"Captain, can I really take a vacation?" Liu Shuai was a little incredulous, obviously he had already taken his vacation this year, why did the captain give himself a vacation? Or is it the Spring Festival holiday? This one is a bit unbelievable. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

"If you want to take a break, you will take a break, what are so many words?" Xu Yunfan glared at him angrily, "If you don't want to take a vacation, I'll give it to someone else." ”

"Don't, I'll take a break, I'll take a break. I just don't know how to express my gratitude for the care of the leader, so I'm a little incoherent. Hey! "Don't look at Liu Shuai's impression of being a tough guy with few words, but the real him is very slippery. Knowing that his vacation was on track, he ran out of the captain's office with a smile.

Looking at Liu Shuai who ran out, Xu Yunfan sighed enviously. He's looking forward to going home, but what about himself? Shaking his head and smiling bitterly, what's the use of his own vacation? There is no expectation of relatives, no lover waiting, and when I go back, I just face a cold wind. It's better to stay in the team, there are familiar people everywhere you go, and there is a lively atmosphere.

Just when Xu Yunfan had just put away his rare sadness, Liu Shuai ran back again. Raised eyebrows, surprised. "Why don't you want a vacation again?"

Liu Shuai hurriedly waved his hand, "No, I want it during the holidays, I have something to do here." As he spoke, he hesitated for a moment, his eyes glaring at the captain, but he did not speak.

"Why do you have to ask you before you speak?" Xu Yunfan was very surprised by such Liu Shuai, and was even more curious about what he was going to say to himself. Leaned on the back of the chair, rested his left arm on the chair, looked at Liu Shuai comfortably, and waited for him to speak.

Liu Shuai hesitated for a while, and then said slowly: "That Zhou Ling sent me a message, saying that there was a university professor chasing Ma Nanai. ”

Xu Yunfan, who originally wanted to show that he didn't care, was stunned for a moment when he heard this. Is it so obvious that you are showing yourself? Even Zhou Ling and Liu Shuai know their thoughts about Ma Nanay? Otherwise, why would he tell himself such a thing? Still with a hesitant expression? Are you worried that you are in a hurry? Or are you worried about your relationship with Mamanai?

glanced at this kid, and sure enough, he looked worried. "Why are you talking to me about this?"

Liu Shuai was surprised by the captain's question and scratched his head. "Well, I thought you'd care." After speaking, he glanced at the captain embarrassedly, but he didn't expect to meet the captain's stern eyes, and hurriedly said, "That, I still have something to do, so I'll leave first." ”

After speaking, he didn't wait for the captain to speak, so he pushed open the door and ran out.

Looking at the open door, Xu Yunfan stood up helplessly. Walked over and gently closed it. Maanaine is being chased, that's a sure thing. is such an excellent girl, it is impossible that no one chases. And Zhou Ling can tell Liu Shuai that obviously this is really a man who has good conditions in all aspects, and may even be the man that Ma Naina wants to accept. University professors? Was her self-examination still successful? He had long known that it was a girl who was unwilling to be lonely, so he didn't say what was in his heart for a long time.

Now he should be happy for her, shouldn't he? Although he didn't feel good in his heart, he still had to be happy for her. At least she's begging for kindness, that's why she walked out of the house and came to this city, isn't it? She should be happy, right? From now on, she got rid of her status as a migrant worker. I have a boyfriend who is a university professor, and she should be able to get her diploma if she studies well, right? It should be easy for her to find a job that meets her requirements, right? Then her future will be smooth sailing, and then there will be no existence of her own in her world.

But why, thinking about it like this, is it so bad for you? Xu Yunfan is not a hairy boy who doesn't understand anything, but he still overestimates his control over his feelings. originally thought that he was just attracted to Manaina, but at this time he clearly realized that he really liked her.

Zhang Shaojun came to Xu Yunfan to discuss the New Year, but found that his brows were furrowed all the time, and the whole person seemed absent-minded. He couldn't help but worry, "I heard that you gave the vacation to someone else again?" How? Still don't want to go back? ”

Hearing Zhang Shaojun ask about himself, Xu Yunfan smiled bitterly. "What are you going back for? Living alone in a house? Just for the reunion dinner of the New Year? What's more, people don't like to see themselves yet. I'm no longer a child looking forward to the warmth of my family, so why do thankless work? ”

Speaking of the Xu family, Zhang Shaojun could only pat him on the shoulder comfortingly, but he was really powerless. Xu Yunfan's parents divorced when he was a child, and his parents left their one-year-old child for their own ideals. He was raised by his grandparents since he was a child, and his father remarried when he was a few years old and later had children with his current wife, so he cared less about him. Therefore, the only thing he misses about that family is his grandparents. But there was always a time for the old man to leave, and after he came to the army, they passed away one after another.

This year's first anniversary of his grandmother's burning, he also went back, and now, there is really no nostalgia in his family. "You're almost thirty too, have you thought about personal problems?"

is about the same age as himself, his children are almost running away, but he is still single, which makes him a counselor very unfulfilling. But that kid Liu Shuai said that Lao Xu met a tempting girl, but why haven't I heard him mention it recently? Or is it stillborn again?

