Chapter 742: Let Go of Love
The conscience of heaven and earth, Kang Dahai did use the idea of cherries at the beginning, but in the process of contact with cherries, this young man was indeed really attracted to this straightforward girl, and since then he has been out of control and deeply in love with this girl. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Kang Dae is good for cherries.
Good from the heart, good to the heart.
He didn't have any relatives originally, and he never had a woman he wanted to take care of.
Cherry is probably the first and only woman in his life who he loves and really wants to take care of for his life.
But although Kang Dahai seems to be extremely happy on the surface, and he does his best to take care of cherries, he is not without suffering.
Kang Dahai has low self-esteem.
The more he loved the cherry, the more inferior he felt in his heart.
Although Cherry never cared about this, and even the master Tang Fei expressed understanding and tolerance, Kang Dahai knew in his heart that he was just a eunuch.
A eunuch is just a eunuch, even if he has a heart, how can he be happy, and why should he make a woman happy?
It is for this reason that it is also possible.
At the last moment when he was about to escape from the palace, Kang Dahai retreated.
He was scared.
How can you not be afraid?
In fact, from the first time Kang Dahai heard Tang Fei talk to Guiyuan, Cherry and himself about the plan to escape from the palace, Kang Dahai was already scared, his hands and feet were cold, and he trembled all over.
In fact, since then, I have already made up my mind.
Having made up his mind, he stayed in the palace and let Cherry, go out alone to find his own happiness.
Kang Dahai was sent to the palace at a very young age.
He grew up crawling through the palace and had long forgotten what the outside world was like.
Like a child who grew up in a cage, Kang Dahai instinctively was full of worries and fears about the outside world.
He has long been out of touch with the outside world, and he has long been accustomed to life in the palace.
Leaving the palace is not freedom for him, but the fear of being at a loss and out of touch.
Kang Dahai didn't know how to face life outside the palace.
He was instinctively afraid.
Also instinctively inferior.
When he was in the palace, he was just a eunuch, but there was no man in the palace.
Although eunuchs and palace maids who eat against each other are not common, they are not uncommon.
With his own ability, he also has the confidence to protect Cherry from being bullied by others.
But the premise of all this is in the palace.
If you leave the palace, what are you?
Eunuchs are respected in the palace, but once they leave the palace, they are just disabled people who are spurned!
Such a self, you can't pick your hands, you can't lift your shoulders, what about yourself, and how can you bring happiness and joy to cherries?
What do you do to protect her? It's just dragging down her life......
In fact, the ending was already doomed from the beginning~
Faced with Cherry's incomprehensible anxious urging, Kang Dahai just knelt on the ground solemnly with tears in his eyes, and finally kowtowed to Tang Fei.
Time waited for no one, and the carriage finally left slowly in the heart-rending cry of cherries.
It turned into a small black dot and slowly disappeared into the night.
finally turned into a huge black hole, entrenched in Kang Dahai's heart, and also entrenched in the emperor's heart, slowly devouring their hearts, and taking away all their souls.
Cherry didn't expect that Kang Dahai, who had always been obedient to herself, would suddenly turn back at this last moment and make such a choice.
This is the first time Kang Dahai has not listened to his own words, but it is also the last time in their lives.
This decision came so suddenly that Cherry didn't react for a long time.
The carriage had been away for a long time, and she still looked stunned and incredulous.
Knowing that she would never see Kang Dahai again, Cherry seemed to suddenly understand what was happening.
She has always been optimistic and open-minded like a happy little group, and she couldn't help but throw herself into Guiyuan's arms and cry.
Kang Dahai's choice of cherries can't be understood, but longan can understand some.
Regarding Kang Dahai's choice, although Guiyuan resented him because of his good sister, he could only respect him helplessly.
Kang Dahai has always been a person with a strong sense of power.
He worked hard to climb to the point where he is today, and the hardships are not understandable to others.
Now it is not an easy thing for Kang Dahai to abandon everything he has worked so hard to get and enter a new life of fear and inferiority for the sake of the woman he loves.
Kang Dahai is sensitive, very ambitious, and very ambitious.
In this respect, he is very similar to the emperor.
Now he has chosen to stay in the palace and choose the path he has in mind, which may not be perfect, and even because he has lost the love of his life, it is full of regrets, but it is not the most correct choice for him.
However, although Guiyuan understands Kang Dahai's choice, he feels more sorry for his good sister Cherry.
She hugged Gui Yuan, and wanted to say goodbye to this in her heart, she was separated from her lover Bai Qihong forever that night, and her heart was also full of grief for a while, that is, Gui Yuan has always been good at hiding her heart, and she couldn't help but feel sad and shed tears.
In the matter of treating Bai Qihong, Guiyuan's mood is actually very similar to Kang Dahai.
Although Gui Yuan admires Bai Qihong in her heart, she has been working hard to learn cultural knowledge and learn various skills to enrich herself, but in fact, in the deepest part of her heart, she has always had a little inferiority.
It should be said that from the very beginning, her inferiority complex has never stopped.
Although Tang Fei was supported by the side and had the encouragement of his sisters and sisters, the better Bai Qihong was, the more Gui Yuan felt that his identity was really wronged by Bai Qihong, and he also climbed him.
If Tang Fei has always been the concubine in the palace, then although this kind of relationship exists, it will not be fatal, but will only be buried deep in the bottom of his heart.
But now that Tang Fei is fleeing from life and death, and he has followed his master and become an outlaw, those feelings of inferiority naturally burst out in an instant, and he knocked down Gui Yuan fiercely.
Gui Yuan felt that he and Bai Qihong should be finished.
To love him is to let him go.
He is a noble son with a bright future, a famous doctor in Tai Hospital, with parents, family, brothers and sisters, and a bright future.
Staying in Shengjing City and forgetting yourself is the best choice for Bai Qihong.
It's also the best ending he deserves.
In the future, he will become a generation of famous doctors, marry a gentle and virtuous famous lady, give birth to several lively and lovely children, and follow him to learn medical skills every day.
This picture is so beautiful, just looking at it, Gui Yuan feels full of joy.
But in this picture, you should not be in the picture.