Chapter 60: Try to let go

Qin Yu heard that Qin Fu was going back to Beijing, and she was worried that Lin Yan would not be able to cope with it, so she didn't sleep well all night. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 Although Lin Yan has a lot of eyes, she may not know her second brother very well, so she still has to say hello to her first.

She was afraid that she would bump into Shen Wujing like last time, so she simply hid in the corner and waited for him to go to the court before turning into his courtyard.

Hey, it's all for Lin Yan, she can't appear in her home openly now, it's really depressing.

Qin Yu pushed the door, and Lin Yan was still sleeping.

"Lin Yan!" Qin Yu stepped forward in two steps and sat down beside Lin Yan.

Lin Yan woke up in a daze, and actually saw Qin Yu sitting next to her, and quickly got up: "Why are you here!" ”

Qin Yu said: "Don't worry, I waited for my cousin to leave before I came, I turned in, and no one saw it." ”

Lin Yan glanced at her: "Why did you come suddenly, what's the matter?" ”

"I don't listen to Sue...... I heard my father-in-law say that the second brother may be back in a few days. ”

Lin Yan blinked, lowered her head and said, "I already know......"

The midsummer morning was also stuffy, so stuffy that both of them were a little breathless.

"What did you tell your second brother in your letter?"

Lin Yan said: "I know that your second brother can't be provoked, and I don't dare to hide it, so I told the truth, including the second sister-in-law drinking abortion pills...... There are also two children...... But the second sister-in-law hadn't left at that time, so the letter didn't say that the second sister-in-law had left. ”

Qin Yu looked a little impatient, pacing around in front of the bed: "The second brother still seems to care about the child, otherwise he wouldn't marry the second sister-in-law." ”

Lin Yan didn't know how to tell Qin Yu, Du Fuzhi told her in Xiangguo Temple before, saying that Qin Fu didn't believe that the child was his, because he knew that the second sister-in-law was a flower slave and suspected that she was not innocent. But Du Fuzhi only seemed to have told her about this matter, and no one else knew.

What the hell did Qin Fu think, since he didn't believe that the child was his, why did he marry Du Fuzhi again, but Qin Yu now said that he might care about the child, so he married her...... What a mess.

Qin Yu said: "Second brother, I'm afraid I will blame you." ”

Lin Yan was silent, with some heart palpitations.

She didn't find out that Du Fuzhi drank the abortion pill, and she didn't look at Du Fuzhi well, so she went to the river, it seems that this blame is inevitable.

Qin Yu said again: "But you are a woman, and you are the daughter of Master Lin, your identity is there, and the second brother will not be cruel to you." You just remember, he doesn't speak, you don't speak, what he wants to ask, you just have to explain it clearly. And ......"

She bit her lip: "If the entire Qin Mansion is punished, don't stop it, otherwise you will annoy him, and everyone will not feel better......"

"Why is he ...... like this" is obviously like a scholar, but he is full of anger.

Qin Yu pressed her shoulder: "Don't be too afraid, my cousin is the best at sloppy, and it may be better to have him to help you." But...... But my cousin may also suffer a little this time. ”

"What do you mean?"

"The city defense camp is now in the hands of my cousin, in case, I mean in case the second brother doesn't want the second sister-in-law to leave, and the second sister-in-law has disappeared without a trace now, that is the cousin's duty."

That's right, now that Shen Wuguan has the entire capital in his hand, if he can't even look at one person, in case Qin Fu blames him......

"What then?" Lin Yan was a little anxious.

"I don't know ......" Qin Yu doesn't know more about his second brother than others, his appearance of being unclose to people, his acquaintances are difficult to kiss, his temper and character, his father can't talk about him.

"But ......" Qin Yu sighed, "But the second brother may not pursue the matter of the second sister-in-law leaving......"

Lin Yan grabbed the quilt, because Qin Yu's words might be true.

I really don't know how Du Fuzhi could fall in love with such a man......

Qin Yu looked at Lin Yan bowing her head, her brows were tightly locked, and she felt that Lin Yan seemed to have changed, before she married into the Qin Mansion, every time she saw her, she was so noble and heartless......

"You're ...... now. With my cousin, are you okay? ”

Lin Yan's hand holding the quilt tightened.

How to tell Qin Yu that Shen Wujing seemed to really want to drive her away. Hugh wrote one letter after another, and her heart was paralyzed as she looked at it.

Lin Yan looked up and smiled: "It's good." ”

What a fart!

Qin Yu is not blind, she smiled so bitterly, and said that it was very good.

"Don't you become the second second sister-in-law, if your cousin treats you badly, don't you like him, can't you?"

"You don't understand, I can't let go of him in my heart at all, although he is cold to me every day and doesn't speak, but he lets his subordinates take care of me properly, I don't know what he means......"

Qin Yu's heart was a little painful and a little stuffy now, she knew what her cousin meant, her cousin was treating Lin Yan as a guest......

She gasped: "Lin Yan...... Cousin, maybe it's not so good, why don't you try to put it down......"

"How do you put it......" Lin Yan said, and her words were a little crying.

Qin Yu looked distressed, she hugged Lin Yan, and Lin Yan cried.

Hey, I obviously said that I wouldn't cry, dead Qin Yu, what kind of hug......

She had obviously endured it for so long, if it weren't for Qin Yu's comfort, maybe she would have been able to pretend to be strong.

But she's not strong herself.

Lin Yan sobbed louder and louder, as if she wanted to vent all the grievances she had suffered in the past two months: "How can he treat me like this, I am Lin Yan...... I'm Lin Sanniang......"

"He didn't even look at it...... Look at me...... I'm in so much pain here...... It's so sad......" Lin Yan clutched her chest and sobbed non-stop.

Qin Yu's eyes also turned red, she hadn't seen Lin Yan cry like this in all these years.

Lin Yan also hugged her, tears welled up in her eyes like water: "Qin Yu...... He asked me why I liked him...... I don't know...... I don't want to like him either...... Like him...... It's so sad......"

"Then don't like him......" Qin Yu gently patted Lin Yan's back, Lin Yan is such a good woman, how can my cousin also learn from the second brother, and her heart is so hard.

"But it's hard...... It's so hard to ......" Lin Yan's cry was a little irrepressible sadness.

Now she has a lot of letters in her drawer, all of which he wrote. Who is she Lin Yan, why can't she take him, what is so good about him Shen Wuguan......

Why did you fall in love with him......

"Lin Yan, do you want to come with me? I'll take you to Beiguan. Qin Yu pulled her away and helped her wipe her tears.

Lin Yan is such a good person who cries so beautifully. God has given her too many benefits, beauty, wisdom, family background, status, but he just doesn't give her love.

Lin Yan sobbed: "What nonsense are you talking about......"

Her tears flowed, and Qin Yu wiped her away with her sleeve: "Hey, I just want you to go out for a walk, you stay by your cousin's side all day, how can you let it go, maybe if you go out for a walk, you will find that there are so many good men in this world, you won't hang yourself on your cousin's tree." ”

Lin Yan cried and glanced at her: "You know it...... Quite a lot. ”

Qin Yu said: "It's not that I know more, it's that I see more." You don't know that many of the brothers I met outside the border who had wives at home had remarried. If you meet someone who is more suitable for you, maybe you don't like your cousin so much, and you can just find someone who likes you? ”

Lin Yan didn't know that Qin Yu could think so much, she was worthy of being a woman who grew up in a pile of men, and she didn't know women's morals at all, and she didn't know what the three obedience and four virtues were......

However, Qin Yu was right, staying by Shen Wujing's side all day long, how could she let him go......