As a prince, I don't know if I'm lucky or unlucky. I have my father's unique favor and trust, but all because of my poor health, there is no possibility of inheriting the throne.

My father can trust me without scruples and give me unsurpassed favors, because no matter how much my father trusts me and loves me, no minister will fall to me.

My body decided that I would never ascend to the throne, and I myself thought so, at least since I was sensible, I had never thought of being an emperor.

In the Xiao family, anyone can sit on that throne, but I can't, of course, my body also makes people have no time to think about this problem.

What qualifications does a person who is fighting for his life with Hades at any time have to pursue something else?

Every time I got sick, I thought I would definitely die, but I survived again and again, and I survived with my last breath.

I don't give up, I don't want to give up the world, I want to see what the world will become tomorrow?

If I die, I will never see it again, so I try to live, even if I am sick, I will laugh at the world.

Every time I get sick, I see my mother sitting at the head of my bed, her eyes are red, and her face is haggard, my heart aches for a while, and sometimes I can't help but think, if I die, will my mother be free?

If I die like this, will my mother be able to have another healthy child? Instead of being dragged down by me all the time?

However, every time this thought arises, my mother will hold me and cry, saying, "You are going to die, and your mother will not live anymore, and your mother will only have you as a child in this life, and she will never give birth to a second one." ”

To say that it is a lie not to be moved, in the palace is a place where people eat people, in the palace is a place where interests are the best, family affection is a luxury, and I am fortunate to not only get the wholehearted love of my mother, but also the trust and love of my father.

I really think that I am happy, I have lost my healthy body, but I have the true affection that the prince in the palace cannot ask for in his life.

I thought I would live like this for the rest of my life, until I fell ill and died in bed, but her appearance changed my fate.

I know who she is, Lin Xiang's daughter, the prince's fiancée, but she married my imperial uncle and became my little imperial aunt.

My mother once told me that she was a poor woman, and that the queen had revealed that she wanted to point her out to me, but my mother refused, and my father did not agree, and they all thought that she was not worthy of me.

Not many people know about this, after all, the queen just has this intention, the thing didn't come to pass, and I didn't take it to heart, I don't think she is worthy of me, but a person like me who will die at any time should not marry a wife, and should not ruin a woman's life.

When I first met the little imperial aunt, I didn't have a good impression of her, thinking that she was a frivolous woman, it was normal for the prince to dislike her, and even wronged the imperial uncle in his heart, but what happened later made me understand how wrong I was with prejudice against people.

She is very good, really good, there is no better woman in this world, even if she ruined my life and made me see the cruel truth, I am still grateful to her, grateful to her for making me grow up, for letting me understand how stupid my original self was and how stupid I lived.

My little aunt is not a frivolous person, and she took the initiative to talk to me that time, just to take the opportunity to diagnose me, and to privately determine whether I can cure my illness, so as not to say it in advance and make me happy.

My little imperial aunt is not stupid, she knows the scheming of the Seventh Prince, knows the stupidity of the prince, even knows the queen's unkindness, and knows that my mother is not a good person, but she still chooses to heal me, even if she knows that curing me is not conducive to the great cause of the imperial uncle, she still chooses to help me heal, and even persuaded my imperial uncle.

At that moment, I was really moved, and I regretted it at that moment, and I thought more than once in my heart, if the queen was tougher at that time, or the mother concubine took a step back, or I fought for it myself, would it be me who she married?

As soon as this thought came to mind, it seemed to take root in my heart, and from time to time I would think of it, and from time to time I would have thoughts of regret, regret that I didn't fight for it at that time, regret that I looked at her with prejudice at that time, but ......

It's too late!

It's hard to buy and know early, the most distressing thing in this world is "early knowing", and even if you know early, what?

I have wondered more than once what would happen if I went back in time, back to before she and Uncle Huang didn't get married?

If I marry her, will I be able to give her happiness?

No!

After I recovered from my illness, I realized how stupid I had lived before, I thought I had seen through everything, and I was the person who lived the most clearly in the palace.

I've never seen through anyone, I've always thought that what I have is ridiculous self-righteousness, ridiculous Qinggao, I'm not the one who knows the most in the palace, but the one who lives the most confused.

My mother loves me, but she doesn't love me as much as she shows, she loves me but more herself, she loves power more, she will be so good to me, because she can never have a second child besides me, she will put all her love on me, because I am favored by my father.

Even if I can't inherit the throne like this, as long as I live one more day, I can help her win more favor from the emperor, and even if I divide the feud in the future, my fief power will not be weak.

My mother, she loves me, but she loves herself more, she loves power more, and my father and emperor spoil me and trust me, all because I am a cripple, as soon as my body is good, the previous favor and trust will disappear one by one, and in the eyes of my father, I am just an ordinary prince, and there is no special place.

For a long time, I felt like I was a joke!

My body has recovered, my life has returned to normal, I live no different from an ordinary prince, my mother is happy for me, and I am even happier that I am healthy and can start competing for the throne.

I was forced by my mother to contact my grandfather's family and negotiate with the minister to determine the choice of my future wife. My future wife doesn't need to be virtuous, she doesn't need to be beautiful, she doesn't need me to like it, as long as her family can help me.

Watching my mother tell me about the advantages and disadvantages of each girl's family one by one, and what each girl's family can help me, I almost couldn't help but ask her: Is it a woman whose family has no help for me, I can't marry? If the woman I like, her family doesn't help me in the slightest, can't I marry either?

Is marrying a wife just for a boost? What about Lin Chujiu and Uncle Huang?

Lin Chujiu, a daughter who was given up by Lin Xiang, how can she help Uncle Huang?

No, but after Uncle Huang married Lin Chujiu, he still treated Lin Chujiu like a jewel.

After Lin Chujiu married Uncle Huang, although he didn't have the help of his family, he used what he learned to help Uncle Huang, accompanied Uncle Huang all the way, and even walked to the highest position? Isn't such a woman worth marrying?

I don't know what the answer is, because I never asked, I was afraid, I was afraid that I would not be able to restrain my ambition when I asked.

I even wondered more than once, if I married Lin Chujiu, would the man who ascended to the top be me?

Unfortunately, there are no ifs in this world......

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