Chapter 147: Reason
Li Wan remembered the process of her acquaintance with Yu Fengyao. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
The inaccessible side roads met on the narrow road, the two sides did not give in to each other, fought hard, and formed a beam, and from then on they competed with each other as soon as they met, either she looked at Yu Fengyao unpleasantly, or Yu Fengyao sneered at her, and rarely when she was polite twice, she also pretended to be in front of others.
In fact, at first she was not as bored with Yu Fengyao as she is now, and for her, he was just one of the many possible risks.
Over the years, she has gone all the way, I don't know how many similar things she has encountered, and the enemies she has secretly made are afraid that she can't count them on ten fingers. If she remembered everyone who had a holiday with her, like a fish in her throat, then she wouldn't have to live a life, just thinking about these troubles every day was enough.
So, at that time she didn't like to deal with this person, but she just didn't like it.
Since when did she change her dislike for Yu Fengyao to her deep disgust?
Li Wan habitually raised her hand and touched her chest, where there was originally a wooden sign left by her mother, except when she was bathing, she wore it for ten years.
She remembers every line on the wooden card, every feeling on her skin.
In the dead of night, she often stroked the lotus carved on the wooden plaque, and her eyes appeared in front of her mother's flower-like smile and tearful eyes when she died.
The wooden plaque was put on by her mother when she was dying, and it was a token given to her by her father when she was engaged to her father, and the lotus flower on the wooden plaque was carved by his own hand.
At that time, her mother caressed her cheeks, tears rained down but still said to her in a loving tone: "Zhen'er, Daddy is gone, and there is a lot of loneliness on Huangquan Road, so my mother is going to be with Daddy." In my mother's life, it is enough to have my father and you, and it is not in vain to close my eyes today. But you are different, you are still young, and you are so smart and sensible, and there are countless wonderful people in this world that are worth pursuing. In the future, when your father and mother are not by your side, you must cherish it, and you must not spoil yourself, so that your relatives and enemies will be happy...... This wooden plaque will leave you a thought, you must remember what your mother said today, spend this life peacefully, and then take it to reunite with your father and mother after a hundred years......"
She remembered that her mother had just given birth, leaning on the bed with a haggard face, holding her tightly in her arms, the medicinal power of the poisonous wine came quickly, and the blood that kept gushing out of the corners of her mother's mouth dripped onto her cheeks, hot like sparks, so that ten years later, that feeling was still deeply imprinted in her heart, and she could not forget it for a moment.
Qu Rong came to take her away, she held the bedpost and didn't let go, screaming and struggling to leave, her mother looked at her quietly, her face was full of pathos and reluctance, but she didn't say a word.
Later, Qu Rong covered her mouth and nose with a numbing cloth, and she fainted, waking up in the carriage leaving Beijing.
She was so desperate that she lifted the curtain and jumped down. If Qu Rong hadn't grabbed her quickly, she would have fallen to her death on the spot.
She forced her to die, and Qu Rong finally agreed to take her back to see her mother for the last time.
But it was too late.
Just after they left, the palace decreed that the palace was copied, and all men were beheaded, and women were given death.
The sunset was as red as blood, and Qu Rong was lying on the top of the beam of the verandah in the southwest corner of the palace, and the dense branches and leaves of the wisteria covered their figures seamlessly.
The Yunjin Hall where my father and mother lived was on fire, and thick black smoke hovered over the house for a long time.
She knew that the fire was set by her mother.
The mother had already drunk the poisoned wine, and there was no need to self-immolate at all, it was all for her sake, in order to cover up the fact that she had escaped.
She cried and shouted her mother's name, and Qu Rong covered her mouth tightly to prevent her from making a sound.
They lay on the verandah for a day and a night, watching as Yun Jintang burned to ruins.
The iron-clad Praetorian Guards searched back and forth, her ears filled with all kinds of desperate cries, and the rich aroma of wisteria rose penetrated into her nose and penetrated into her pores, as if every inch of her skin and every piece of flesh was stained with the fragrance, making her sick and nauseous......
Memories devoured Li Guan's heart like a deadly poison, and those chaotic images made her eyes black and shaky.
"What's wrong with you? Are you okay? ”
Yu Fengyao looked at her with a shocked face, leaned over and grabbed her shoulder.
Li Guan suddenly came back to his senses, and then he was shocked to realize that his face was clammy and cold.
Before she knew it, she was already in tears.
"I'm fine!" Li Wan quickly wiped away the tears on his face, raised his hand and slapped away Yu Fengyao's right hand on her shoulder, and a slap sounded clearly in the quiet private room.
Yu Fengyao's worried eyes instantly condensed into ice.
Li Guan felt nothing, and his eyes fell on his beautiful face in a daze.
She scrutinized the face, and gradually, there was undisguised hatred in her eyes.
It was this person who caused her to lose the wooden plaque left to her by her mother.
That's the only thing her mother left her!
She had nothing, not even this pitiful thought now!
He and those people in the palace were all the same dogs, and they were the ones who caused her family to be ruined and fell from heaven to hell.
If it weren't for them, Daddy wouldn't have died!
If it weren't for them, my mother wouldn't have killed herself!
If it weren't for them, she would have been able to live a happy life under her father's knees!
It's because of these selfish, ruthless and unrighteous people that she ended up like this......
Li Wan looked at Yu Fengyao with hatred, and the hatred that had been suppressed for many years seemed to have obtained an outlet for catharsis, occupying her bright and clear eyes little by little.
"Don't you want to know why I don't want to deal with you?" In Yu Fengyao's stunned gaze, she gritted her teeth and said, "Because you make me disgusting!" It's so disgusting that when I look at your face, I want to poke my own eyes! ”
Crane Wang, who was guarding the door, was thinking about why there was no movement inside, when she saw the door of the box being vigorously opened, and a snow-blue shadow quickly passed in front of her eyes.
She was stunned for a moment, and then she realized that it was Li Guan, and her face changed dramatically in an instant, and she chased after her.
Li Wan ran down the stairs and rushed into the snow.
Hewang chased him out, and was about to catch up to stop the people, when he saw Li Wan suddenly stop and stand motionless in the snow.
Her chest heaved violently, her eyes were closed, and her teeth bit her lower lip so hard that thin beads of blood oozed out.
The scattered pedestrians on the street cast curious glances.
Crane Wang subconsciously stopped, and stood four or five steps away from her at a loss, his face frightened.