When He Shujun heard this, he smiled at me and said, "It seems that I don't need to ask you that question, it's embarrassing that you can't answer, your girl has already answered for you." Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoSince you have settled down and agreed to the marriage with my brother, then we will not mention the past. The He family is no worse than the Gu family, at least I have been proud of our family since I was a child. ”

I listened to her like an elder in the matter, and I only felt a little touched in my heart, "Uncle, I don't answer you because I don't know what my heart is right now, Brother He is very good, but you all know that my past is not something that can be forgotten if you want to, I am very glad that you can come here today to say these words to me, I can only say that I will obey the arrangements of the family, and what will happen in the future is not something we can predict." ”

The room fell silent for a while, Jade didn't know when she had taken the girl brought by He Shujun to wait outside, He Shujun took the blue and white glazed tea bowl in his hand and looked at it for a long time, and then said slowly: "If you don't look carefully, you can't see that your white glazed tea bowl is much more polished than the white glaze produced in Jingdezhen sold on the market.

I didn't hesitate for her to ask about the tea bowl, but I was stunned and said: "This is what my grandmother left for me to entertain guests, but I didn't expect Jade to choose this set."

"Your girl is also very clever, like you trained it."

He Shujun drank tea, as if she had really come to gossip with me, only I knew in my heart that she had come to ask me for an answer, a positive answer.

However, I could not give her such an affirmative answer.

Because, even I am not sure what I really think in my heart at this moment and even in the future.

She saw that I was only concentrating on drinking tea, and still didn't say a word about the future, so she sat for a while and then went home. Before leaving, He Shujun looked at the layout of the embroidery building, and only said thoughtlessly: "My brother has been studying the "Jiaxuan Dictionary" for the past few days."

The night after He Shujun left, I had a long, long dream.

In my dream, I was crying to Uncle He because of the irrevocable marriage between Liu He's two families:

"I beg you, Brother He, I beg you to let me go. I know you don't really like me, how could you like me? It was my fault before, and I shouldn't have been arrogant and rude in my eyes. I confess my mistake to you, and I just ask you to let me go. Please spare me! ”

As I spoke, I grabbed Uncle He's sleeve and cried.

And Uncle He in the dream also looked at me helplessly and said:

"Han Zhao, don't you understand? I can't be my father's master, I'm not a young man, I can leave his father for you, and even give up the protection of the entire family. As a child, I can only listen to my father's words, I overestimated myself before, who can leave the protection of the family?

People like us, after all, are old-fashioned. I can't help you, I can't help you, my parents' orders, the words of the matchmaker, from the beginning, I can only listen to my father's words.

I can only promise now that I will give you freedom after marriage, and I will not force you! This is the only thing I can promise you, and I can't do the rest. If you want to blame, you can only blame creation for making people! You and Shaoqing are destined to be inseparable after all......" After that, he stopped looking at my eyes.

"You are ready to prepare, Uncle Liu's illness, I will find the best doctor. I had someone send you a wedding dress, and you've always been wearing a dress, so I ordered the latest wedding dress in Paris this year, and you must look good in it. I'll go first! ”

He said this is creation?

Heaven and earth are unkind, and all things are used as dogs.

My heart tightened, and I cried profusely.

This cry is a waking dream.

The laurel tree outside the window was whirring in the wind, and I couldn't help but think that it was about this time last year, when I went to Xuanwu Lake to see Master Min in order to confirm the true identity of Mama Han, but I was almost trapped there by him and couldn't get out. He came here at night with a lot of pain, just to reassure me, but he inadvertently stopped a dark shadow from trying to assassinate me again.

Now, it's another year of early laurel fragrance, but that person will never come here again, right?

I sighed, sat up from the head of the bed, wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes with the back of my hand, and slowly walked to the carved wooden window.

Tonight's moonlight is rare and clear, the night breeze is also cool, the end of August is close to the beginning of September, the huge embroidery building is hidden in a bright moonlight, more and more set off the night gentle.

Jade's snoring sounded outside, these days, she ran in two places in the embroidery building, and she was really tired. Because of Mu Bo's matter, the family has sent Grandma Liu out, and now the family is tense, and my father and mother have no heart to invite a new maid to take care of the house, so they have to call back the matching room that my sister brought when she got married.

On weekdays, Jade takes care of the injured me, and the third aunt is self-sufficient, only her father and mother are inseparable. So, in addition to the jadeite at home,

There is also a driver, a porter, a cook, and a maid who serves his father and mother.

Jade's task was much heavier for no reason, and my foot injury had not healed, so it was inconvenient to walk, which made it even more tiring.

I slowed down, trying not to make a louder noise, and moved towards the window.

Outside the moon is full of flowers, the light yellow morning laurel in the corner of the wall is blooming brightly, fragrant and fragrant, swaying with the gentle wind, I looked at the sky full of sparse and dense stars, and whispered softly: "It seems that this star is not last night, for whom is the wind and the supper standing?"

There are four more sentences in the second half of this poem, but I can't remember its content clearly, Uncle He's voice in the dream is so cold, I listened to him say the words this is fate to me without any feelings, I can't help but feel chills in my heart, why not Gu Shaoqing, why hasn't he appeared in my dream since he left that night? Could it be that the replacement of reality has continued into dreams, and I really, never see him again?

The night soon fell, and the eastern sky gradually turned white. In the morning light, I don't know whose kitchen has risen Smoke curls, and the blue sky light like crab shells slowly disperses, gradually fading into a pale blue sky.

With such questions, every household in Nanjing ushered in September 1 of the 10th year of the Republic of China.

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In fact, the most affectionate love is not not not not to love, but to love you, I choose to stay away. When I was writing this story, I saw an article that probably said that love is a flower that blooms in the dark night, desperate and beautiful. Shaoqing's love is like this, perhaps because of my own expression, I didn't write such an extreme sense of beauty. (To be continued.) )