Chapter 70: Heartbeat
Qingying was stunned for a moment, and instantly understood what Qin Ao was talking about, she thought that he had seen that he liked Huangfu Cen, and he forgot his identity as a woman for a while, and retorted, "Have you ever liked someone?" ”
Qingying looked at Qin Ao, her eyes were very serious. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Qin Ao didn't expect Qingying to suddenly ask back, and pursed the corners of his mouth, "No." He tilted his head and whispered, "**** This thing is too troublesome, and it is not an exaggeration to say that it is a torment." ”
Hearing Qin Ao say this, Qingying didn't understand even more, "You haven't liked anyone, how do you know the pain?" ”
Qin Ao raised the corners of his mouth mockingly, stepped on the raised stone beside the stream, and sat down, "Just look at my mother." ”
Qingying silently climbed up the stone and sat down next to Qin Ao, she crossed her arms and legs, and secretly glanced at Qin Ao.
She had never heard Qin Ao mention the matter of her family, and now that he suddenly said it, it also aroused her curiosity.
"According to my mother, my father has married three wives, and she is the last. To put it nicely, she is called the third lady, but in fact, she is just a concubine. Qin Ao paused, "My father's family is also a famous family in Liuyu, and he is very busy, and he can't go home for a few days a year." He dotes on my mother the most, which is also the bane, once a woman is ruthless, she can do anything. My mother was framed by them, had a misunderstanding with my father, and then he divorced. My mother was disheartened, but she found out that she had me after leaving. ”
Qin Ao said and sighed, "My mother could have left me without me, but she didn't, and she didn't tell that man." Even if she left, she couldn't let him go. My mother said he liked to drink, so she made a jar of his favorite wine every year. Until now, it has been like this. My mother has loved that man all her life, but what about him? I left her because of a misunderstanding, what is this? ”
"Love, love, if it's just wishful thinking, isn't it a kind of torment and torture?" Qin Ao closed his eyes, put his hands behind his head, and lay down on his back, "Even if you know that it is a torment, you are unwilling to let go, this kind of pain is too troublesome...... I wish that my mother had forgotten that person had not given birth to me, and that she would not have lived in the shadow of that man for twenty years. ”
Qingying listened silently and closed her eyes, although her feelings for Huangfu Cen were not as fiery as Qin Ao's mother and his father, but she could experience the pain of wishful thinking, because now she was wishful thinking......
Wishful thinking but unwilling to let go? Actually, it's not that I don't want to, but I can't do it......
Qin Ao's mother must love his father very much! And seeing his mother in such pain, Qin Ao is only afraid that he will be sad, right?
Qingying turned his head to glance at Qin Ao, then silently withdrew his eyes and buried his head in his lap.
"You hate him?" She asked, feeling inexplicably distressed.
"Hate?" Qin Ao opened his eyes and looked at the sky, "I don't hate him." "Because there's no need, he's just a stranger to me." Who hates a stranger? ”
As he spoke, he snorted softly, and a sneer flashed in his eyes.
The indifference in my heart is only afraid that there is a deeper resentment than the hatred on the surface, right?
"I'm sorry ......"
"What?"
"I seem to have asked a question that I shouldn't have asked......"
Qin Ao sat up, "No." As he spoke, he raised his hand and lightly placed it on Qingying's head, then turned his face and smiled lightly, "Don't take it personally. ”
The sunset fell on his side face, exuding a charming halo, and the clear shadow met his eyes, and he was stunned for a moment.
Qin Ao is not as handsome as Huangfu Cen, but he looks very good when he laughs.
He always keeps a straight face, he doesn't talk much unless necessary, and today is the first time I've heard him take the initiative to say so much, he's trying to persuade me, right?
He's just a cold-hearted man...... He is the same as Huang Fucen, and he is not the same.
Huangfu Cen looks very gentle, giving people a feeling of spring breeze, and is very good to everyone.
