Xia Irisa has always felt that she is very useless. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info She is afraid of the dark, afraid of water, afraid of ghosts, afraid of thunder....... And among them, the most useless thing is that she is afraid of people.

She didn't know when she started to develop this problem, but she was afraid of people. The most evil thing is people's hearts, she is willing to treat everyone kindly, but I don't know since when, she suddenly felt that most of the people she met were bad people.

She didn't remember when she first became like this, as if she had started when she entered the academy.

What surprised her even more was that she had almost forgotten everything in the first few days after entering the academy. She often asks Yanmei, but Yanmei puts on a "can't say" look, and hides aside with a smile.

Exactly those days. What happened to her?

There seem to be a lot of sad things, and I often dream about them and cry silently. until you wake up crying. But when she got up the next day, she forgot all the things she dreamed about, leaving only tears on her face and emptiness everywhere.

There are so many people, so crowded.

Calamus was a little scared, she thought, it was good that she had a mask, no one would see her panicked face, and her heart was much more relaxed. The people around her all looked so tall that it seemed that a random person could knock her over and snatch her up and throw her aside.

"Yanmei....... Yanmei .......," the little girl shouted cautiously through her mask. It's a pity that her voice is too small, and her mask is too thick, so her call is not as attractive as a slightly beating candle flame.

Suddenly, a person hit her hard, and the little girl couldn't dodge, and was hit by the man and staggered two steps, almost falling to the ground, but fortunately, the man was quick and grabbed her.

"Thank you......." the little girl stood firm, patting the floating ash on her body, and muttered.

The man glanced up and down at the calamus, and when he heard the sound of the calamus so good, he didn't realize that his heart moved. He leaned over to Calamus and said, "How old is the girl?" Is there a marriage partner? Do you want to .......?"

Before he could finish his sentence, he frightened the little girl and turned away. The man looked at the back of the calamus and whispered contemptuously, "What are you pretending?" Then, I went back to talking to the other girls.

Calamus was even more scared after what had just happened. She tried her best to stabilize her emotions, but her lips were still trembling, and she involuntarily said aggrievedly: "Yanmei...... Yanmei ....... Where are you......."

From here, you can see how capricious the little girl is by Yanmei's side every day. It's obviously such a game that is trying to find each other.,Obviously I asked to play it.,Now it's started.,I'm scared.,I can't find Yanmei.,I started to be wronged.,Blame all the mistakes on Yanmei.。

Calamus also knows that it is wrong for her to do this, Yanmei spoils her too much, and always makes her have some "hypocritical" thoughts, in fact, if you think about it carefully, if there is no Yanmei, she can do this thing hard.

At this time, facing the crowded crowd, the little girl's brain went blank, and she suddenly began to think crankily again.

What happened that day? She kept thinking desperately.

She broke up with the gate of Jiang Wangchuan Academy, and dozens of families came to the academy that day, and the old man told her in detail about the differences between each family.

And after that? What happened after that?

Her memory was dark, and the next picture was already when she woke up from the big bed in the academy. Yeonmi lay on the side of her bed haggardly, saying that she accidentally hit her head and lost her memory.

Accidentally hit your head? When she was alone in the room, she saw the conspicuous scar on her chest, and thought with a smile: I don't think of a good excuse to deceive people, is this wound still empty?

But she didn't question Yanmei, if Yanmei wanted her to forget, she tried to forget.

"Sister." Suddenly, the voice of a child came from a distance.

Xia Calamus seemed to have been struck by lightning, her eyes widened on the spot, and her hands hung down weakly.

"Sister." The kid was still screaming.

Calamus looked back, she didn't understand that she would react like this, and she didn't understand why she suddenly felt an irrepressible pain in her heart.

It was a ten-year-old boy, who was watching the excitement from the sidelines, pulled the young lady beside him, and said with a smile: "Sister, I want to eat sugar gourd."

"Smack", something in the chest, suddenly shattered.

She remembered it all! Summer iris all remembered!

She remembered Ning Huang, remembered that she bled to treat Liu Ran, remembered Bai Qi's drunkenness, and remembered the grand occasion of the academy competition.

Remember, the kid.

The kid and Yeonmei grabbed meat to eat.

The child affectionately called her Sister Calamus.

The child was docile, kind, and polite.

That kid was still so young.......

As if she was crazy, she suddenly pushed away the people around her desperately, and eagerly searched for it, crying while searching: "Yanmei! Extension! “

Yanmei, you tell me, what I see in my mind is not true! Not really!

She searched desperately, as she did in the dungeon that day, trying to grasp the last straw to prevent herself from falling into the abyss from which she could never recover.

There was a young man in front of her, who walked up to her and looked down at her.

"I remembered......." the young man sighed.

Xia Calamus raised her head suddenly, trembled her hands, and touched the young man's mask.

The young man wore a white fox mask and looked cunning and beautiful. Calamus pursed her lips and took off the mask.

"Yanmei", she couldn't hold back her tears anymore, holding the young man's clothes, tears crackling down: "Yanmei, Yanmei......"

"Ning Yun, is he really dead? What I see, is it true? “

Xia Yanmei smiled, with a trace of sadness in her eyebrows, not saying yes, not saying no. Just watched quietly, as if he was taking pity on an injured kitten.

"Looks like it's true......" Calamus chuckled twice, and her head cracked for a moment. Her lips had been bitten by herself, and the smell of blood was spreading in her mouth.

"Ning Yun .......," she kept shouting while crying, "Ning Yun...... It's all my fault...... It's all my ........"

Immediately, he was pulled into a warm embrace. A familiar voice rang in my ears: "Sleep, sleep." Wake up and forget. “

"But I don't want to forget ......," the little girl murmured, slumping as she slumped.

Yan Mei hurriedly picked her up by the waist, tore off her mask and threw it on the ground. The surrounding women all exclaimed in surprise when they saw Yanmei's face.

Yanmei pretended not to hear it, and left quickly with the calamus. (To be continued.) )