental, one of them has a dead husband and the other has no wife, and God can't bear to miss it, and they each stumble on the person they don't love.
Mrs. Lu saw her daughter's shy look, and added even more fuel and vinegar: "Besides, how can Lu Qingjia's little hooves be compared to you, if it weren't for the original love, where would it be her turn to climb into this family business, although she is no longer there, how can she get the title of a general's wife, it is not your heart to let her." Otherwise, with her background and appearance, how can she be the original match, and being a side room is already looking down on her. ”
Lu Qingyu knew that his mother didn't like Qingjia very much, although he didn't dislike it very much, but it didn't get to that point, but now he didn't know the bottom in his heart, and he was really happy to hear such words, and he was faintly happy, so he just listened quietly.
“…… He should be a blessed person with a short life, and no matter how much you lift up this kind of person, it is useless. ”
Otherwise, why did Chen Wei suffer hardships and poverty when he was down, but now he is prominent, but he is a life and can't enjoy it?
Mrs. Lu was originally mean, but now the more she says this, the more she says it, the more she speaks, the more she speaks, as if Qing Jia really did something extremely evil, and she has to pull her skin and bones.
Lu Qingyu just listened quietly and did not interject, and his heart also had his own thoughts alive. He is now a person who has remarried, even if his identity remains the same, but there is still a stain, although it is not difficult to find a high-ranking nobleman to marry, but the original match must not fall on his head, and it will be the end of a continuation.
It's just that the men with her age and family background are all married, and even if they have the heart to find it, I'm afraid it's not so good. Not to mention that she herself is not willing to be low, but Shaoguang waits for no one, how can a woman withstand the passage of time.
Now that Chen Wei is back, the heroic general is the object of admiration in the hearts of many women, naturally there is no need to elaborate, Lu Qingyu really feels that this is fate.
If you can really continue the front edge, it would be great.
Third brother, do you have the same heart as mine?
Lu Qingyu was silently looking forward to it in her heart, and Mrs. Lu's words made her hope again.
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If the conversation between Mrs. Lu and Lu Qingyu is known by Qingjia, then according to her temperament, she doesn't know what to be angry about.
It's just that she doesn't know anything now, she is very busy every day, in the army, in the school, and in the embroidery village, she can't get rid of everything, and she is busy like a spinning top all day long.
The officers and men in the army are very familiar with her, and they love to help on weekdays, and after a long time, everything is on the right track, and when she finally has leisure and thinks she can rest for a few days, rumors began to spread in the army.
Qingjia didn't care at first, where there are many people, it is natural to have mixed mouths, and it is not surprising that there are some gossips, she has never cared about these, but she didn't expect this situation to stop for several days, she was very shocked, this news actually flowed out from above and it was not a random speculation by everyone.
Originally, the war in the northwest had been decided, and the southeast sea disaster was not to be feared for the time being, but the imperial court was still trying to mobilize troops today, and it should be aimed at the righteous army.
The most important thing is that I heard that the general who led the army this time was originally from the northwest battlefield.
Qingjia's heart moved, and he couldn't help but speculate.
Don't......