083 Selfishness
Wen Jingxuan was once confused, she didn't know whether she loved Mu Feng in her previous life or Mu Feng now, and she didn't know if she was because of love or gratitude, she tried hard to sort these things out, but she failed, even if she finally came to the conclusion that she didn't love, it was just a subconscious escape. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
But seeing Mu Feng, who had turned into a black panther, Wen Jingxuan only felt a thunderbolt explode in her head, and the chaotic question suddenly became clear. What past and present lives, what love and gratitude, that is insignificant, there is only one word, which gradually becomes clear in her heart, and that is "salvation!" ”
Yes, salvation, Mu Feng in the previous life never gave up on Wen Jingxuan from beginning to end, in Wen Jingxuan's most difficult, helpless, almost everyone's shouting and beating, Mu Feng's unreserved dedication and love became the only salvation in Wen Jingxuan's heart, until death, Wen Jingxuan felt in her heart, it turned out that people like her can also be loved like this.
Wen Jingxuan in this life was reborn with the remorse and thoroughness of Gong Weiting in her previous life, and with the regret and guilt of Mu Feng.
Wen Jingxuan, who was reborn, was the same as when she died in her previous life, her heart was barren and she had nothing, even if her family and friends were still there, but it was better for her to have nothing, so Mu Feng's appearance became her salvation again. She couldn't wait to grasp the only straw and use his presence to feel the breath of her own life.
Love or gratitude, it doesn't matter whether she has a past life or this life, it really doesn't matter, she only knows that no matter what, Mu Feng is her salvation, the most special existence. Even if he left her to live with another woman, even if she hated her, she resented, and she frantically wanted to use the most cruel way to draw an indelible trace in his heart, it couldn't change this fact.
But she never thought that this would be the case when she said goodbye, she was still a human, but he became a beast, Wen Jingxuan trembled her hands, stroked Mu Feng's black and shiny fur, and slowly held her breath, she didn't dare to breathe, because as long as she moved slightly, the pain in her heart would spread to her whole body.
Tears slipped from Wen Jingxuan's eyes and dripped onto Mu Feng's body, and she pulled the corners of her mouth slightly, "What are you thinking in your heart?" "Her voice is soft and gentle, like every time she snuggles up in his arms and is coquettish." You...... Is it painful? ”
The black panther's golden eyes looked at Wen Jingxuan gently, and finally rubbed lightly on the side of her neck. Wen Jingxuan's hand touched Mu Feng's neck, and her tear-filled eyes were full of affection, "It must be painful to see that I am still a human being, but you have become a beast, right?" Wen Jingxuan buried her face in Mu Feng's ear, "I...... Would it be nice to give you a relief? ”
Mu Feng's pride is only understood best by Wen Jingxuan, he must not want to live in such humiliation, even if the two of them are eternally separated from heaven and man, it is better than such a man and a beast. Wen Jingxuan raised his head and looked at Mu Feng, Mu Feng's gentle eyes were full of reluctance and affection, and finally slowly calmed down, Wen Jingxuan knew that his choice was the same as hers, from the moment he turned into a beast and was locked in a cage, he was waiting for Wen Jingxuan, waiting to see her for the last time, waiting to say goodbye to her.
Wen Jingxuan bit her lower lip stubbornly, exerting force on her hands, and the tears in her eyes fell like pearls with broken threads. Mu Feng felt the tighter and tighter hands on his neck, lowered his head and licked Wen Jingxuan's tears, and his gentle golden eyes looked at Wen Jingxuan's face in the slightest.
"Ahh Wen Jingxuan wailed sadly, using all her strength to wave like Mu Feng's cervical vertebrae, and finally collapsed on the ground softly and passed out.
"No!" Quietly yelled, staggered towards Mu Feng, but was preempted by Gong Weiting, he leaned over and pushed Mu Feng away, picked up Wen Jingxuan, looked at Quiet lying on Mu Feng's body and cried bitterly, and kicked Mu Feng's body dissatisfied. "She's wounded, and she doesn't have the strength to kill you." The anger in Gong Weiting's voice was so clear that a moment of awkwardness flashed on his face.
Mu Feng collapsed on the ground, his golden beast eyes were full of disappointment, and finally became firm again, it didn't matter, he could endure it for a few more days until she recovered.
How could Gong Weiting not know what he thought, "I will tell her that you are dead, no matter whether you are dead or alive in the future, you and her will never have any intersection again." "The beastly man Gong Weiting has seen a lot, so from the very beginning, he knew that although Mu Feng's body has become a beast, his inner body has not changed, and it is precisely because of this that he did not kill Mu Feng in the first place.
But Mu Feng's actions made him angry, he couldn't bear that he had become a beast, and since then he had been separated from Wen Jingxuan's orcs forever, and Mu Feng, who had become a beast, had lost the right to have Wen Jingxuan, which he understood too well, but he was unwilling to watch Wen Jingxuan fall into the arms of other men, he was afraid that he would lose his mind and end up with Wen Jingxuan, but even if he died, he would die in the hands of Wen Jingxuan, because only in this way could she always remember him.
Gong Weiting hated this too, no one knew better than him what Mu Feng's status was in Wen Jingxuan's heart, if Mu Feng died in the hands of Wen Jingxuan in the end, then Wen Jingxuan would not be able to get out of Mu Feng's transformation into a beast in his life, how could he be so selfish, how could he bear to be so cruel, didn't he love her? Since love can come up with such a vicious method, shouldn't love her wish her happiness?
Gong Weiting will never understand this, but Wen Jingxuan understands, she and Mu Feng are the same kind of people, just like she forced Mu Feng to leave in such a decisive way, the love between the two of them has always been so selfish, even if you can't stay with you for a long time and hold hands for a lifetime, then you have to do everything you can to dominate that unshakable position in your heart. It's like a thorn growing in your heart, every beat of your heart will drive it to poke in your heart, and you scratch your heart and liver in pain, but you can't pull it out.
Whatever loves you, let you be happy. Don't talk nonsense, even if there is such a fool in this world, it will never be Wen Jingxuan and Mu Feng.
Mu Feng stiffened when he heard Gong Weiting's words, and finally slowly relaxed, it didn't matter, as long as Gong Weiting didn't say that he wasn't killed by her, then his goal would be achieved. Mu Feng jumped up violently and rushed towards the place with the most people, where the people picked up the gun in their hands in a panic and raised their hands to shoot.
"Who dare!" Quiet roared with red eyes, although this roar was not loud, it was enough for those few people to throw a mouse, no way, no one dared to offend a person who could regenerate limbs, they could only helplessly put away the gun and use all their means to catch Mu Feng. This scene has played out countless times in the base.
Mu Feng's hatred, it is difficult to die after becoming a beast, he looked at the quiet viciously, and wanted to tear it to pieces.
"This time, the cage will be welded to death, and the door will not be allowed to be left." Gong Weiting mended the knife, and leaving him alive was to save quiet face, otherwise he would definitely break his head with his own hands.