Fanwai Mingshan Yueci
Ming Yueci has been walking like this for two days, she really doesn't know why she still lives in this world, and she can't help but live, because she has three little lives in her hands. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
The three babies were rescued by her before the fire broke out.
At that moment, she barely thought about it, she could only pick up her three children, and if she could, she would take all the baby girls in the house.
Just because she is also a mother, she has a three-year-old child, and she can understand what it is like for a mother to lose her own child. But she could only save these three little lives, and the other baby girls were already buried in the fire.
And all because of the love she insisted on, the lover she trusted completely. She felt that she should no longer be alive, and she missed her father very much now, but her father, who had been so beautiful, was lying on the cold floor tiles of the Hall of Light, and could never wake up again.
Ming Yueci is very tired now, she just wants to find a family to take care of the three poor children, and then hand over the lock and key to the senior brothers, so that she can kill herself to atone for the sins she has done.
She was so tired that she was foaming at the mouth, and she abandoned her on the road. She couldn't walk anymore at this time, and the child in her arms couldn't cry anymore. The weather was still very cold, and the three little ones huddled together to keep warm, and their little faces were pale.
Ming Yueci looked at their innocent little appearance, and tears flowed down her eyes. She used to be the proud daughter of the sky and had everything, but the world was turned upside down overnight, just because of her obsession with love.
Fortunately, after walking for a while, I finally saw a village. She picked a family with the largest door and secretly left the child at the door. When she put her third child, the child clung to the hem of her shirt and cried incessantly. She was afraid of alarming the family, and she didn't have time to leave, so she had to pick it up and coax it softly.
When she put it down again, the child cried again, coaxed and quieted again. After repeating this back and forth a few times, she picked up the baby girl again, and the baby girl smiled sweetly at him and reached out to hug him.
Her cold heart seemed to be struck gently, and she held the child's face gently against her own, and the tears could not be stopped.
The child hugged her cheek and kissed her mischievously and giggled. Such a small gesture reminded her of her own son.
She gently picked up the children and fed them the last goat's milk. Watching several children snuggle up and sleep for a long time, one of the babies held her shirt even after sleeping, as if she was afraid of being left behind.
Three girls, which family is willing to help raise them, Ming Yueci looked at their sleeping little faces, and silently made up her mind, since she saved them, she should let them live well, and when they are older, she will go where she should go. This is also the last thing she can atone for in this world.
After resting for a while, she took the three little ones to the back mountain, and found a dilapidated grass hut, where she has since taken refuge.
She used to be the eldest lady of Mingshan, and she had never done any rough work, and even her own children were brought by her grandmother and maids, so that she could feed her three children at one time, which really made her busy, and sometimes she couldn't be busy, so she could only cry with her three children.
Fortunately, two of the three baby girls are well-behaved, one is quiet, and only one is naughty. Crying if you can't eat enough, crying if you don't sleep enough, crying when the baby is unhappy, the voice is still very loud, and you often cry with other babies.
Ming Yueci is sometimes too tired to do it, and she really wants to beat her up. But this child is also very likable, often Ming Yueci has a straight face, she smiles and begs for hugs, begs to touch, rubs your face with her little head, makes your face itchy, your heart is warm, and the fatigue of the whole person disappears. I just want to hug her and kiss her. She is obviously not the best-looking of the three children, but she always worries Ming Yueci the most.
The three baby girls are all very cute, but one of them is particularly beautiful, with a whitewashed face, a pair of big eyes like shearwater, long eye hair, and a quiet pity. Ming Yueci often kissed her secretly after she fell asleep, thinking that it would be good if her daughter-in-law in the future was so cute. But the other baby will not cling to it when he sees it, and he smiles sweetly and begs for a hug. The third child next to him is much more sensible and worry-free, although it is small, but it will not make people worry, and he will sleep honestly after eating.
