Chapter 36: The Past Is Unbearable
Su Jinchun saw Shen Lanze's sad appearance, and he was also a little concerned, sighed, and said: "Let's talk about it, you and Lekang, and Gu Yunheng, what the hell is going on, you name it, I'll see if there is any way to help you?" ”
Shen Lanze's eyes were bright, and he watched the sun shadow shine into the window, and said slowly: "That was three years ago. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info three years ago, one of my father's doormen casually wrote a poem at his father's birthday banquet, but it was listened to by someone who was interested and reported to the emperor, saying that it was an anti-poem. Naturally, the doorman was taken into prison, and when he was punished, he slandered my father for treason, and he wrote the poem to imply his loyalty. When my father learned of the man's confession, he was terrified, for fear that the family would be implicated in this unfounded crime, and that he would be eager to defend himself, but he would tell the truth and have nothing to do. ”
Su Jinchun pursed his lips and couldn't help but say: "It's a shame that your father is still a princess, and he can't even settle this idea, since he has been wronged, he should run to the emperor to complain about his grievances, cowering, hiding at home and waiting for someone to come and go to prison?" ”
Shen Lanze sighed and continued: "Jinchun, how can the affairs of the court be as simple as you think. The emperor is suspicious by nature, and if my father states his grievances, he is afraid that he will arouse the emperor's suspicion even more, so my father is worried, but he does not dare to act rashly. ”
Su Jinchun asked tentatively: "I understand, you know about this, and you are very worried about your father's safety, so you went to ask Lekang?" ”
Shen Lanze said frankly: "Not bad. In the final analysis, thanks to my handsome appearance, I can impress Lekang. At that time, Le Kang was an auxiliary general, and he was very important to the emperor, I thought about it, and only he could say something in front of the emperor. Therefore, I begged him to come to his door without telling my father, hoping that he could say a few kind words in front of the emperor and clear my father's grievances. ”
Su Jinchun understood the general situation, and said hesitantly: "He agreed, but asked you to have fun with him. Love, huh? ”
Shen Lanze lowered his head a little ashamedly, his face was flushed, but he seemed to have been humiliated, and said in a low voice: "You are right, I know that Lekang is a good man, and I also know that he will not help me in vain, and he will inevitably make me pay, but I was really desperate at that time." If I don't act, my father may be imprisoned, and the whole family may be implicated. At that time, I specially changed into a navy blue gown, and after carefully dressing up, I went to his house and asked him for help. ”
Su Jinchun sighed, and said, "You are also helpless, since it is a transaction, why are you still entangled?" ”
Shen Lanze had a painful look on his face, and he sobbed and said, "It's also to blame me for being too active at that time." When Lekang learned of my intention, he looked me up and down, praised me for my good looks, and deliberately asked me lightly, I can't help me in vain, I have to give some benefits. I was in a hurry, so I said, "It's okay to give myself to you," and then I kissed him on my own initiative, and then he dragged me into the bedroom. In order to save my father, I could only please him, so I took the initiative to take off my clothes and accept joy under him. ”
When Shen Lanze said the last sentence, his voice was already pressed to the lowest, and at the same time, his face turned even redder, as if he felt great shame.
