Chapter 20: Tearing the Pap and Breaking the Love

Bingfeng stopped talking, just lowered his eyes and sighed quietly, the breath was so slight as if he didn't sigh. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info He knows the condition of his body, and if he drags such a sick body down, he will definitely die soon. Naturally, no one told him this, but Chen Bingfeng was careful and intelligent, and he had already understood it clearly from his uncle's words and the doctor's words every time he came.

If it is poisoning, it needs an antidote. But where to find this antidote?

Uncle has great powers, but hasn't there been no progress in the past three years? Not even to find the shadow of the enemy, let alone ask him for an antidote. Then again, even if he can be found, who can be sure that there is really a cure for that disease?

It has come to this, everything is a fixed number of fate, a divine arrangement. He used to be like Gu Xi who didn't believe in fate and allowed his personality to develop, but at this time he believed it and had to believe it.

Naturally, she couldn't tell her about it, and she couldn't tell her no matter how much she cried. Therefore, how could he provoke her at this moment? How can you participate in tomorrow's recruitment?

He pressed the stone under him with one hand, trying not to make himself feel weak and powerless, but fortunately, Tang Guxi was facing away from him. He slowly stood up and stared at her in the night, I don't know if it was an illusion or the moonlight, her figure with her back to him was illusory, as if it could no longer be touched.

He froze, his vision was immediately clear, and he said slowly: "It's not too early, you should go back." ”

The back in front of him seemed to tremble, and at that moment, he almost stretched out his hands, but in the end they were still hidden in his sleeves, and his palms were slightly sweating.

Seeing that Tang Guxi didn't speak, he moved his gaze down, lowered his eyes, the loneliness on his face was faintly visible, and slowly turned around.

"Brother Bingfeng." Tang Guxi finally stopped him, but he still didn't turn around, "I'll ask you one last word, and after asking, I'll leave." ”

Chen Bingfeng stopped there, hanging his head slightly, his eyebrows stained with a layer of sorrow, quietly waiting for her question.

Tang Guxi turned around, looked at his back, and said, "If this day, I am the one who is sick, I am the one who is afraid of cold, and I am the one who has lost all my martial arts...... What would you do? ”

Chen Bingfeng breathed a sigh of relief, his eyebrows relaxed, raised his eyes to look at the lights in the room, and said: "I will accept all the arrangements of my uncle, and I will choose whatever he asks me to make, whether it is marrying a wife and having children, or leaning on the sword in the world, I will follow the wishes of my elders, so that I have no regrets in this life, so that my uncle has no regrets, and I must be worthy of my deceased mother." ”

"Don't come and me!" Tang Guxi said loudly, "What you said is not you at all, not even like it." Don't forget, the person who knows you best in this world is me, if it were me, you would never leave me, let alone accept Master's arrangement to marry another woman! ”

"Gu Xi, do you really know me?" Chen Bingfeng asked rhetorically, his voice was a little louder, "You don't know me, even if you used to understand, you don't know it now......"

"How not!"

"I am no longer the Chen Bingfeng I used to be, and I am not the Bingfeng brother in your eyes." Chen Bingfeng turned to look at her, his expression was serious and solemn, "It's been three years, it's been three years, do you really know what I'm going through every day and thinking about?" There is a saying that 'Shibei should be impressed in three days', and what can be changed in three years is just as simple as what you see? ”

Tang Guxi only felt that her heart was tormented, as if countless insects and ants were devouring her chest, and in a moment, tears crawled all over her cheeks and fell to the ground. Chen Bingfeng's every word was like a sharp blade, scraping on her body one by one, and there was a clear pain and indescribable tearing in her body, but all of them turned into gushing tears and poured out endlessly.

Chen Bingfeng forcibly endured the grief in his chest and continued: "As an elder brother, I will say a few more words, if you are bored, you don't have to remember it...... After tomorrow, you will be the one who has the master, and you will no longer be the willful little girl of the past, so you must remember to think twice before acting. I have spoken these words to you many times, but you did not listen to them in your heart at the beginning, and now it is different from the past, if you do not have the protection of your father and mother in the future, and Master and I are not around, you must remember ......"

Tang Guxi burst into tears and interrupted him: "Brother Bingfeng, let me tell you, not only did I not listen to it before, but I won't listen to it now!" If you say this, why do you need to persuade me again? From now on, as you just said, you can't stay with the person in my heart...... At that time, it doesn't matter what kind of person I Tang Guxi becomes! If you lose your heart, what is the appearance? ”

"Valley Creek ......"

"I thought that if you came tonight, you would know what I wanted, and you would be on my side...... Just like it used to be. But you want to turn me away from me. Tang Guxi raised his arm, wiped a handful of tears with his sleeve, stopped crying, and said word by word: "Okay, since you are so ruthless, I will depend on you!" Tomorrow, I will find the best of luck! ”

After speaking, her resentful eyes withdrew from Chen Bingfeng, and she resolutely turned around and strode towards the door. Chen Bingfeng's eyes were blurred, staring at her back as she left with hatred, her lips trembled slightly, and she didn't say a word.