And Qin Ao gave people a feeling of being difficult to get along with at first glance, but after a long time, he will find the softness in his heart.
They are all warm-hearted people......
Thinking of this, Qingying suddenly came back to his senses, hurriedly withdrew his eyes, lowered his head and dodged Qin Ao's hand.
How did you compare the two of them? Qingying's face turned slightly red, and she buried her head between her arms, and the sound of her heart beating like a drum in her ears made her feel even more nervous.
What's wrong with me...... How can I ......
Seeing Qingying's inexplicable move, Qin Ao was also a little confused, he withdrew his hand, his eyebrows were slightly furrowed, and there was an indissoluble doubt in his eyes.
Did he do something wrong just now? Or is it the wrong thing...... No, right......
Qin Ao didn't understand, so he could only secretly look at Qingying beside him, silent and didn't dare to speak.
"Qin Ao, thank you." After a long time, Qingying whispered.
She slowly raised her head, then looked at Qin Ao, raised the corners of her mouth, nodded at him, and said again, "Thank you." ”
Perhaps, I already think of him as an older brother, right? Qingying thought so, and her heart was not so nervous.
This is the first time Qingying has laughed from the bottom of her heart in the past few days, right? The flashing light in those eyes was as dazzling as a jewel, and Qin Ao met her eyes, only to feel that those eyes shot out a sharp arrow, hitting the bottom of her heart.
His heart throbbed for a moment, but he didn't understand what it was. Qin Ao coughed lightly, withdrew his eyes, stood up, and stretched.
"Oh, you, you've figured it out." In fact, he didn't know if this kid had figured it out, "Anyway, you're still young, and you'll meet better ones in the future!" ”
Qingying also stood up, feeling that what Qin Ao said was actually right, besides, she shouldn't put her mind on love at all now, her dream must be chased!
Kiyokage laughed to herself as she thought about it.
Seeing a moment of ridicule flashing at the corner of Qingying's mouth, Qin Ao thought that this kid still couldn't put it down all at once, so he could only say, "Besides, my mother is a woman, and you are a man, and her situation is not the same." ”
Well? Qingying blinked his eyes and looked at Qin Ao, why did this guy suddenly stop talking? He, what the hell is he trying to say?
Qin Ao's mind was also confused, "It's wise not to hang yourself on a tree. But if you have to hang yourself on this tree, what if it's Huangfu Cen? You don't have a chance! ”
Qin Ao raised the corners of his mouth in embarrassment and patted Qingying's shoulder.
Ha?! Qingying twisted her eyebrows, what the hell was he talking about...... What does it mean to be even Huangfu Cen? She hasn't forgotten that she is a man now!
He wouldn't think I was a broken sleeve...... Or did he find out that I was actually a woman......
Qingying's heart was in a mess, and he saw Qin Ao nodding, "As a man, what's so scary?!" Maybe Miss Shang will be moved and like you?! ”
Qingying's shoulders slid and felt inexplicably funny.
She lowered her head, and her laughter grew...... Qin Ao, this guy actually thinks that I like Sister Ayaluo, so he eats Huangfu Cen's vinegar? Isn't that the exact opposite?
"Hahaha...... "How can he be so wooden!"
"What are you laughing at...... Qin Ao had a calm face, and for a moment he felt like a fool.
What a fool this guy is! Qingying finally stopped laughing, but looking at Qin Ao, she still couldn't help it, and shook her head twice from time to time, and it was really thanks to this guy's stupidity in this regard, my identity would not be revealed. Obviously the closest person to me...... I'm afraid that if I don't say it, he will never guess, right? The fact that I'm a woman......
"Let's go back!" Qingying said this, and turned around and jumped off the stone.
"Hey...... You ......"
"The sun is setting...... It's time to go back! Qingying said with a chuckle, ignoring Qin Ao, and went straight to the way back.
Qin Ao crossed his hands on his hips, staring at Qingying's back, unable to figure out what he was thinking about, so he simply gave up and kept up with her pace.