When I typed these words, I was still in a trance, although the editor gave me a preventive shot, but when I actually uploaded the chapter, the editor was already off work and on vacation, and after uploading, I habitually swept it only to find that the title was suffix with a small tail of VIP, and a few letters were hot across the screen to wake up my sleepy head by a needle. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

At that moment, my heart was constantly swiping the screen with ahh

I believe that many authors were in the same mood as me when they first came on the shelves, this is really my barren language can not describe, mixed with mixed feelings, this emotion with excitement and uneasiness, but also make me want to say a lot of things, but I don't know how to write.

I'm a little man in a transparent skin, shallow in knowledge, not deep experience, hidden at the starting point for many years, looking at a wonderful book, accompanied by the anxious mood when waiting for updates, like many people, suddenly rose up to write their own thoughts, just like that, I with a warm blood without saying a word on the vest on the gun, within a day to conceive the writing and release in one go, I have an excited heart, sitting in front of the computer staring straight at the page to see the effect.

Facts have proved that it is impossible to accomplish great things with the impulse of being unprepared, and writing a book is a long-term thing, and it is good to dream about it overnight.

As you think, it doesn't work out well, can you imagine? At first, there were only about two dozen collections with me, most of which were friends and classmates that I was excited to inform, and this companion was a year, yes, a year.

This article opened a pit last year, and I am extremely happy with every click that rises, just like the harvest of a fruit farmer, because it is not easy to come. But one day the collection card stopped moving on a number, I was a little frustrated, and I doubled the update, but unfortunately, day after day, it began to slowly wear away my patience and interest, stuffing me with the silence of the sea and the same waiting as the Wangfu Stone, I couldn't help but start to doubt myself, I couldn't help but start panicking, I began to look for book friends, eager to get encouragement from them, but not only did it not make me suddenly brighter, I saw more negative things, depressed, boring, single.

When you finally realize that you are the only one in front of your screen, the emotions that have been suppressed for a long time are like balloons that have been inflated to the extreme, and finally meet a thin needle that can sharpen you, and you will lose all the dishes and give up completely.

I deleted all the chapters I had written, emptied the recycle bin, logged out of my account, and didn't bother with any data.

It's ruthless. I said to myself.

But it doesn't matter.

I resumed my routine and put writing ...... Oh no, it's not writing, and the code word thing has been squeezed out of my life, and I aimlessly searched for the works of the gods, looking at the lively comment area, looking at all kinds of tickets, looking at interesting stalks, and the joys and sorrows of the protagonists.

-- Suddenly, my heart itched.

It's a very tortuous process, and to this day I can still see the chapters that I abandoned on pirate sites, and I'm not going to give them up, and I'm going to change them and incorporate them into the outline (uh, I don't actually have an outline, so I can write whatever I want), of course, that's another story.

Although now I only have a few collections, an empty comment area, and miserable data, but! I'm going to write it down and stick to it.

As I said before, I still have little experience, poor vocabulary, and some feelings and details may not be well depicted, but I will try my best to present you with a complete story, so that the characters in the plot come alive, I can't guarantee that it will meet everyone's appetite, but I will be responsible for the end, since this story has been created and so many characters have been born, I will give them a complete process and destination, which is my responsibility.

Maybe no one reads this testimonial, but it doesn't matter, I wrote this text in the early hours of the morning just to commemorate, bell, and encourage, maybe one day when I become famous, I look back on this article, I look forward to that feeling.

Thank you to me for being a flower-like editor of Huajiao, to my book friend Su Su, to the people who have always supported me who have not disliked me, and to the officials and book friends who may meet in the future.

I've been waiting to see you all over.

- 7.30 01.57 16 years.