Chapter 109: Obsession is like smoke
The world says that you don't know that you are a guest in a dream, but Bai Qingchen would rather be in a dream and don't know your age, but unfortunately, the monks in the distraction period will not dream. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info He had imagined that if he could dream, he might have many, many dreams, and meet Qi Niang many, many times in his dreams.
He hoped to be like when he was a young man, lying bored on the peach blossom tree, as soon as he lowered his head, he would see that faint face in his eyes, engrave her gentle and bright smile in his heart, and then ask her like a disciple, dare to ask the girl's name? She would smile shyly and answer in a low voice, Qi Niang, Xu Qi Niang.
But he prayed again, he could return to her side who had gone through the wind and frost, lowered his head and kissed her eyes that had lost their light due to the wind and cold, felt the fine lines on her face that had been carved by the years with his fingertips, and pressed his cold lips against her small ear, and said softly, Qi Niang, I am back.
However, when the fantasy that had been sketched countless times came true before his eyes, he couldn't help but retreat, and looked at the familiar face in a daze, she was thinner than the illusion in the mermaid candle, but more real than the illusion.
She just stood there, looking back at him with warm eyes like water, and smiled.
Bai Qingchen suddenly felt the reversal of time, as if he had returned to the beginning, he had never left her side, she had never died alone, everything seemed to have not changed, but in fact, the white clouds and dogs passed by in a flash.
"You've finally found me, Dust." Qi Niang laughed softly, and after neatly looking at her pale lips, Bai Qingchen's heart throbbed.
"yes, I found you." Bai Qingchen replied unconsciously.
He suppressed the turbulent emotions of the waves, and stretched out his hand tremblingly, approaching the gentle moonlight smile little by little, but stopped abruptly when he was about to touch it.
"If this was my dream, would it just shatter you?" Bai Qingchen asked stupidly.
"It's stupid." Xu Qiniang covered her mouth and smiled, her eyes bent into crescent moons, I am afraid that only she can blatantly say that a distraction period monk is stupid.
Bai Qingchen couldn't help but smile with her, obviously thinking about how many times they had met, and wanted to say a lot of words, but in the end, they just looked at each other and smiled, and they didn't need to say much.
"Look, I don't look like the way I used to be?" Xu Qiniang smiled very happily, "You often say that I am timid, I think so too, I am always scared in my heart, if I am old, my face is full of wrinkles, my figure is out of shape, and I have become an old woman, how can I be embarrassed to be by your side?" ”
"No, it won't." Bai Qingchen shook his head.
"yes, no, I'm not going to get old." Xu Qiniang said helplessly, "It's a pity that the time I can accompany you is too short." ”
Bai Qingchen knew the meaning of this sentence, she was just a mortal, how could she live to this day? It's just that he is too obsessed, and he survives in the world with the state of a remnant soul, giving up reincarnation, just to see him again.
But it also means that if the obsession is completed, their reunion will also be goodbye.
"I've heard that powerful monks can live for thousands of years, and so are you, I sometimes wonder if the ten years I have been with you will be too short and light compared to your thousand years, light as a wisp of smoke, and it will be dispersed when you blow it, and forget it."
Bai Qingchen frowned, noncommittal about such thoughts: "You love to think about it." ”
"I'm a woman, of course I think about it." Xu Qiniang's eyes showed a hint of apology, "I'm also very selfish, I don't want you to forget me, I want our children to accompany you, and you can think of me when you see her; Or...... I'll just disappear before your eyes, and you'll remember me for a long time...... I'm sorry, light dust...... I just think about it and it hurts my heart, it's so cruel to you, but in the end, ......"
A tear of Xu Qiniang fell on Bai Qingchen's palm, and then turned into a wisp of light smoke that could not be detected, he raised his head, looked at Xu Qiniang's figure gradually faded in amazement, and unwillingly stretched out his hand, wanting to grab this figure, but in vain, he watched her turn into a very light and faint cloud of smoke, and quietly slipped away from between his fingers.
In an instant, no matter how brilliant the smoke clouds will dissipate, between heaven and earth, so vast that he can't grasp a cloud of smoke, the years are endless, how should he live?
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Xu Huanting desperately attacked the enchantment with her sword, even if she couldn't see the situation inside, she had to shout at the people inside: "Bai Qingchen, you bastard, she is your mother, she is still my mother, why don't you let me see her?!" ”
When she still wanted to break the enchantment, suddenly, the indestructible enchantment suddenly disappeared, she glared at Bai Qingchen who came out of it viciously, and just wanted to scold, but swallowed back when she saw him so lost and depressed.
"Hey, have you seen my mother? How is she? Did you ask me? Xu Huanting asked one question after another.
"Enough, what to ask, she's mine!" Bai Qingchen yelled angrily.
"You're ......!" Xu Huanting was completely angered by Bai Qingchen's attitude.
"While you can still be with your Gu family kid now, just be together, don't bother me." Bai Qingchen brushed his sleeves away irritably, leaving Xu Huanting stunned and entangled.
In the end, it was Xu Huanting who asked Bai Qingchen to send her back.
As soon as she returned to the Peach Blossom Dock, Xu Huanting saw Gu Qinming who was anxiously waiting, and she walked over to comfort him for a few words, explaining the reason for suddenly going to the Rakshasa Sea.
Bai Qingchen couldn't help but purse his lips when he saw them getting along like this.
"I've sent you a few letters." Bai Qingchen said suddenly.
"I know, you calculated the day when my life is approaching, and you are ready to help me reshape the Dao Foundation and break through my cultivation, I have also considered it, but I don't need it now." Xu Huanting refused without thinking.
Bai Qingchen glanced at Xu Huanting, who was about to die, and Gu Qinming, who was about to run out of oil beside her, and said expressionlessly: "It's okay." ”
Xu Huanting looked at Bai Qingchen's distant figure, this man she had never called her father, of course, he had never fulfilled his responsibilities as a father, but looking at such a lonely back, she couldn't say the feeling in her heart.
"Wan Ting, at least we can grow old together." Gu Qinming took her hand and comforted.
Xu Huanting turned her head and looked at the old and wrinkled face, he was not as handsome as he was back then, but he made her feel the same comfort, she tilted her head and thought about it, she suddenly dissipated all the spiritual power in her body, and in an instant, those passing years returned to her.
That delicate and gorgeous face suddenly turned into the appearance of an old woman, the same old folds, she smiled at him: "Only in this way can we end up together." ”
Even if time is short, you must grow old together. (To be continued.) )