Fools who dwell on the past
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If only hypothetical.
If life is like a game, and you can re-choose your behavior an infinite number of times at a key choice point, will you be able to find the answer that satisfies you in the seemingly infinite possibilities of the future?
The answer is no.
This kind of question probably doesn't make sense for human beings.
Because according to common sense, such a thing cannot happen.
The past cannot be changed, what was lost cannot be returned, and the glorious times can only be recreated by remembering the past after the decline.
Even if my heart is full of regret for a choice I made in the past, I wonder, 'Was my choice really the right at that time?' While continuing to embark on a single road of life. Even if such issues are discussed occasionally, it is only a vain attempt to have some kind of pleasure in this delusion. The idea and the motivation to make this happen don't exist.
No one wants to put in the effort for something they can't do, and that's perfectly normal.
Moreover, there are things in this world that are beautiful because they are lost.
- we say this to ourselves.
From time to time, I gently look back at things that I don't know when I will lose, and I miss and cherish them like treasures, and the happiness of a person quietly raising a glass alone must also exist.
Therefore, there is no need to think about whether a certain choice in the past is correct, it is enough to just look ahead and keep moving forward, which is the right and rational move.
Is there any point in the act of knowing that things will pass away but continue their lives?
For the wise and right, it means nothing.
However, for some of the foolish and error-ridden yokai, this question pops into your mind one day.
Then it doesn't hurt to even give it a try.
After all—
It's a group of wayward people who have collected the whole spring to keep the winter raging because they want to see the cherry blossom trees bloom, and because they are afraid of the chasing soldiers that appear at the time of the full moon, they have created a false moon to cover the land, and they let the red mist cover the sky just by going out for a walk.
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"Afternoon......
When I opened my eyes, the hour hand of the clock on the wall was hesitating between four and five.
The sky outside the window was as clear as ever, reminiscent of the sky that had been obscured by a thick yellow cloud last night, and the terrifying figure behind the cloud. The realm of reality and non-reality instantly became a little blurred, like muddy water, giving people a sticky and clammy discomfort.
Even if the water evaporates over time, it will leave patches of yellow, dry mud on the body, like an imprint on the body.
“…… Really, I'm still sleepy. ”
Although there was a feeling of fatigue in my body crying out for a rest, my reason knew that even if I fell asleep, I would only make myself more tired. With this feeling of helpless depression, Hakuriyu forcibly ordered her body to go to the bathroom with a clamouring body that wanted to strike and rest.
"Selti, you secretly sucked my blood at night."
said knowingly, but after waiting for a long time, I didn't hear the familiar keyboard sound of the mobile phone, and of course there would be no familiar line of mobile phone screen complaining that he was not a vampire but a headless goblin.
“…… Ah, by the way, Celti sent the battlefield to school - but he hasn't come back in the afternoon, so he shouldn't have been decommissioned by some suspicious exorcist. ”
His eyes were too lazy to open to look in the mirror, which showed the same expression as never motivated.
After all, why would someone like himself who is too lazy to move take the initiative to go to a strange place like school? Is it just because of Purple's please......
Rinsing his cheeks with cold water, Hakuri pondered the question for which he had long forgotten the reason, and for some reason felt that the person who washed his face was colder than usual.
Maybe winter is coming.
Hakuriyu thought so.
There is no tool that can be used to display the date, but even if you use it, you can feel it, and there is an atmosphere in the air.
Presumably, it is a sign of the coming end of autumn.
For youkai, it's a trustworthy marker that comes more than the time that can be kneaded and twisted at will.
Something is coming to an end, something is about to begin.
It's like a window in an Internet café that reminds you that your balance is about to run out, and even if you turn it off, it will pop up again, which is a headache but you can't ignore it.
While thinking about these things, Hakuriyu washed the towel after wiping her face, threw it back on the drying shelf, and left the bathroom.
Upon entering the living room, a wonderful picture appeared in front of me.
Floating about two meters above the ground with his face to the ceiling, Tengu crossed Jiro's legs, while sucking a glass bottle of Coke that was also floating with a straw, and was flipping through a magazine with a game guide in his hand, and his wings full of black wings always fluttered coldly for a long time, as if to tell others that it was his hard work that allowed his master to float leisurely in the sky and read a book.
The green-haired exorcist sits in a European-style chair from nowhere, in front of a white marble round table with its own parasol and several sets of exquisite tea sets and sweet pastries, sipping black tea while looking at Mei Hong and Hoshina who are playing electric with a trademark gentle smile, and Sakuya lying on the sofa next to him is playing with a knife in the sky.
“…… You're really not polite at all. ”
Hakuri Yu casually pushed the wings hanging in front of him away, but the consequence was that he was slapped on the head by a wing in retaliation after taking a few steps, and turned his head and stared angrily at the magazine with a look of Wenwen who didn't know anything.
- Well, although the feathers are soft and comfortable, it's just comfortable.
Walked over and pulled away the other chair next to Yuxiang and sat down, naturally took a piece of pastry and chewed it in his mouth, watching everyone do their own thing as a matter of course. For some reason, even Hakuriyu herself was disturbed by this virus-like and corrosive laid-back atmosphere. Lying lazily on the table, even the original intention to ask Yuka and Hoshina why they were here disappeared, and began to enjoy this rare peaceful time.
"Hakurei-senpai is so cute, I was going to shove this table into my mouth if I heard something as boring as 'Why are you here?' Sure enough, Borei seniors are very good at reading atmosphere, and they must be very popular with girls at school~"
Hearing Yuka's words that couldn't tell whether they were cute or cruel, Hakuriyu didn't even bother to raise her eyes, and responded weakly.
"That, it's cute, it's handsome, and it's definitely popular, but it's the first and third of the top ten lies that girls can say."
"It's very embarrassing to say this kind of thing straightforwardly, Hakurei senpai."
“…… Wait, aren't you going to deny it? ”