Chapter 147: Three meals a day
Su Xiaoyou didn't think about anything. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
She saw the pair of birds on her head, she saw the chicks that broke out of her shell, and she was suddenly very envious, she wanted to experience the feeling of being a mother, and she wanted to experience the feeling of being his wife.
She just wanted to leave behind something in common with him, a child with their common blood flowing, so that even if she left one day, he would still remember her.
She was actually uneasy inside, like a drowning person, in a hurry, anxious, trying to grasp something.
She knew that she didn't have much time left, no one understood her body better, she was often sleepy now, and sometimes she didn't feel much when she touched her skin.
The senses in her body were disappearing, her sense of touch was becoming insensitive, she didn't know what else she was going to lose, was it hearing? Olfaction? Or is it visual?
Will she end up being a person who doesn't know anything? The world is dark, isolated from everything, can't hear, see, feel nothing, and lose, so what courage does she have to live?
It's like she's the only one left in the world!
In this way, it is better to die while everything can be done.
She can still remember the beauty, not obscured by pain and darkness.
So, she wanted to try it while she had nothing to lose.
She had thought about a lot of what she would say to her, and where the ceremony would be held, but she hadn't thought of it.
The already pale face turned even paler, Su Xiaoyou looked at Dong Li, expectantly, "What did you just say?" I... I didn't hear you—" she forced a smile to hide the panic and powerlessness in her heart. It must have been misheard, it must have been...
"Xiao Shu, we are now... Can't get married. "Dong Li is a little unbearable. Now she can't bear to say a word, but now it's not okay to get married.
Her physical condition, the ghost fairy is afraid that she knows that she has told him and Si Chen in private, her physical condition can no longer have any fatigue, and even the trip has been delayed, let alone getting married?
But how did such a cruel thing make him speak? "Xiao Shu, listen to me first..."
"I'm a little hungry, I've been hungry so fast lately." Su Xiaoyou smiled, cheerful, "I'm joking with you, just teasing you, even if you want to marry me, I still have to think about it, after getting married, I will definitely not have the freedom I have now." ”
Saying that, she turned around and walked towards the kitchen, "I don't know what Daddy did today, but I didn't expect Daddy to be quite talented." Maybe turning around too quickly, Su Xiaoyou felt that his head was dark, buzzing as if it was about to explode.
She pretended to stand still, "By the way, Dongli, I forgot, Derpy hasn't fed me today, you go and feed it for me, I'll go to Daddy's." ”
Su Xiaoyou felt that her mouth opened and closed, and her voice seemed to have been filtered through layers of depth, coming from an incomparably distant place, she couldn't hear it clearly when she was small, she could only say what she wanted to say through memory, and she didn't even know the size of her voice or whether her tone had changed after she finished speaking.
She is like an intruder, the whole world has become strange to her, and she has to adjust and adapt at any time.
"Well, okay, I'll feed Derpy. Remember to eat more. "Dong Li knew that she was supporting him. She must not want to face him now, but he pretended not to know. She didn't want him to know, and he never would know.
For a moment, Su Xiaoyou didn't dare to move. It was still dark in front of her eyes, still silent in her ears, and she didn't even dare to make sure if she was gone.
In the middle of the night, she reached out and tentatively touched the trunk of the tree, and then carefully sat down under the tree, and after touching the rough bark, she felt a little relieved, so that she would not be so helpless.
She is a fox fairy.
From her memory, there was no time when she was so vulnerable, such fragility overwhelmed her, scared her, wanted to hide, she just wanted to make sure that she was still her, and that she hadn't become something else she didn't recognize.
The light began to be seen slowly in the eyes, and the voices were heard clearly in the ears. The sound of the wind, the birds, the rubbing of the leaves, all the noise seemed to come one after another, and she seemed to be back to the earthly world.
Those uneasiness and fear disappeared, Su Xiaoyou slowly stood up, looked around, and walked towards the kitchen until he could no longer see.
The figure of the east fence loomed out of the air, his fingers clenching the trunk tightly.
Is she already so weak? Can't even see or hear?
He had never fed Derpy, just now, he just asked Derpy what to eat, but Su Xiaoyou didn't react, he walked around in front of her and she didn't react, and then he saw her sit down carefully, and at this moment Dong Liang understood that the five senses that the ghost fairy said had begun to lose all his senses.
Then she will become weaker and weaker, and finally she can only lie on the bed, and even move her fingers is a luxury. Such a bright and vivid woman, how could he make her like that?!
She will be more painful to live than to die!
She has long been ingrained in his heart, and even a slight pull will bring pain, how can he accept her to become dull and depressed like this?
It seems that it is going to be as soon as possible.
Little Dream... Feel relieved...
Soon you will be free. Soon.
"What are you going to eat today?" Su Xiaoyou happily entered the kitchen. Anyway, when she first moved in, she didn't have this thing full of fireworks, and after the ghost fairy said that she had to rely on external ingestion to maintain her body, this kitchen was built in the side hall.
The daily ingredients are all Su Xiaoyou's never heard of, as long as the aura is sufficient, Si Chen has always put it into the recipe regardless of whether it is delicious or not.
But what can these things be delicious? It's all a smell of medicine, and every day Su Xiaoyou feels like she's eating stewed medicine, stir-fried medicine, steamed medicine, and cold raw medicine!
In fact, she especially wanted to say, don't be so troublesome, these things will be crushed and stewed into soup next time they are put in a pot.
It's just that Si Chen's father is unwilling, according to his words, these things taste bad enough, and if you don't cook them well, won't it be even more unpalatable? Besides, how greasy it is to eat stew every day.
Su Xiaoyou could only let it toss.
"Come on, you must not have eaten this thing today." Si Chen smiled and brought the dishes up, very mysterious: "Taste it."
What is it? The round ones look like eggs. It's just a black egg, but I haven't seen it.
Su Xiaoyou took a bite, the entrance was delicious, with a little toughness, and there was no medicinal taste that he had eaten during this time. "Is this really an egg, what kind of egg?" Su Xiaoyou was pleasantly surprised.
"Millennial turtle eggs." Si Chen was proud, he deceived a litter of old turtles for these turtle eggs, and he finally got it.
"It tastes good." Su Xiaoyou decided to wipe out all of them, such delicious ingredients are rare.
Si Chen watched her eat quietly, and a faint sourness came up. He is now fed three meals a day, and he does not lose a single meal.
In this way, she is still getting thinner and thinner, and she can see the bumpy bones and bulging blue veins. The thinness is frightening, as if a gust of wind has blown away.
(To be continued.) )