He would never have known that there was a person who was watching him all the time out of his sight. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 Info just admired his good looks at first, and then followed everything about him like crazy.

She wasn't liked by her father since she was a child, so she thought to herself that it would be nice if she just brought him into her own world, right? She will definitely love him well, she will tell him all her feelings, but who knows that she will wait for three years. Yuwen Lanqing's death, his frustration, and her appearance were of no use to him. She became the most non-existent person in his life, no matter how hard she tried, he didn't even look at her, he didn't even know what her name was, and after that, it was a long separation. She suddenly felt that she was so pathetic, that there was no one in this world who was worse than her. She wasted her heart and got nothing, and she fell back into a new round of waiting. Although this feeling was scorching, it made her completely unable to let go, she was like a sick madman, and she didn't know how to take it back.

When she was alone, she thought, what does she like about Lu Jingchun? She couldn't give herself an answer except for his face, and it wasn't until later that she figured out that there was no reason to like someone, just because the smell of his body attracted her so she couldn't wait to fall in love with him.

No one could understand all the emotions she had put into this relationship, they just thought she was a madman, and she couldn't even tell the difference between reality and delusion, but she knew. She knows best, and no one can understand it.

She loves him very much, really to the bones, she knows everything about him, and regards him as the most perfect person in the world. But he couldn't see her again and again, and just when she was glad that he didn't accept Yuwen Lanqing, another woman appeared next to him, a woman who was more beautiful and the most open than everyone else, what was she going to do? She didn't know what to do anymore, she really didn't want to wait any longer, she couldn't bear him being snatched away by another man any longer. But she may not be destined to have anything to do with him, because she has already lost before she can make a move. He fell in love with that woman, and was even willing to endure everyone's incomprehension and hardship for her.

That day, she suddenly felt tired, and the world seemed to be unable to accommodate her, because she regarded Lu Jingchun in her dream as all she had, her world, but until the current blatant collapse, she didn't know what way to remedy it. She's a little scared and a little powerless, so be it. That's the end of it.

After that, she cut off all news about Lu Jingchun, she lived numbly in her own world, she told her mother that she could start looking for her family, and she felt that it was time for her to get married. Since it's not him, it doesn't matter if it's anyone else. The most vegetable one has no results, so what is she afraid of? Well? She looked at her mother with self-deprecation and carefully screened it, and judged everyone's family background. I can't find a suitable one to pick and choose, and for her, as long as it's not that person, so she won't care who it is.

In the end, the right person was not chosen, after all, she was the most noble lady in Zaixiang, but not everyone could match it, and in the end this matter could only be shelved.

Later, the hope that she had fallen silent appeared to her like this. She really didn't know that her father had the idea of marrying her to Lu Jingchun, how could she not be happy? She even jumped up with excitement, even the dream was so sweet, she waited for so many years, the dream that she thought could not be realized surprised her like this, and when she came back, she knelt under the moon at night when no one was there, and swore reverently, as long as she could keep him safe. Let them be happy together forever, she is willing to fold her life. She was going crazy with joy, but he was not as happy as her, but indifferent, which made her feel so terrible, although she was happy, she was inexplicably afraid of him. Later, he went to war, and his father asked him to follow him, she really didn't want to agree, they would be husband and wife in the future, how to love each other when there were conflicts, how to live happily! But she really couldn't resist her father's strength, he changed from the initial indifference to disgust, even the first time they met, he was impatient, which made her feel very wronged, but he didn't care at all. She became the most unpleasant person in his life.

Even so, she still wants to pester him with a dead face, this man will be hers in the future, whether he wants to love her or not, as long as he can have this person, he will be happy to see her from time to time. Later, the saddest thing in her life began to happen, she was so wronged, she was so sad, why couldn't God take care of her a little more? She's already so hard that no one can see it? Why can't her father see her hard work and sadness, and he can't see it? She really loves him.

Her life is really bad, Lu Jingchun's dislove, and the emperor's entanglement make her feel tired. But she still held on to that breath and survived in this world. Pity......

The time when the two of them could sit together was the most beautiful time in her life. They can talk about a lot of things they like, and as long as she can be around him, she is happy.

His defenseless outpouring made her both sweet and aggrieved, she really wanted more, but she was so scared that she kept him away again.

But this period of time is too short, so short that she doesn't feel the taste of it, and she has to accept his departure. But he died, and this time she really lost the strength to live. Just once, she wanted to fight against everything, but now what is the need? Everything has lost the need to continue. She thought of death, so let's understand it, they can go to reincarnation together, and they should be able to live together this time, right?

The latter was so miserable that it was simply a shame, so she didn't even want to remember it at all. She opened her eyes hard and thought about it, Lu Jingchun was imprinted in her eyes forever, and he smiled and said, "I'm so tired, I'm going to sleep, why is it so difficult to be a human being?" I'll go first. ”

All she knew was that she was like a leaf falling from a tree, staggering and lifeless. I don't know when I fell into darkness, I don't know when I died like this for a long time.

There were people crying around her, but she didn't hear it, not even the sigh of the person she liked.

It's so good, the world is clean, she doesn't need them to like it anymore, and she doesn't have to restrain herself anymore and let herself do things she doesn't like, she just needs to wait quietly.

Lu Jingchun, I'll wait for you. (To be continued.) )