Ming Yueci was very glad to have them, she put all her love and energy on these three children, and her desire for death faded. It's just that every night in the dead of night, she lives in deep self-blame, and that unforgettable face will also appear in her heart, and she always weeps silently. Although Chu Xin is naughty, she can always find these emotions in her. Although she can't speak yet, she always wipes her tears with her little hands. Sometimes he would put his hands around her neck and curl up in her arms and sleep quietly. With such a small thing in her arms, her heart is not so empty, and gradually the days are not so difficult.
Yan Xi is not very good at talking when she is three years old, although Ning Yuan doesn't like to talk much, but he also tells her sentence by sentence, and Chu Xin is trying to make her laugh. Watching them fight and make trouble, Ming Yueci felt that this was fine.
No matter how big the babies are, Ming Yueci found that she still doesn't know how to farm, she opened the gold and silver she hurriedly brought, and found that all the ones he gave her were those he gave her, she couldn't help crying, and took these jewelry under the mountain and gave the three girls a life.
At the age when it is time to enter school, the personalities of several little girls are becoming more and more different. Ming Yueci asked them to choose their favorite projects to study.
Yan Xi likes singing and dancing, this liking, so she puts most of her energy on learning singing and dancing, she is quiet and innocent, and she devotes herself to it when she likes it, which makes Ming Yueci a little faintly worried, and silently hopes that she will meet a man who treats her sincerely in the future, and will not be so bitter as her.
Ning Yuan is an upright and kind child, she works diligently, never makes trouble for others, doesn't care about losses, does more and says less, which makes people really like it, and because of this, Chu Xin often bullies her and asks her to help her work, she has no complaints, Ming Yueci always protects Ning Yuan, afraid that she will suffer. Ning Yuan can endure hardships, so Ming Yueci let her learn the kung fu of the family.
As for Chu Xin, Ming Yueci is also curious about how there can be such a child, she is a very magical child, her heart is clear, she is curious about everything, she hopes to find fun in anything, she always makes herself very comfortable, so she can bully Ning Yuan for fun, but she cried heartbreakingly when Yan Xi and Ning Yuan were hurt a little. Chu Xin is a very affectionate child, likes to read, likes to listen to stories, so he listens to and watches a lot, and also grows a lot of cleverness.
These three children have a common characteristic, that is, their hearts are very soft and sincere, perhaps under the influence of Ming Yueci, they all have a very emotional element in their personalities, whether they want to express it or not.
As the three of them grew older, Ming Yueci looked at the clouds on the grass house, and the attachment in her heart was not so heavy. Looking at the grass and the warbler flying, the four seasons change, she only feels that a life is very short, thinking about the ups and downs of this life, she feels that this life is very long.
Chu Xin occasionally brings wine to drink with her at sunset, looking at Chu Xin's appearance of not being big or small, heartless and lungless, she will also feel young and good, and sincerely envious. She had so much at her age that she still didn't know it. Now it seems that it was the best of years.
Although there is nothing now, Ming Yueci has peace of mind. She didn't want revenge, and having three children with her was the greatest gift in life.
She sold her gold and silver jewelry, leaving only a pair of jade bracelets and a gold hairpin, Ming Yueci looked at these two objects and meditated for a long time, the jade bracelet was brought for her when he was in love, he once said to her gently: "Ming Yue'er is beautiful, and her hands are whiter when she wears them." He was so unflattering to women, but clumsy language was deeply seared into her heart. Jin Hai was given to her by him when they made a private lifelong commitment, and at that time his eyes were full of affection, and she was ignorant and fearless.
Ming Yueci has never figured out how the two people who are so affectionate are so far away from each other and have no way to turn back?
The word love is too hurtful. If she could do it all over again, she would like to enter the empty door, without having to be born in such a rich family, without having to experience this deep love, let alone experiencing this catastrophe.
But the moment she saw Wu Tong, she clearly knew that although the trees were quiet, the wind was rising again.