Before she reached the door, Yuming ran over in small steps, she was about to fall asleep outside, but when she heard the movement, she hurriedly ran in. Seeing Tang Guxi's eyes slightly swollen, she didn't know what was going on, and asked in a panic, "Miss, what's wrong with you?" How can I ...... now?"

"Don't ask, let's go!"

"But......" Yu Ming didn't move, but took out the square handkerchief from her clothes, and looked at Tang Guxi in embarrassment, "These four handkerchiefs you embroidered for Chen Gongzi ......"

"Who said I embroidered it for him, tore it!" Tang Guxi shouted.

Yuming glanced at Chen Bingfeng cautiously, standing there not knowing what to do.

"If I tell you to tear it, you will tear it!" After speaking, Tang Guxi couldn't wait for Yuming to react, reached out and grabbed the handkerchief in her hand, tearing it indiscriminately. It's a pity that after tearing for a long time, the handkerchief was wrinkled a lot at best, but it was not broken for half a point.

Tang Guxi was ashamed and angry, and there was no way to take the four handkerchiefs, so he turned around and threw the handkerchiefs hard. The wrinkled handkerchief fell in front of Chen Bingfeng's feet, his brows frowned slightly, his eyes sparkled wildly, and he stared at the handkerchief on the ground in front of him for a long time, his hands and feet were stiff and unable to move.

"Let's go!"

The lantern in front of the door reflected Tang Guxi's tear-stained cheeks, her eyes dimmed for a moment, and then lit up suddenly in an instant, but in that faint light, she was invaded by the cold, and it was extremely cold.

She came with Yuming in a panic of joy and sorrow, and walked away with grief and indignation, except for the square handkerchief that fell to the ground, there was no trace.

After the two disappeared outside the door, I don't know how long it took for Chen Bingfeng to raise his head and look at the door. I only felt that the lights and shadows were in a trance, like a dream, empty, and I didn't see the Yiren.

He sighed softly, and the bitterness in his heart turned into a breath that escaped from his chest. He shifted his steps, walked up to the handkerchief, bent down, picked up the square handkerchief one by one, and took it in his hand and stroked it slowly. In the light moonlight, the plum orchid chrysanthemum bamboo above is clearly visible, as gentle and charming as the moonlight, and as hot as coals.

"Is she gone?"

I don't know when, Mr. Zou Li was already standing behind him, holding a shirt in his hand, covering him.

"Thank you, uncle." Chen Bingfeng turned his head and looked in a trance.

"It's inevitable that she will be sad, crying for a few days, and she should admit it if she doesn't admit it." Zou Li's old voice comforted him, and then asked, "Feng'er, have you figured it out?" ”

Chen Bingfeng put the handkerchief into his sleeve, turned around, the corners of his mouth curled slightly, walked back to the room with Mr. Zou, and said lightly: "Uncle don't worry, I have long wanted to pass this matter." It's just that now, it's not me who matters, it's how to convince Xi'er......"

Together, they stepped on the threshold and sat down at the table. Fang Yue walked up with the medicine jar, poured the decoction in the medicine jar into a small dark blue porcelain bowl, and placed it in front of Chen Bingfeng's table.

Fang Yue is seventeen years old this year, and he has been taking care of Chen Bingfeng for three years in Zou Mansion, his family is poor, and his mother is sick, so he was found by Mr. Zou to be Chen Bingfeng's medicine boy. Although he was a medicine boy, he saw that Chen Gongzi treated people sincerely and gently, whether it was a high-ranking nobleman or a servant attendant, he only came according to his own heart, so Fang Yue could be said to have boiled every decoction of medicine with all his heart and served Chen Bingfeng carefully.

"The old man has done a bad fate in this life, I'm afraid he won't be able to repay it no matter what." Zou Li stared at the bowl of medicinal soup sadly, as if he had fallen into a very bitter thought, "Bingfeng, when I return to the truth one day, I will go to the underworld to ask your mother for sin......"

"Uncle, don't say that!" Chen Bingfeng just wanted to pick up the medicine bowl, but he put it down heavily, "Bingfeng can live to this day, it all depends on my uncle's careful care, if it wasn't for my uncle who saved me from the fire back then, I'm afraid Bingfeng would have not been able to appreciate this kind of posture in the world." ”

Zou Li's cloudy eyes were even more blurry, his hair and beard were all gray, but his eyes were still vigorous and deep, and his body bones were still healthy and powerful. He asked Chen Bingfeng to quickly drink the medicine while it was hot, and after seeing that there was not a drop of the medicine juice left, he relieved himself and ordered Fang Yue to take the medicine bowl and medicine jar away.

After Fang Yue exited the room, Zou Li looked out the window, at this time, the moon was breezy and the bamboo shadow was swaying, and the scenery outside the window was charming. The two sat silently for a long time, without saying a word to each other. I don't know how long it took, Chen Bingfeng couldn't bear the sourness in his throat, and couldn't help coughing twice before Zou Li came back to his senses.

"Bingfeng, since you think about it, I'll sue you."

Chen Bingfeng calmed his breath, had a slight doubt in his heart, looked at him and said, "Uncle, please speak." ”