Chapter 15 Lovesickness to the Bone

Qingjia returned home dejected, and there were traces of him everywhere, but he had already left and did not know when he would return. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info her heart seemed to be missing a big piece, not only painful but empty, she just wanted to go back to the bedroom and cry happily in a place where no one was.

After complaining about the death, you will know that your intestines will be broken.

As soon as I pushed the door open, there was a message on the table, and when I picked it up, it was all too familiar to see.

"Qingjia and my wife, seeing words are like faces......"

Just a hundred words, indescribable reluctance, endless apologies, there is no trace of him in this empty room, only this thin letter, comforting her affectionate and tireless soul.

“…… Jiajia, marrying you is the luckiest thing in my life. ”

This calm and introverted man never speaks sweetly, which is already the ultimate in his expression of emotion.

She understands.

Even though I don't love you, or even rejoice, it's true.

She looked at the words on it, lay on the bed and let the tears flow, let her cry indulgently, just like this, she will be strong in the future, guard this home for him, and wait quietly for him to come back.

Third brother, marrying you is also the greatest luck in my life, even if it is difficult and difficult in the future, I will never regret it.

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Besides, after Chen Wei arrived at the barracks to report, he was sent back to the recruits' camp after receiving weapons and uniforms from the quartermaster.

The tent is not big but very crowded, and the beds placed in every square inch are counted carefully, and it needs to accommodate more than 20 people. Lunch time has passed, and when Chen Wei opened the curtain and walked in, the men inside were resting or chatting inside, which was very lively.

These are recruited from the surrounding areas of Huadu, each with its own mood, if there are parents, wives and children in the family at this time, they are full of miserable wind and rain, if there is no concern about it, it is much free, a few get together to talk eloquently, quite a little bit of the heroic spirit of going into battle to kill the enemy and make meritorious contributions.

Chen Wei glanced at his wooden card, found his bed, put down his burden, and it was strange to say that he didn't feel hungry after half a day's travel, and was a little tired.

The people in the tent should not have come yet, there are a few empty bunks and no one is there, the bed on the left side of Chen Wei is empty, he is lying on the bed facing the left side, closing his eyes.

Others look at him as dusty, but he has an outstanding temperament and extraordinary appearance, he shouldn't be like them who are from a reckless background, why are he here now. Those who haven't read the book don't have a better description, but they just feel like a lone wolf who has strayed into a wild dog pack, taciturn, and rebellious.

Where is Chen Wei still in the mood to care about other people's eyes and scrutiny at this time, as soon as he closes his eyes, his mind is full of Qingjia's tears before parting, and he is heartbroken.

It's only been half a day, and he can't help but fall in love.

I didn't understand it before, but love was like the love in the book, and they complained to each other, but now it's my turn to feel so sad.

Alas, how can such a childlike self get on the battlefield and kill the enemy.

Chen Wei's heart was full of knots, and his mind was very restless, the noise and noise in his ears could not enter his ears at all, and the whole person had fallen into deep self-emotion.

But someone was always reluctant to let him be quiet for a while, no, in less than a quarter of an hour, someone was heard whispering on the side: "Brother? This brother? ”

Chen Wei slowly opened his eyes, only to see that there was already a person on the empty bunk opposite, who was sitting on the bed with a big grin, looking at him with an earnest look.

"Something?" Chen Wei had a headache, but his eyes were as calm as the ancient well.

The man scratched his hair and hesitated, "Do you have anything to eat?" He was a little embarrassed, so he had to explain: "I just arrived, and I haven't had water and rice sticky teeth for half a day, and now it's really a little ......."

Chen Wei was surprised, and took his baggage, which contained the dry food that Qingjia had prepared for him yesterday, but he had no appetite and did not move at all.

Open the baggage, the top wrapped in oiled paper is a bulging stack of meatloaf, the aroma of oil mixed with the smell of green onions greatly seduces people's appetite. There is also dried meat wrapped separately, and the marinated beef is both chewy and fragrant after drying, which is really good to accompany the sake.

Such a big bag can be eaten for a long time, and he didn't want her to be so troublesome at that time, but her words were so distressing, she said:

"Life in the barracks is hard, if you are not used to eating food in the army, you can also use some fragrant food in the meal......" When she lowered her head and was busy, her expression was serious, her head was not raised, and her voice was hoarse: "I dreamed that you lost weight a few days ago, and you woke up at once, you see, I have already started to worry before you leave." When the time comes, they will be thousands of miles apart, and you won't be able to buy whatever you want to eat......

Chen Wei was worried when she heard it, and she suddenly realized something, and said in a low voice: "My brain is confused, what are I doing with you......

The words and sentences are vivid, his heart instantly tightened, and he couldn't help but smile bitterly, knowing that he would be distressed, but he couldn't help but think of her.

The man didn't notice Chen Wei's depressed look when he frowned, all his attention was attracted by the meatloaf and jerky, and his eyes couldn't take his eyes off it no matter what.

Chen Wei took two meatloaf and handed them to him, the man was also very interested, although he also coveted the deliciousness of the jerky, but he was also very content, and thanked him again and again: "Thank you, thank you, buddy!" ”

Just now, he was called a brother, but now the two meatloafs have been changed to buddies, Chen Wei was not surprised by his self-cooking, seeing him gobbling up a meatloaf, his mouth was full of greasy, it can be seen that he is hungry.

