"The day after you disappeared, the day we found Mama Han's body in the hospital. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info" said my father, pulling out the chair in the dining room and sitting down.

"You are gone, there is a mess at home, Shike took He Gongzi to the house to ask for guilt, but received a call from the hospital saying that Han's mother had found it. We hurried over, and found that the hospital said that it had found her body, you know, since she was poisoned, it was the people from the police department who took care of her in the hospital, and our family was lacking in skills, so we didn't send much attention, who would have thought that Han Ma she actually ......" The father said, silent for a long time, for a long time, before continuing.

"Later, we brought the person back, and because the police station was not in good custody and lost the person, they no longer filed a case, so the case of Han Ma's poisoning was withdrawn. Because our top priority at that time was to find a way to inquire about your whereabouts, I arranged for Mu Bo to deal with Han's mother's funeral. Your aunt couldn't stand it, so she took over the matter, and then took care of Han's mother's funeral. Mu Bo has been sick for more than a month, and he has just recovered in the past two days. ”

Before he finished speaking, the people in the kitchen served the soup and the dishes, and there was a taste of the New Year in a flash, which made our father and daughter divert the topic and no longer talk about Mu Bo's affairs.

After waiting for a while, Mu Bo went and returned, but he was not followed by the third aunt and two younger brothers.

"What? Didn't the third lady come? Mother asked.

"Back to Mrs., the third lady said that she should have come to eat with you, but the two young masters were a little cold and had already fallen asleep, so she didn't come, and she would bring the two young masters to greet you tomorrow morning."

"What do you please, the two little masters are sick, you send the two taels of blood swallows I have there to Hua Yuanyuan, which is considered my heart as an aunt." My mother told me and my father, "Since they can't come, let's not wait." Your sister is about to come back late tonight, and you can rest after we eat early, and we will discuss other things tomorrow. ”

After that, my mother put the spoon in my hand and forbade me to speak, and the meal was finished without incident.

After that, I wanted to continue to ask a few more questions about Mu Bo, but seeing my mother's obviously tired body, I swallowed what I wanted to ask. The news received on this day was shocking, I haven't learned how to deal with sudden changes, or perhaps, many people around me tonight can't sleep, including the little girl who just followed me - Jade.

"Second Miss, what do you want? It's late at night, so let's get some rest. I'm just out there, and you can call me if there's anything. Jade put down the kettle in her hand and said with a smile.

Tonight's moon is a dusk half of the moon, and when Jade and I went upstairs, the moon shadow was quietly moving in the clouds, as if pushed by the night to shrink and shrink, and now there is only a little afterglow left.

I opened the pearl curtain, leaned on the windowsill and looked out, there was a gray white wall and gray tiles outside, and nothing else.

"Jade, will you be homesick? Missing a loved one who died? I asked.

"How could Miss ask that?" Emerald was puzzled.

"It's nothing, just looking at the moon tonight, I suddenly remembered a lot of the past." I replied.

Jade thought about it, looked at me and said seriously: "When I first came to Liu's Mansion, I thought about it every day, and I was afraid. I had nightmares every day and night, and I dreamed that my sister told me to go quickly, don't come, and then I would wake up crying every day. Later, I was not afraid, I felt that I had a clear conscience, so why should I be afraid. Then I began to feel homesick, miss my mother, miss my brother, I don't know how they are doing, until now with the young lady, from the back cover room to the embroidery building, I am not afraid, I have heard people say before, the embroidery floor of the young ladies is the safest, high and strict, the plan will be fine, this is more assured. ”

"Yes, because I live in the embroidery building, I am not afraid?"

Jade nodded and continued to ask, "Miss, am I a little stupid?"

I laughed, "No, you're sincere. ”

"Miss, are you homesick? But isn't this your home? ”

Homesick?

I asked myself, but isn't this my home?

Jade is right, since this is my home, why am I so lonely at this time? I looked out the window at the dark scenery and fell into deep thought.

Some people say that the world is fair, the biological chain is balanced, and if a living thing has a reason to disappear, there is no possibility of survival. Otherwise, even if its lifespan is inexhaustible, there will be other lives to replenish it.

That's a lie to me.

At least, I don't want to make up for a lost part of my heart with such unwarranted comfort.

I thought that without love, without that person, naturally, there would be less care, no inextricable choices, or endless helplessness.

However, when Shike excitedly shouted the shocking thunder, I stood in the living room of the church with a very strong fire, and I broke out in a large cold sweat.

I wanted to make things clearer, but I opened my eyes wide, but it was dark in front of me, and I tried to calm myself down, but I found that my hands, mouth, and heart were shaking, and at that moment, I had no thoughts, no feelings, no senses, just chattering like a machine, and I didn't know what I was talking about.

Emerald asks if I miss home?

Yes, I miss home, I want the home where the family used to be happy and lived a good life together, not the place where people go to empty buildings and die silently.

It's not a home, it's just an empty shell, it's not the home I miss.

I wanted to see him even more, I wanted to see him alive in front of me, not just a few judgments from Shike's cold mouth.

I want to see his real body and his person, not a few words of afterthought that Shike recalled.

I want to go to him!

I don't believe he's dead!

It was my last thought before I lost consciousness.

"Second Miss!"

Jade's exclamation rang in my ears, and soon darkness fell around me.

It was a long time before I learned that the jade held me in her arms that day, looked at my pale face, and understood for the first time what I meant by missing my dead loved ones.

Because, at the moment before I fell unconscious, she heard me muttering a few names, and among them, there were her sister Xiaoqing and Han's mother.

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Tonight's second shift, people can always be aware of the aftermath after a blow. Do you have this experience? Feel free to leave me a message. It's not early today, good night (to be continued.) )