Chapter 162: Karma
The journey back to the capital from Yingchang Mansion was actually not that long. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info is now speeding back to Beijing, the carriage is a little bumpy, the wheels collide with the ground, and there is a noisy sound. Qin Yu lay on the ground, it seemed that with these bumps and noises, her selfishness could be hidden without leakage.
But Su Qiao didn't reply to her for a long time.
One sat in the back of the desk, sitting so upright; One man crouched in front of the desk, and finally raised his head.
When she saw the emotions in Su Qiao's eyes that she had barely seen, she knew that her request was probably impossible to achieve again.
This is hate, right? If she understands correctly.
Did he cruel her? Why...... Is it just because of her that she doesn't want Zhao Ao to die?
However, this was only her last bit of selfishness, he was so pitiful, he had no friends, and he would always have only officials and servants by his side. He had no one to drink with, and no one to care about his illness.
But how could Su Qiao accept her selfishness? Zhao Ao is his mortal enemy!
"Su Qiao, I'm not towards him, you must be able to understand me, right? We were at least good friends, you know? ”
Qin Yu saw that Su Qiao was still gritting her teeth and her eyes were cold, she was a little afraid of him, she hesitated, knelt down and grabbed his hand: "You are talking!" ”
Su Qiao looked away from her, not wanting to look at her again at all, and didn't want to talk to her anymore.
How would he answer her? Promise her to let Zhao Ao go? It's simply impossible! Tell her he won't agree at all? And then continue to see her sad?
Su Qiao now wanted to go out to breathe: "Stop." ”
"Keep walking!" Qin Yu said.
Ziwu was outside, and he didn't know who to listen to.
Su Qiao was really angry now: "What do you want!" ”
Su Qiao's angry reprimand was heard clearly by everyone, Qin Yu grabbed Su Qiao's hand, she was frightened and frozen, and then quickly took it back, she was scolded by Su Qiao so that her face was red, and her eyes were a little red.
For a while, there was only the sound of wheels rolling around.
The road was bumpy, and the space inside the carriage was particularly narrow at this time, so tight that people couldn't breathe. Qin Yu lowered her head and didn't dare to say anything more, Su Qiao looked at her quietly, and finally closed her eyes.
"Okay."
Qin Yu raised his head, but Su Qiao lowered his eyes: "I promise you." ”
He suddenly felt very tired, bowed his head, put his hands in his sleeves, and sat quietly, not wanting to say anything more.
The weather was getting colder and colder, and Su Qiao felt a little unbearable cold for the first time, even if there was a small stove under the case, it was still too cold.
It's cold.
But what can this be, Qin Yu will never understand, she asked him to let go of a man who likes her as much as he does, and will kill his man at any time.
It was like torture, but she would never understand how uncomfortable and sad he was now.
I really don't want to love you anymore, but I'm just so angry, Qin Yu.
Why should I make myself so uncomfortable for you, as if I were about to be emptied of my heart and lungs, and I am being held in your hands.
I really don't want to love you anymore, Qin Yu.
Qin Yu covered her face, and covered her forehead again, the words were all in her mouth, but she still swallowed hard, she knelt up and hugged Su Qiao's shoulder, Su Qiao closed her eyes and leaned on her weakly.
Qin Yu, when you can be kind to me and be kinder, I will be grateful.
Qin Yu hugged Su Qiao like this for a long, long time, and she said, "Let him go to the frontier, wherever he goes, so that he can let you go?" ”
Su Qiao shook his head.
She didn't understand how powerful Zhao Ao's methods were, let him live for a day, he might turn back and make a comeback. What about letting him go to the frontier, where to go, you don't still remember him in your heart, what's the point.
"What then? Is there any other way than to let him go to the frontier? Qin Yu didn't want Zhao Ao's life to affect Su Qiao's life at all, after all, she loved him very much.
Su Qiao didn't speak, just relied on her: "Okay, so be it." ”
He didn't want to think about it anymore, just let him go.
Qin Yu felt that it was not really good for Su Qiao to say it, she could feel it, she let go of Su Qiao, picked up his head and looked at his face, the lifelessness and indifference on that face made Qin Yu feel it in an instant, Su Qiao was grieving.
"Idiot......" Qin Yu held his face, "Why do you have such an expression?" ”
Su Qiao broke his promise to Qin Yu, and he hadn't paid attention to her many times today. He looked down at the table and didn't answer.
Shouldn't I ask you this question? Girl.
Qin Yu didn't know what to do: "Is my request too much?" But I ...... I just ......"
"You just, and you still like him." Su Qiao helped her answer.
Qin Yu's eyes widened: "What nonsense are you talking about!" What like him! This simply doesn't! ”
She really didn't! She just can't forget his pain and sorrow, he is so unkind, he is so ruthless, he just wants to win the approval of others. He's just that no one loves him.
is so pitiful, she just sympathizes with him.
"I just sympathize with him!" Qin Yu tried his best to explain, "I'm just sympathetic! ”
Sympathize? Who believes.
Su Qiao looked away again. Qin Yu knew that his actions showed that he didn't believe it at all.
"I really just sympathize with him! You know what, he's really pathetic! But he never told anyone else, I saw it. Although I, Qin Yu, am stupid, I at least have brothers and friends, and of course I still have you now. But Zhao Ao, he doesn't have any friends, his father doesn't love him, his brother alienates him, his subordinates are afraid of him, he doesn't even have a side concubine, he is this age, he doesn't even have an heir, he has nothing. ”
"But look at King Hui, his mother loves him, the emperor also likes him, he still has such a good staff like you, he still has his friends, he still has Princess Hui, and children, you see, he has everything, but Zhao Ao, nothing, he is so pitiful, even you don't let him go, although this is all his own doing, but he is really pitiful!"
"Can't you just sympathize with him? Although he is so bad, if he wants to die, in his life, apart from the identity of a prince and the name of a king of Ping, what else does he have? Did he come to this world for no reason? Su Qiao, I beg you, you let him do ascetic deeds to pay off his debts, let him also taste the pain of being killed, but also give him a chance to live again, isn't that good? ”
Su Qiao only said: "This is his due retribution." (To be continued.) )