Finally, one of the meatloaf was eaten, and the man's heart was a little less panicked, and the second one began to enjoy the taste, and said while eating: "Dude, when did you come?" ”

Chen Wei packed up his things and said, "It won't take a while, it's less than half an hour." ”

When the man heard this, his eyes widened, and he said, "Didn't you miss lunch too?" ”

Although the meatloaf in his hand tasted good, he couldn't eat it anymore, so didn't he seem to have eaten someone else's rations?

This......

Although Chen Wei didn't know what he was thinking in his heart, he could roughly know what it looked like, although he had no intention of comforting, but he also said the truth: "It's okay, I'm not hungry." ”

When he thought that she didn't know what to cry at home, where did he still have any thoughts about eating, and he couldn't swallow the dates.

The man was originally a little apologetic, but at this time, seeing his calm expression, he couldn't help but believe a little in his heart, so he took two more bites and said, "Dude, are you married?" ”

Although the words are questioning, the tone is affirmative.

Chen Wei paused for a moment and nodded: "Well, it's less than a year." ”

In less than two months, he and Qingjia will be married for a year. Thinking of this time last year, and then comparing this time, I can't help but sigh that time is ruthless.

Happy times always fly by, and the days when she is by his side are always very fast. In the blink of an eye, the body has parted, but the heart is still entangled in memory.

It's a terrible state.

The man had a clear expression when he heard it, it turned out that he was still a newlywed, no wonder this person looked depressed, don't be worried. After being married for less than a year, I left in a hurry, how could I let go of the wife and wife in my heart.

"Dude, it's a blessing, your wife's craftsmanship is good, this meatloaf is crispy on the outside and tender on the inside, and the lips and teeth are fragrant, which shows that she has put her heart into it." He smashed his mouth, looked at Chen Wei a few times, and said with a smile: "I see that you are also dignified, and you have an extraordinary temperament, and you want to come to Mrs. Zun ......."

As soon as the man saw Chen Wei's fierce gaze flash, the murderous aura condensed in the folds of his eyebrows, making people shudder. Only then did I realize that it was really frivolous and disrespectful to talk about his wife in front of others, this person was obviously in a bad mood, it can be seen that the relationship between husband and wife is very good, isn't this just touching the tiger's buttocks?

So he hurriedly apologized: "Dude, I don't mean anything else, don't be angry, I apologize to you, I was frivolous, but I really didn't mean to offend ......"

Chen Wei didn't want to listen to him anymore, so he went to bed and ignored people.

The man was very thick-skinned, and when he saw that he no longer paid attention to himself, he was not discouraged, and he began to be short-hearted.

"My name is Li Da, what about you, buddy?"

didn't answer, Li Da saw that he had his eyes closed, he thought he was asleep, he was bored, and he turned over to bed when he was full of food and drink, and just when he lay down, he heard him whisper:

"Chen Wei."

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Besides, although Chen Wei is gone, life still has to go on, not to mention that there is still a lingering mother-in-law at home who needs to be served, Qingjia quickly packed up her emotions and cheered up.

In the blink of an eye, it was April, it was a good time to raise spring silkworms, Qingjia and the village mothers and sisters-in-law learned to raise silkworms, the rest of the family money is not rich, Chen's mother is sick from time to time, hoping to earn some money to supplement the family.

Chen Wei is gone, she must take good care of Chen's mother, and she will not be at ease if she does not let him on the battlefield.

She first went to the village craftsman to buy a few large bamboo sieves, then spread a layer of soft and transparent rice paper underneath to place the fragile silkworm seeds in them, and then fed them the young mulberry leaves she picked in the morning.

Qingjia silently expects the silkworm babies to grow up quickly in her heart, so she is very active when she picks mulberries every day.

The silkworm babies grow very fast, and they have grown up a lot in a short time, and they are very cute and chubby, and Qingjia was still a little stunned at the beginning. But after getting along with these little things for a long time, she felt a little cute, and when she thought that after the cocoon, she could use her own hands to raise silkworms to make a few comfortable underwear for Chen Wei, and her mood jumped.

She takes care of it every day, and if she finds that a few have died, she will feel sad.

Although it is the first time to raise silkworms, Qingjia is very serious, and he does everything well, and he can do things well without being taught by others.

Although tired, the process made it a little fun, not to mention, being busy so that she would not miss the person who had left too much.

It's okay during the day, but once it's night, I keep the empty room, and I have an indescribable gloom and longing in my heart. Although some of the husbands of the other women in the village had been drafted into the army, and they often got together to pass the lonely and empty time, Qingjia never participated.

It's already hard time if you don't mention it now, if you read it in your mouth every day, where is there still a little gap in your heart that is already full of people to withstand the pressure of missing.

Therefore, she tried her best to keep herself busy and fulfilling, and the shelves that Chen Wei had made before leaving had not had time to plant vines. Qingjia herself was inconvenient to go out for too long, so on the day of the market, she asked her sister-in-law in the village to help her bring back some wisteria seeds.

The weather was getting warmer, and there had been a few spring rains a few days ago, so she carefully planted the seed under the shelf, hoping that it would grow quickly.

The puppy eats a lot and grows fast, wrapping around Qingjia's feet all day long, occasionally picking it up and playing for a while, which can be regarded as passing the time.

Without him, every minute and every second is so difficult.

Loneliness in the boudoir, who can understand.