I discovered new things that piqued my curiosity. I saw something on the side of the coffin www.biquge.info which focused my attention again.

Suddenly! I heard a horrible series of horrific pig screams, mixed with the barks of dogs. I looked at Chuanzi, he suddenly became short of breath, and the pain around me began to become, and I wondered how he could suddenly be like this, even if he had just been injured, he wouldn't have a seizure now!

Before I could say anything, a dull yellow, blackened sharp object that resembled a blade jumped up. "What is this?" I was immediately startled and reacted quickly to pull him towards me.

The knife-shaped thing turned out to be a living thing, and I couldn't see its face, I couldn't see where it was, and I couldn't see what it was. It was a surprise to me that this thing looked like this, and it made me shudder. And Chuanzi also sharply highlighted a mouthful of blood, I knew that he was an injured person, and this mouthful of blood spit out me a little blind.

"What's wrong with you?" This sudden change made me panic, and Kawako's body began to tremble, and the skin on her back began to bleed profusely.

Holy shit, what the fuck is going on, I can't think of anything at this moment, I can't care about anything, I don't have anything to think about at this moment, everything has changed. Chuanzi's mutation made me completely stunned, and I went crazy and grabbed my scalp in a hurry and shouted, and I didn't even have a sound to cry. "Chuanzi, what's wrong with you!" I can't believe it's true, it's .......

This ugly knife-shaped thing swooped down and didn't catch me, and Kawako and I struck the wall next to it.

Is this a strange shrimp that has become a sperm? This strange thing made a series of moves in one go.

The sound of the "bell" was like the sound of a pickaxe hitting a stone, and immediately a little spark burst out, and the strange shrimp actually pierced the wall alive. I don't know if it really pierced into it or if it just caught the wall, I don't know if the shrimp thing had legs, because his body was so round that I couldn't see it underneath it.

I was wondering if the shrimp thing was still acting alone or in a group, and in an instant, good fellow, several identical ugly things were all headlong into the wall. All sides were locked, and we were in the middle, with a clear goal, and we didn't have a time or place to hide.

I know a little bit about this tactic, and this way of fighting is to prepare to besiege us. It seems that this thing still has some intelligence, and it is not so stupid, and I regret now that I didn't bring more people over.

Wolf pack tactics, two fists are difficult to defeat four hands, not to mention that this is not a human attack. At this time, Kawako was already unconscious, it should have been the blow just now that made him feel pain, but fortunately, I could still feel his breathing and heartbeat.

My brother, who was so good by my side, suddenly became like this, how ...... my heart How I can't put it into words.

"What's wrong with you?" He didn't respond to me, "Maybe the vow I said at that time will come true, not to be born on the same day and month of the same year, but to die on the same day and month of the same year!" ”

Chuan Zi used all his strength to barely wake up, and squeezed out a smile, a poignant smile I had never seen before. "Xiao Wu, what you said moved me so much, it moved me to wake up! Ahem......"

"Moved, moved, you will stand up for me, don't be in the bear, stand up quickly."

"Ahem! You help me, I'm going to vomit blood," Kawako said with a smile as he pulled me. How do I feel a little bit of parting from life and death, how ridiculous is this!

"It's okay, Chuan, don't scare me!" At this time, I really wasn't in the mood to joke here, and I really wasn't in the mood to say something unintentional.

I'm a little afraid of death, but I'm afraid of the moment of death, I didn't go through, of course, it's better that I don't want to go through it......

Then there was that scream again, and it was so disgusting. But I don't have any room to think, I just heard this voice this ugly thing launched a surprise attack, this time it should be watching us bully and prepare for a pot!

The shrimp was doing strange things, creating a noise-like spell, and I don't think it was making noise. I just glanced at the strange shrimp and I was sure that they were carnivorous, when in fact I really wanted to stone them to death but it shouldn't have much effect.

"Ahem, Xiao Wu, I'm the one who has troubled you, you let me go, wait a minute, I'll contain them, you buy time to find a way out and escape," Chuanzi's eyes were firm, and there was no room for negotiation at all.

But will I do it? I won't, "I listened to your mother's fart, don't pretend to be a hero for me, have you forgotten that we worshipped the handle!" "I really want to kick him now, but unfortunately he's still hurt, and if he'd been fine, he would never say such a thing.

"Okay, okay, don't help me, I'm not dead yet, it's okay to stand up on my own," he said, and took out two cigarettes, if we die, we will have to finish this last cigarette, haha. "I know it's a joke, it's helpless, and it's a mockery!

More laughter is the laughter after we smile at ourselves and calm down, the laughter to the other person, our laughter at this moment has many meanings and all-encompassing.

At this time, the scene of that time kept appearing in the depths of my mind, and I was playing carefree with Chuanzi and them. How many times have I dreamed of that scene in my dreams, how much I longed for it, how beautiful, but I can't go back, I can't go back forever.

The beautiful sky is always in the past that we have not cherished, and we have never regretted it after many years, but we just hope to do the original thing again. We will still squander like this and do seemingly meaningless things like this, but that is beautiful. So something good happens only once.

Can companionship, fooling, missing, and enjoying the past alone be recurred? Even if I waste my youth and blood, even if it is spent in vain, I will never regret it, because I have already gone through every juncture. To this day, I have never forgotten what happened and what was said, and my sentimentality was a headache and even a little annoying, but I seem to have walked all this way in the process I predicted.

