I'm sorry, but the book was finished in this form again, and I was ashamed and helpless. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

The initial ambition will always turn into coping with the passage of time. It is undeniable that I love writing in my heart, otherwise I would not have chosen to write when there are so many ways to make money.

However, I still have to say that I am sorry that I have disappointed myself and my readers.

I am an office worker, and I can only use the time after work to code words, but after a tiring day at work, sometimes I just want to have a good rest, and I don't want to code words at all, but online texts are different from traditional literature, and they are also different from short stories.

Breaking the update, this is a taboo in the online literature circle, I don't dare to break the update, I can only force myself to make it up. Moreover, my hand speed is scumbag, basically I can only code 1,500 words an hour, that is to say, after the stipulated shelf must be changed to 4,000 words a day, which means that I have to use three hours at night or even when I am in Carvin, it takes more time to complete.

Because of the code word, I don't dare to have any entertainment activities, I don't dare to browse the Internet, I don't dare to watch TV series and movies, because, I want code words, I can't break the change, and breaking the change is an act that I can't forgive.

I'm really tired, especially when no one reads what I've worked so hard to write, and that feeling is really uncomfortable. The fingers are tired, the neck is tired, and the heart is even more tired.

Actually, I can continue to write like this, even if no one reads it, there is full attendance, right? However, I feel that a book that no one recognizes, I continue to write, and I try my best to write a large number of words, what can I get except that poor full attendance, and, to be honest, if I spend a month of code words, used to do other part-time jobs, I can also earn more than 600 yuan, and it will be easier than code words, I feel that it is really pointless to write down.

I know that I have a big reason for the dismal subscriptions, after all, I have mixed a lot of unpleasant plots into the article, so after it was put on the shelves, there were few subscriptions, and it can even be said that there were almost no subscriptions, and I deserved it.

Once again, I thought about the meaning of writing, did I pursue the achievements of writing too much and neglected writing itself, maybe yes, I felt that my mind was imprisoned, and I needed to open my mind.

A person who writes books, if he only buries his head in writing books and does not have any contact with the outside world, he will not be able to write well.

I don't know if this applies to anyone else, but for me, it is very applicable. I can't remember how long it's been since I've read a book seriously. With the development of the times, everything is speeding up, eating fast, walking fast, TV series and movies are eager to fast-forward to watch, this noisy world, it seems that the only thing missing is a slow footstep and a lingering nostalgia.

I think I really can't go on like this, I can't write well, cut it, don't reflect on it, just adjust and modify it according to the novels I have read in the past, those old-fashioned routines, and then make a crude outline of the routine, a bunch of routine lines, and the final result can only be to hit the street, and no one can read your novel.

Because, the same theme, the same plot, has long been written by the big gods and small gods, but they pick up people's teeth, want to push through the old but can't, can only piece together all kinds of rotten street stalks, mixed together, although I wrote it very hard, but readers don't buy it at all, some may not look at it at all, some glance at it, feel unbearable, and then turn around and leave. As an author, no, as a street fighter, trying to attract attention with this well-known rotten stalk is really a fool's dream.

Looking at the two books I wrote again, I don't want to read them a second time, let alone readers? The plot drags on, the plot is old, there is nothing new, and the main line is unclear. Such a book, just ask, how can there be a subscription, if it really is, it is strange.

Not only one reader has mentioned this problem, but I have been trying to improve it later in this article, but I have found that I don't have time!

I admire the authors who code words to two or three o'clock, they are not full-time code words, they also have their own jobs, but, because of love, they have been persistent, has been non-stop code words.

I'm not a good writer in comparison, but I still can't put it down when I write.

I don't want to say how hard writing is, this question, many people have said many times. No industry is easy, especially when a person insists on using the rest time to code words in addition to his own job.

After learning the hard way, I felt that I couldn't go on like this, and I felt that it was time for me to plan my writing.

Basically, these two books took me more than half a year, however, I didn't gain much, because a clichéd book will not bring the author a lot of pleasure at all, but will be a code word task that must be completed every day, so that people forget the essence of writing, only think about how to make things up, write 4,000 words, and have no time to think more.

After thinking about it and thinking about it, I decided, put down the novel for the time being, I should go out and walk more, I can't stuff myself like this anymore, it's too hard, I need to go into life, observe more people and things around me, life is originally very beautiful, writing is also very beautiful, but I don't know when I started to be so slack, numb to write for the sake of writing. I couldn't think of a plot, so I had to mix in those rotten street stalks that I couldn't even watch, just to complete the code word task.

In the hustle and bustle of the world, I need to calm down, one afternoon, when the warm sun shines through the window, I hold a book of poetry in my hand, sit on a wicker chair, my fingers slowly run over the words with the fragrance of ink, and feel the baptism of the soul brought by the words to people.

Read more books, go out more, the world is so beautiful, we are in the prime of life.

Life needs to be simplified, but also need some Zen, and you need to understand life, here, I recommend a book to you.

In "The Ancient Way of White Clouds" written by Master Nhat Hanh, Master Nhat Hanh calmly and charmingly tells the whole life of the Buddha at the age of 80, and the origin and mystery of Buddhism slowly unfold in front of you. In my opinion, there are too many words and phrases in the book that can bring people the insight of life, and reading the long and short life of the Buddha is also studying the living life. Whatever you believe, in the book, you will surely understand the true meaning of life.

We just need to open our eyes to see that we are liberation and enlightenment in ourselves. There is life, and there is death; Where there arises, there is destruction; Where there is gathering, there is dispersion, how can there be life without death? There is a rise but no extinction? Gathering but not scattering? With understanding, we can love, and when we understand everything, all suffering can be dissolved, and the true path to liberation is actually the way to understanding. (To be continued.) )