I don't know what to do, go deep (1)
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The carriage sparkled into the distance, pulling the distance farther and farther.
A strange sadness, sorrow, and sourness instantly invaded the young man's bright heart, lingering, lingering, heavy and gloomy.
It wasn't until this moment that John suddenly understood that Nuan Nuan was not just a sister next door to him, and he hoped to be with her forever in this life, not separated.
This eagerness made him impulsively lean out of the carriage, wave his arms vigorously, and promise as if he were "I will be back!" ”
He saw Nuan Nuan waving vigorously in response, no, it should be them, sister, sister, and him.
The little girl he put in his heart didn't know the real meaning of his words.
However, this is also very good, this time to return to his hometown, the future is uncertain, the return date is uncertain, he doesn't want to have any accidents, and delay Nuan Nuan.
He likes her, very, very much, so he sincerely hopes that she can be happy, and he doesn't want his feelings to become a burden to her at the time of parting.
The carriage went farther and farther, and they galloped all the way southeast, exchanged ships at the port of Tianjin, and sailed all the way south to Quanzhou, where they met with the fleet of their hometown, and then returned to their hometown, which had faded in his memory to a name.
The coastline of Daqi is getting farther and farther away, the towering coconut trees on the beach are gradually disappearing, and the blue sea is rolling and rolling all around.
John felt that his heart was empty, and it seemed to be full, sour and sour and swollen in his chest, and as soon as he left, he began to miss Daqi, and missed the little girl he had silently liked for a long time without knowing it.
Days to come......
John sighed at the blue sea.
When the night came, everything was silent, and the thoughts in his heart were growing wildly, and soon his chest was crowded, so stuffy that he couldn't breathe, as if he was not clean and found an outlet to vent out, he was blown up.
So John lit the candles, took out pen and paper, and poured them on the paper into bright and sad words to remember the first lovesickness in his life.
From now on, no matter the wind and rain, he told himself to face it bravely, walk quickly, save time, and take a look at the girl he likes.
So when he learned that because his sister Kate married Earl William by chance, and because he brought enough wealth and a strong caravan to his hometown, he could establish himself in his hometown and rank among the upper classes, so his father and mother decided to live in their hometown for a long time and not return to Daqi, the whole person was stunned.
If you don't go back to Daqi, how can you do it?!
Let's not say that he doesn't actually have any sense of belonging to his parents, but there is a kind of incompatible hesitation and helplessness in the meantime, just talking about Nuan Nuan, how can he be willing to let go.
Just realized that his heart is parting, if he doesn't work hard, he will regret it for the rest of his life!
John hesitated for a few days and finally decided to confess his feelings to his parents.
"If the father and mother feel that they want to stay in their hometown for a long time, then please allow the children to go with the fleet." John pleaded.
Maybe Nuan Nuan will reject him, but if he doesn't even fight for it, then he will regret it for life.
Mrs. Josephine sighed and said slowly, "I have long guessed that you are only afraid of Nuan Nuan. It's just that I was worried that saying it and picking it out would make you think more in your heart, or it would be more painful, so I didn't mention it all the time.
You have thought clearly, with the status of Ning'an Bo Mansion in Daqi, it is not something that a merchant like us can afford. What's more, the people of Daqi discriminate against Fanbang people, we have lived in Daqi for so many years, don't you understand?
Do you think that Ning Anbo and his wife can marry their only baby daughter Nuan Nuan to a foreigner who is doing business? ”
John's face turned pale for a moment, but the boy's stubbornness made him resolutely plead: "Whether they want it or not, it's their business; Whether or not to pursue it is my own business. If I don't even dare to give up like this, Mother, I will regret it for the rest of my life! ”
Mrs. Josephine looked at her son's stubborn and anguished face, sighed, and looked at her husband for him to persuade him and make a final decision.
"You told me to think about it." Mr. Josephine looked at his pleading son and helpless wife, his fingers tapping on the table.
When Mrs. Josephine and John's mother and son saw this, they did not dare to disturb him silently, and waited with bated breath.
Time passed bit by bit.
Finally, Mr. Josephine tapped his palm on the table and made up his mind: "Then, choose an auspicious day to return to Daqi!" ”
His youthful ambition to conquer the seas has now been realized for the most part, and he doesn't want to hide at home and be a leisurely rich man for the rest of his life.
The vast, unpredictable, and magical sea is where he should be!
And now, his son has grown up and has his own ideas, just like he did when he was younger, with a dream that makes people excited to think about it, and he has realized it, what reason does he have to stop his son from living the life he wants to live and pursue the girl he loves!
Lady Josephine looked sad when she heard this, and asked in a low voice, "What about Kate?" Leave her alone in her hometown? ”
Kate is already married, has her own husband and family, and will soon have her own children, so she must not abandon everything and follow them to sail back to Daqi again.
If you choose to go back to Daqi, the family will be separated from each other from now on, and you may not be able to see each other a few times in your life.
"Kate has already married someone else's family, and we can't take it away even if we want to." Although Mr. Josephine could not give up his daughter, men were more open-minded than women, and persuaded her, "We have given her enough richness to dowry, and Count William really loves her, and will not treat her harshly." ”
After a pause, seeing that the sorrow on his wife's face had not diminished a lot, Mr. Josephine persuaded again: "Moreover, I think that the emperor of Daqi is an ambitious person, and he may not be willing to guard only a corner of Daqi and rest on his laurels. Daqi's current foreign government has begun to show the momentum of inclusiveness and inclusiveness. In the future, if there is a chance to thread the needle, the two countries will exchange envoys, and Earl William and Kate are the best envoy candidates! ”
Mrs. Josephine's face was slightly better when she heard her husband say this.
Although the envoys of Great Britain and Great Qi did not know that it was the Year of the Monkey, but with this thought, she could feel better, so that she would not think that it would be difficult for the mother and daughter to see each other a few times in this life, and she was so distressed that it became difficult to breathe.