I didn't always feel like a good boy, but that was the fact that I would never change when I was younger, and I wanted to change but eventually I was myself again. How many times have I been unable to control my thoughts, to be incomprehensible to many people, and to do things that will never go back until I really find my own direction.

I've been lost, missed, lost, lonely, and happy, but I've never regretted it, it may seem like a lie, but it's my heartfelt words. How many years have passed, I can always see that day, I can always think of that time.

A few little children were in a room, there was no statue of Guan Gong, so they faced the God of Wealth, put wine and food, cut their fingers, dripped blood, plucked a strand of hair, and burned the yellow paper symbol Wishing you prosperity and blessing peace. The room was full of smoke, and no one could understand the blood-boiling oath in his mouth, and he drank the blood wine of worship. Holding three incense sticks in his hand, he solemnly kowtowed three times, plus worshipping heaven and earth, three worships and nine kowtows, and there is gold under the man's knees, and he only worships heaven and earth and his parents in this life.

How poignant it was, how pure and so strong, I don't even know if it works to worship the God of Wealth. I think there is no one in the world who is more chaotic than us! We are also unprecedented.

It suddenly occurred to me that if I hadn't worshiped Guan Gong, I wouldn't have been blessed by Guan Gong! The God of Wealth protects me with good fortune but does not bring me refuge. Life and death are destined for heaven, life and death are fate, wealth is in the sky, after all, it is a move of the century.

I don't think I'll ever get a second chance, I don't have a choice, and if there were, I guess I'd still be so stupid. Maybe it's the next life! I never felt like we were doing something wrong, maybe it was destiny. Destiny! What is destiny in the end! What is 、、、

My life is up to me! My life is up to me! I guess that's what I believe in my heart, my faith!

A unique belief, a unique century bow, a unique once in a lifetime, and a unique origin!

And you, I hope this isn't the last thing I say to you, but there's a good chance I'll never say it again. I see everything about you, in the future, in the past, in the present. I know you're not missing or disappearing, you're right by my side, it's just that I can't see you years ago and years later, I don't know how to say it, but I say a lot of things that need to be said, and some things that don't need to be said can you understand!

I'm here, where are you?

I'm in this lost way......

Waiting for the person who will appear is time, waiting for the person who doesn't know if it will appear is faith, the belief in my heart.

In the dream, in reality, I am full of me on the way to the lost.

I think that the phrase "the initiator" is always in my faith, a mark in my faith. I can't remember how long we were together, whether it was a short or a long time, so vague and vague. It's so blurry that I have to see it clearly, I have to figure it out, I have to make it something I can see and touch......

Instigator of this, this sentence is the best beautiful thing I have ever heard you say, how full of innocence. Even if a thousand sweet words are like a thousand words, they can't be worth the initiator of you, and it should really be enough to pry my strong heart.

If there were, if I had fantasies, I would have arranged for myself that my life would be up to me -- because I was the "initiator."

Be the initiator for you, the real initiator, and I'll be there looking forward to being your initiator once.

Once in a lifetime! Because of that belief、、、

That broken faith......

That's it!

My life is up to me -- not heaven!

Maybe there is still hope and opportunity in the future, maybe this is the last monologue, reaching your side.

I don't know when my moist eyes made me fall into confusion again, fall into a cycle again and again, and get lost again and again. Stuck to the point that the gods are hopeless, I have seen what I want to see, and I have seen the past that I can't make up for and lose, but it's my belief!

In the blur, I also saw Kawako, who was still at school with scars all over his face, fighting and for my personal vendettas. Chuanzi stood up for me and took the lead in rushing forward, but was beaten up. He turned his head and said to me, Xiao Wu, fuck it, fight, even if you can't beat it, you dare to bully my brother.

I pulled him and didn't want to continue, I cried, I wasn't so fierce at that time. But looking at Chuanzi with a bloody face, I couldn't say that sentence anymore, sweat and tears alternated, my eyes were red, I didn't pull Chuanzi anymore but rushed into the crowd with him.

We who came to smoke a cigarette with a blue nose and swollen face, squatted in a corner and began to suck on cigarettes, enjoying the baptism of blood. I can see clearly Chu Chuanzi's teeth fell out 2 and my clothes were in tatters, Chuanzi told me, who beats you in the future, how we will pay homage to him. If anyone does not offend me, I will not offend, but if anyone offends me, I will offend, so we stayed in the corner for a long time before we got up and went back.

I remember it as vividly as it was yesterday.

At this time, Chuanzi's face was smirking at me, I don't know if it was laughing or crying, I can't see the face I have faced for more than 20 years. All this in a very short period of time, and I also reacted naturally, I suddenly understood something......

Back to back, there's no way back!

And the terrifying scream echoed in my ears again, and it kept ringing in my ears and going straight to the depths of my brain. Gradually, a normalized thing is formed, all of which tragically destroy the will. It's like a boiling oil pan, ready for some kind of torture, and your mind is confused.

Under the flashlight, we could see those ugly things, and those ugly things jumped all around me and Chuanzi in one jump. Then the true face under the ugliness was revealed, and a thin little white tube stretched out from under the hard.

Seeing this, I kind of understand that this is to ......

I was a little unnatural but I didn't want to run, the match was already in my hand, and I got together with Chuanzi, listening to such a torturous magic sound, and stopped for a moment.

"Sneer......"

、、、、、、ps: I hope you can accept it, I couldn't calm down for a long time after writing this chapter, but in the end I uploaded the original manuscript. (In my final words I am asking for a vote for myself, thank you, my dear friends.) ）