When the decision was made, the autumn in the north had reached the season when the white dew turned into frost, and "Flowers of the Sea" began with an occasional dream on April 9 this spring and ended on September 9 with the fragrance of golden cinnamon, from the beginning to the present, a full five months. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Coincidentally, in the story, Han Zhao and his sister met Gu Shaoqing and Gu Rulin for the first time, which also happened in the spring of the ninth year of the Republic of China, in the peach blossom Ning Garden. That year, the peach blossoms on Cuifeng Mountain bloomed exceptionally early, and the seventeen-year-old Han Zhao began the peach blossom dream of a girl's dream. It's a pity that this dream of love didn't last long, and it was broken one by one by the love affair between my sister and Gu's father, and the conspiracy that appeared in the family one after another.

In fact, Liu Hanzhao is really a person, I borrowed the name of my mother and aunt, and told you a dream that I got by chance, this story is not necessarily good, but it is my first work written down in the real sense and has an ending, so I cherish it.

I probably had a dream myself for a long time during this period, and now that I have woken up, I can talk to everyone properly.

Before writing this story, I never thought about writing a very strong male protagonist, nor did I think about writing a perfect female protagonist, in my story, every character who appears, is probably just a microcosm of the times, an ordinary individual, with emotions, uncontrollable, helpless and desolate. Because of this, there must be a lot of mistakes, but that's all I can do.

So the older I get, the more I believe that many things are not done, not because I don't want to do them, but because I can't do them.

In a certain period of time, people can only be driven by age to what kind of things they should do and what kind of person they should become, in other words, they are probably in moderation of everything, and they are too much.

Therefore, Han Zhao and Shaoqing struggled to struggle, and resistance to resistance, after all, they still went to two intersecting lines, and there was an intersection point, but it could only be an intersection point.

There is no revolutionary element in her character, and he is not just a person who loves children after all, so that two independent souls are difficult to integrate from the beginning of the story.

In comparison, my sister and Gu's father are very easy to come together, they have seized the opportunity from the beginning and are accepted, and it is only a matter of time. Compared with the passive acceptance of the male and female protagonists, Gu Rulin and Liu Mingzhao are more realistic and more skilled. Therefore, it is not surprising that Gu's father later imprisoned Shaoqing in order to achieve his goal.

All people are just weak mortals, not as powerful as heroes, and of course they can't become heroes.

The luckiest pair in the story is probably Han Zhao's good sisters Haizhu and Shifang. Their happiness is natural, this kind of happiness can be obtained by every friend around us, friends of friends, relatives and friends around us, there is always a child of someone else's family who is not only good at home, good in career, but also very full of love, we listen to the nagging of our parents, not only envy, but also jealous.

Haizhu and Shifang belong to other people's children, talented and beautiful, in love, made in heaven.

Their happiness is too conspicuous, especially when Han Zhao and Shaoqing are struggling, so I arranged for the lovers to study abroad and keep them away from right and wrong, probably out of an instinct to protect love. No one wants others to show their superiority step by step when they are embarrassed, not to mention, no one is willing to be mediocre (of course, I don't mean Han Zhao and Shaoqing mediocrity, nor do I mean Haizhu and Shifang show, because they are not like that), just like everyone is just a mayfly struggling in the sea of desire before the event, towards life and death, towards death and life, until death is not enough, and may not find anything.

Unfortunately, most of us spend our lives like this, and the story I'm going to tell is one of those people.

So even the villains in the story are not completely heinous, and every bad thing they do has a reason to do so. Mu Bo became the second uncle's tool for evil, completely because he mistakenly regarded his father as the murderer of his grandmother, his love for his grandmother began with a bowl of hot soup, but because of this love, it became a factor of hatred and became a tool for revenge, so in the end, when he learned that everything was just a means for the second uncle to frame his father, he chose to use his body to resist the fatal shot for Gu Shaoqing, and draw an end symbol for the sin he caused.

For the second uncle, I don't have much pen and ink, his people are just like his appearance, there are those important shots at critical moments, and the rest of the time is used to disguise and hide. Even the part where he and his father were in the ancestral hall at the end, I used the way I skipped it and left it to everyone's imagination.

Because the story was written in a rare tone, she was not involved in the scene, so too much description would only make it more abrupt. But then Han Zhao went to find the second uncle, and through Wanzhao and Liu Wang, I think I have already explained.

Who said it, in this world, there is no hatred for no reason, and there is no love for no reason, every choice is just to be born as a human being.

So in the end, the combination of Han Zhao and He Shutong is the result of this theory. Many friends also think so, compared to Gu Shaoqing's vigorous, the natural coexistence and protection on the side is probably the correct ending for every Romeo and Juliet.

So in the story of Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai, I have always felt that Ma Wencai is the most aggrieved one.

In this story, the only tragic character I set up is probably my father, who finally chose to commit suicide for the sake of the family's face. It can be said that he is a contradictory figure, with both the old-style Confucianism of the East and the advanced liberal ideas of the West. These are reflected in him alone, but also in every person of insight who was deeply influenced by the Eastern and Western cultures in that era. He let the children receive the most advanced education, enjoy free love, and even after the death of the eldest son, he did not think about marrying a concubine and having children, continuing the meaning of incense, you know, he is a long family sister-in-law who attaches great importance to family responsibility, and he is also the head of the Hanlin family on behalf of the Liu family.

But at the same time, he is backward, maybe it can't be described as backward, he was born in the era of alternating between the old and the new, the old things are silent, the new is rising, but the speed of the rise of new ideas is not as deep as the old ideas, so he pays for his brother's mistakes, which is also an inevitable choice. From this point of view, the father is sad.

The grandmother, who does not appear but plays a key role, is the link of the whole story, she died three years ago, at first considered to be a natural death, and in the process of the story unfolding, the grandmother plays a lot of role in the memory and the cause of all the conspiracy.

Mu Bo became the ghost of the family because of her murder, and the second uncle became the biggest mastermind behind the scenes because of her inattention and neglect, so to speak, without grandmother, this story would not have developed, she is the biggest thread, which leads to the joys, sorrows, and sorrows of the Liu family throughout the text, and is fickle.

The only variable in the story is the ending. At the beginning, in my setting, Han Zhao, as the heroine, finally died in the arms of Haizhu, who came back from abroad to see her, but as I wrote, I suddenly felt very sorry for her, my father and mother and lover left one after another, but the hope of life should not be deprived (probably I watched "W-Two Worlds" too much).

Therefore, I modified the ending to a relatively peaceful and open-ended, a few years later, in a season of autumn rain and falling flowers, Han Zhao, who accepted the identity of the grandmother of Hefu, took his three or four-year-old son and Gu Shaoqing to meet in front of the Confucius Temple on the banks of the Qinhuai River that changed their fate, they were a lot calmer, so they said frankly to each other, "Long time no see", it should be beautiful.

You don't see it, it is a good scenery in the south of the Yangtze River, and the season of falling flowers is another time. When we meet again, we are all old friends......

August 11 of the year of Bingshen

September 2016 in the Gregorian calendar

Mei 13 (To be continued.) )