When Su Jinchun heard this, somehow, his heart was like rolling waves in the river, and it took a long time to barely calm down. asked softly: "Later, your father was not implicated, and this matter is over, why are you, you are still entangled with Lekang?" ”
Shen Lanze lowered his head and said in a low voice: "After that time, Lekang really wrote a letter to intercede for my father. said that my father was a civil official with no real name, and no real power, how could he have the heart of rebellion, and then the doorman also changed his story and said that he was tortured but deliberately framed, so the emperor did not continue to investigate. ”
After a pause, Shen Lanze wiped his tears and continued: "I thought that this matter would be settled here, but who knew that Lekang would not let me go easily, and sent someone to invite me to his house to play every once in a while, saying that it was idle play, and you also knew what to do." When I didn't comply, he threatened me, saying that he could not only make my father safe, but also make my father and the family uneasy, he was a general, powerful, and I was afraid that he would really be bad for my father again, so I could only let him ravage like a little man. . ”
Su Jinchun was a little angry, and said angrily: "You are really cowardly, your father is not guilty, so why should you be afraid." He threatens you, you are afraid, why don't you resist, he sends someone to invite you to his house, why don't you refuse? ”
Shen Lanze said a little shyly: "In addition to my father's matter, I also have other things to ask him, although my father is a prince, but he is just an old pedant, he has no real power, and he is not valued by the emperor, but he only receives a monthly salary." But anyway, my father is also an official residence, and he is also a face-loving person, and he feels that the family can't be too shabby, so he hired a bunch of girls and girls, and he has to pay his wages on time every month, and my father also has a few aunts, and the monthly fat powder clothes also cost a lot of silver, and there are three concubines, two concubines, and the concubines also need silver money to buy a dowry. My father's little money alone was not enough to use, so I had to ask Lekang for help. ”
Su Jinchun snorted coldly and said disdainfully: "I thought you were forced, but I didn't expect you to take advantage of Lekang's power, you saw that Lekang could help you, so you used your body in exchange for benefits, what is the difference between you and those greedy for money and profit?" ”
Shen Lanze nodded, and said with a wry smile: "Yes, I am the son of a family, I am just a little man, just a little man who sells himself for profit!" However, what can I do, you probably don't know, although my mother is a wife, she is not loved by my father at all, and the aunts in the house have a contempt for my mother, and my father's attitude towards me on weekdays is even better than his attitude towards my concubine. In this case, if I don't achieve anything more, I am afraid that those aunts will take the position, and my mother and I can only live alone in a small courtyard for the rest of our lives. ”
Su Jinchun sighed and continued to ask, "Then, what about later, what did Lekang help you with?" ”
Shen Lanze said in a deep voice: "At the beginning, I begged him for some antique treasures, and then exchanged them for money to solve the family's needs. Later, when I begged him to help some of my cousins arrange errands in the court, he refused at first, saying that I was insatiable. I could only try to please him in the matter of the bed, and I saw that he was sincere to me, and then I complained of my suffering, and forced him to die, and he arranged some good errands for my brothers. It is precisely because of this that my father's aunts have been much more respectful to me and my mother, and those concubines have earned money to ease the needs of the family, and my father is also very happy, knowing that this is all my credit, so he looks down on me and is no longer as indifferent as usual. My mother's life and I are much better. ”
Su Jinchun sighed, took over and said: "It turns out that you have so many hardships, but there is really something in this way, and the next thing, if I guess correctly, should be that there is a war at the border pass, and the emperor sent Le Kang to pacify the war." At this time, the things you think you should ask Lekang for help have already been asked, so you can cut it in two. Then Lekang went to the border, you pretended to appease you, thinking that Lekang would take at least a few years to come back on this trip, maybe he would die on the battlefield, even if he came back, I was afraid that after such a long time, he would no longer be interested in you. Therefore, as soon as Lekang leaves, you can't wait to be with Gu Yunheng every day, maybe you see that he is a prince and profitable, so you like him. ”
Shen Lanze looked at Su Jinchun in surprise, his eyes were full of disbelief, and he defended: "No, I like Gu Yunheng, just pure like, not for greedy interests, don't think so badly about my feelings for Gu Yunheng." ”
Su Jinchun sneered: "Dirty, you have done so many dirty things, are you still afraid of what people will say?" If Gu Yunheng likes you, it is also because he thinks that you are a pure person, the one who is dressed in a blue shirt, handsome, with clear eyebrows, caring about him, and personally feeding him medicine, with a sad look between his eyebrows, not a scheming little man who calculates everywhere and sells himself for profit. ”
When Shen Lanze heard this, he smiled bitterly and said: "Yes, how can a dirty person like me deserve to like Yun Heng, if Yun Heng knows so many unbearable things about me, I am afraid that he will get sick of me." The border war has been settled, and Le Kang has also returned, he still refuses to let me go, he said that if I dare to entangle with Yun Heng again, he will be unfavorable to Gu Yunheng. I can't hurt Yun Heng, from now on, I won't go to the palace again, if you have the opportunity, you can also gently remind Gu Yunheng to come to me less often, this is the best for him. ”
Su Jinchun frowned and said, "It's hard for you to still have some conscience, knowing that you can't hurt Gu Yunheng, what are your plans next?" ”
Shen Lanze sighed and said softly: "Since I caused all this, I will naturally end it personally." ”