Chapter 83
On the first day after Christmas in the ninth year of the Republic of China, I also returned home amid such questioning, and my father and mother did not have any objections to my late return, but behaved calmly. I don't know if I'm sick or not www.biquge.info but I'm getting more angry when I see them behaving like this, but in their minds, I've become so insignificant that I don't even have the desire to ask a question? A voice in my heart shouted loudly, "Ask me where I went, why did I come back so late, and what did I do all day?" Ask, reprimand me with a straight face when I do something wrong like before! ”
I looked at my father and mother with great anticipation, but in the end I only waited for the sentence, "Rest early." ”
In a fit of rage, I moved back to the embroidery building, and I didn't know where to put my place. I am like a lost lamb, looking forward to the love and attention of my parents again, and I am also looking at everything I have encountered this year. That day, I often thought that if Han's mother was here at this time, she would definitely chase me to the embroidery building to comfort me, and by the way, she would have served me my favorite kidney bean rolls, she knew that I had better coax, as long as one or two good words and a plate of my favorite snacks, usually anything difficult can pass. It's a pity that in the empty room of the embroidery building, there will no longer be an old woman holding a plate of delicious snacks and patiently coaxing a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl. Thinking of this, I paced from the chair to the edge of the bed, lifted the quilt and fell asleep: "I don't want to go, I'm tired and want to rest." You told your mother that I slept. After saying this, he turned over and covered his head with the quilt, and let the tears run wildly.
Mother Han, I didn't even have time to ask where she was buried? Our conversation before her death was so unpleasant that I even suspected that she was an internal ghost.
My sister's footsteps came from far and near, and I heard her pair of high heels stop quietly on the edge of the bed, followed by the sound of a big red brocade quilt being lifted.
"Liu Hanzhao, you get up for me!"
My sister's voice was unprecedentedly high-pitched, as if she had accumulated a force and had nowhere to vent, and finally revealed it on the afternoon of the first day of the new year.
"I know that you are dissatisfied with the fact that we did not wait for you to come back to get engaged, it was my sister who ruined your marriage, you annoy me, and I have nothing to say about it. But what does Mother and Father owe you, do you know how we spent the month of your absence? You've only seen the results, but do you know the process? Be...... It was Gu Shaoqing, Shike, and Uncle He who went to save you, but without a father, where did the three hairy boys go to save you? I know what they are capable of, and what organization they have behind them, but that organization is not your father and mother, and it will not break your heart for you. And mother, you don't know your mother's body, after Hua Zhao left, she just barely held on for us, because she felt that I was ashamed of you, she obviously looked at you late and wanted to say a few words but endured it, she was afraid, she was afraid that she would make you sad if she said too much. She said you were a smart kid and should be able to understand their painstaking efforts, but what about you? Do you understand? Do you know that my father knelt down for Gu Rulin and He Jiuming in order to find you? What about Gu Shaoqing? What did he do then? Well? ”
My sister's questioning was like a sharp hammer, and the hammer went down, stabbing me speechless. Tears poured out of her eyes, drop by drop, as if it were melting snow outside the eaves, crystal clear and chilling.
She knows how much this hammer weighs on me, and she knows what it means to me when the words come out today.
She is so ruthless, she even beat me to the last trace of justifiable hatred of her, forcing me to choose family affection and give up love. She was so selfish, she patronized herself for a while, but she forgot what the sister in front of her had just experienced. She asked me to face the reality in front of me too early and too quickly, not even giving me a chance to breathe, and even depriving me of the right to choose "no". She won, not only for the "revenge" life she wanted, but also for the support of our family at the end.
Sister, you're really amazing!
"Tell me what you know." I said abruptly.
"Ah Zhao ......"
"Sister, do you want me to repeat it? Tell me what you know! ”
I sat up from the bed, looked straight at her and said it again.
"I ...... I do not know. My sister slurred, obviously reluctant to say anything more.
I sneered and asked, "Didn't you say I didn't know anything?" Didn't you say that my father was ...... for me? He actually said to ......, "I can't go on with my choked throats, how can I ask?" It was my father, who knelt down for me to two men whom he was most reluctant to beg for mercy, and my heart was numb for a moment as if I were twitching.
"Sister, tell me, tell me what's going on? Aren't you willing to tell me everything? Haven't you already said it all? Tell me, tell me, let me live the rest of my life clearly! What are you talking about? Punishment? Have I ignored your punishment these days? "I cried and cried, and even I didn't know why it was happening.
"Mother Han is dead, you and Mr. Gu are engaged, and the last hope for me and my senior brother is gone. Originally, I was at least the woman he rightfully liked, but now the rightful person is not me, it's Fei Yingshu, your good friend Fei Mi's sister Fei Yingshu! Obviously, my brother and I are a couple, but now in the eyes of outsiders, I have become his father's sister-in-law, if you and Mr. Gu have a child, he will even follow the little nephew to call me 'aunt'! Sister, tell me, who tied this knot? Why did it tie it to me, let me carry this joke and live in the mockery of He Shujun and Fei Yingshu, intentionally or unintentionally. ”
"It's the family, it's the family that has an accident......"
My sister cried and cried, as if to comfort me and herself.
"We have been targeted, since the day of your apprenticeship banquet, or perhaps, since the third uncle's family moved to Shanghai!"
"What? What did you say? ”
My sister sat down and hugged me, and every word sounded in my ears: "From now on, everything I say is only you know, and only you know, understand?"
Although I was puzzled, I nodded solemnly.
My sister's voice sounded in my ears: "Why did the third uncle die, you must already know."
Naturally, I know that on the day Han Ma was poisoned, the morning when Haizhu and Shifang were sent away. I listened to the third aunt tell how the third uncle was designed to owe usury, how he was forced to crash into a car, and even died tragically at a young age.
But what does this have to do with what she is going to talk about next? I looked at my sister, my eyes growing more and more confused.
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Does anyone believe that the protagonist of the manga will voluntarily rebel against the author's consciousness and forcibly change the work? Believe it or not, someone has already written it out of their heads. Lee Jong Suk acted in the latest Korean drama "W-Two Worlds", and some friends are also watching it? Anyway, I took a look at it today, and I felt that today's rare questioning was so scary, will I come to question it one day? Haha?, I'm just dreaming