Xu Yunfan smiled, "Isn't it good to be alone?" Why do you have to find a woman to tie yourself? ”

Hammered him, Zhang Shaojun said disapprovingly: "What words? Who said that getting married is about finding a woman to tie yourself up? Do you still want to wander among the flowers? What kind of person are you? Or does your job allow you to do that? Don't talk about yourself as if you're a kid. ”

Zhang Shaojun can see it, this Xu Yunfan is already a major-level captain, this psychology is still quite naïve. Thinking of this, he suddenly felt that the task on his shoulders had increased heavily. sat down next to Xu Yunfan, not caring about his puzzled eyes. "I think we need to talk about women, are you afraid of women?"

Glancing at him disdainfully, Xu Yunfan said angrily: "What is there to be afraid of women? ”

"That's going to ask you? What is there to be afraid of a woman? Why have you never been in a serious relationship? Let's not talk about marriage, only about feelings, have you ever liked a girl from the bottom of your heart? If you can't see her, you will think, if you can't hear her voice, you will think when you see something she likes, you will think when you see a similar back, in short, you won't think of her all the time. Have you ever had such a relationship? ”

Xu Yunfan glanced at him with disdain, "Have you ever been?" What is the relationship between you and your sister-in-law? How did I not know that you still have such delicate feelings? Or are you hiding too deeply? ”

Zhang Shaojun rolled his eyes angrily at Xu Yunfan's question, "We're talking about your problem, why did you talk about it?" Besides, my relationship with your sister-in-law is not like this. We are the words of the matchmaker of our parents, two people can fall in love when they meet, and get married when the time comes. Don't look at her not with the army, but at home, she doesn't want us all the time. Do you understand this kind of affection? Don't forget, there are thousands of people in this world, and there are thousands of feelings, and the reason why marriage is established is not just for one reason. We have a good relationship, I'm satisfied, and that's the marriage I want. ”

Hearing his words, Xu Yunfan fell into deep thought. When the grandparents left, they were holding their hands with a face that they couldn't let go, and they had found a girlfriend in order to comfort their grandparents, but they always lacked something when they were together. Even if the grandparents hoped that they could get married in their lifetime, they failed to fulfill their filial piety. It's not that he doesn't want to get married, it's that he feels that his heart is not in that person, and he can't live with that person for the rest of his life. Do you still want him to be the same as his parents? Marry for the sake of your elders, and then wait until you have children to divorce?

No, he won't do that, not in this life, even if he doesn't get married for this, he won't let his children suffer with him. That's why he hasn't found a suitable girlfriend, not that the girls he has dated are not good, but they are so good that he is discouraged.

I still remember my grandmother finally grabbed her hand, patted her hand comfortingly and said, 'Don't settle for your own marriage for others, it is something that belongs to you for a lifetime, and it is a life that cannot be replaced by others.' And don't marry for some purpose, marriage must not come falsely. ’

Grandma is a traditional woman, and she only knows grandpa alone in this life. And what about his own mother? graduated from college, and then, with the interference of both parents, married his father, who also graduated from college. It is said that it should be a happy marriage, but in order to continue her studies, her mother resolutely studied abroad after giving birth to herself. For this reason, he divorced his father, and his father did not keep him. For his own sake, for the sake of his children, he didn't keep it. Then three years after his mother went abroad, he married a woman he liked, and then he had a younger brother himself.

Grandma has always been by her side, accompanied her through her babbling time, accompanied her through her toddler time, accompanied her when she cried and was sick, accompanied her to school, and accompanied her to graduate. In my life, there are only grandparents. Grandpa is an emotionally introverted person, so all he gives himself is education, to educate himself to become an independent man, and to educate himself to be a responsible man. And grandma takes care of her own life and feelings, so that she does not become a cynical little Taibao because of the divorce of her parents. Therefore, he only has grandparents in his life, and his parents are just symbols. Now that his grandparents have left him, what else can he go back to that home?

Seeing Xu Yunfan's trance-like expression, Zhang Shaojun felt distressed and patted him on the shoulder comfortingly. "It's over, it's over, your life can't be unmarried for the rest of your life because of that unhappy marriage, right? Besides, girls aren't all the same. You're always going to meet a girl who satisfies you in every way. Don't delineate for yourself what is suitable for you and what is not, if you don't encounter it, no one dares to say that it must be like that. Give yourself a chance to let your grandparents' spirits in heaven rest in peace. ”

Looking at his comrades-in-arms who were worried about him, Xu Yunfan smiled. "What for? Have you given me an education class? Isn't there something going on with my sister-in-law? Why don't I give you the holidays? ”

"Go, I have a holiday myself, use you to give?" Seeing him smile, without the sad expression just now, Zhang Shaojun also breathed a sigh of relief. "I just feel like you, as the captain, should lead by example and should take the lead in solving personal problems. After all, you are almost thirty, and if you want to find the right girl after thirty, you will always lack the level of selection. I was too young, I felt coaxed and tired. Too old, too many thoughts, and tired together. Therefore, it is still necessary to take advantage of the fact that there is no major task now and seize the time to solve the personal problem. ”

As he spoke, he saw that Xu Yunfan didn't refute, so he pretended to stand up inadvertently, then walked a few steps, widened the distance and said, "I remember that you returned to the team twice late for a girl, why don't you just develop with her?" I heard Liu Shuai's kid say that she was a very beautiful girl, and she had a lot of personality. ”