Chapter 552: How to Stand Up

Lin Xun's death is an insurmountable hurdle for Chunge, and it is a lifetime of catastrophe, Chunge never thought that one day Lin Xun would leave him with the villagers of Qingshan, Ji Qian, Leshan, and Uncle Guan and his parents, the distance between them was far from life and death, so far that they could not see each other again with all their strength.

Death, Chun Ge didn't think about it, he couldn't wait to die with Lin Xun immediately, it was better than the current life as death, but his Sang Qing had not been buried yet, how could he die. Alone in the wilderness, he was reluctant, he had to deal with Lin Xun's aftermath with his own hands, and then he was thinking about life and death.

But why, he tried so hard to stand up, whether it was his legs or his heart, he just couldn't spare the slightest strength. He didn't want to cry anymore, he didn't want to shout anymore, he just buried his head in Lin Xun's arms and pretended that Lin Xun was still by his side.

This kind of Chunge is so pitiful, so helpless, it hurts to see people.

Lin Qiong and Lin Meng stood not far behind Chun Ge, listening to Chun Ge's crying all night, whether it was sobbing softly or howling loudly, it made them feel heartbroken. They and Lin Xun have grown up in love, Lin Xun's death makes them feel the atmosphere, and they want to take revenge more than they are sad, but Chun Ge is different, this person is really sad and sad for Lin Xun's death.

What surprised them the most was Chun Ge's attitude, when the Su family brothers were still here before, Chun Ge was calm except for the tears that fell at the beginning, what remained was calm, it seemed that Lin Xun's death did not cause him any big blow, he could still calmly threaten Su Youjun. He was still able to cope with the current situation with composure.

However, when all the people left, the most real Chunge also followed Chunge, a woman who had collapsed to what time, and the sound of thunder and rain accompanied his grief penetrated into people's hearts in this night. At this moment, whether it is Lin Qiong or Lin Meng, they have no resentment against Chunge.

At dawn, Lin Qiong and Lin Meng thought about Chun Ge who didn't cry and stayed quiet all the time.

"What's going on?" Lin Meng was so surprised that he almost cried out.

It turned out to be Chun Ge in front of them, and it seemed that his appearance had changed, and his hair, which was already a little silver, was more than half white. The whole person is more than ten years old. Chun Ge is just standing this year. At this time, he was like an old man in his forties and fifties.

"I have heard in the north that there are people who are so grieved that they turn white overnight." Lin Qiong's eyes were filled with indescribable emotion: "When I was young, I thought it was just an exaggeration of the world, this indifferent world, where did the true love come from." Today, I know that the love is really deep and there is no complaint. ”

"When did you know. Guan Chunge is a woman. Lin Qiong originally thought that Guan Chunge and Lin Xun were simple friendships. But after last night's play, anyone with a discerning eye can see that Chun Ge is a real woman. is still Lin Xun's wife.

"A few months ago, I was ordered to fight Chun Ge in Hangzhou." Lin Meng now thinks back that it has only been a few months, and it is already like a lifetime away.

"That will be immersed in the arrow, fell down a hillside, Chun Ge didn't want to jump down, after I found them, I found them, only to know that Chun Ge is a woman, as early as the north when she married Lin Xun, not many people know about this." If someone told Lin Meng that Chun Ge would be out of shape like yesterday, he would definitely not believe it, because the Chun Ge in his eyes was not shocked, and he was so calm that he was almost demonic.

"His feelings for immersion are not fake, no wonder his father-in-law is reluctant to kill him." I think that in this world, only Chun Ge is the best with Lin Xun, and even Lin Tuo is not half a point.

"It's not good that he's sitting there all the time." The night is cold and rainy, Chunge is not as strong as them, this is rain again, and it is cold, I am afraid that I will get sick.

"Rather than let him hold back, it's better to let him vent and get seriously ill." Although Lin Qiong had not studied medicine, she had also heard the symptoms of depression.

"He's going to stand up." Lin Meng has been paying attention to Chunge, and at this moment, Chunge wanted to stand up on the ground, but unfortunately he lost his strength, and he didn't even stand up, so he fell and sat down.

Chun Ge wanted to clean up Lin Xun's face, so he wanted to stand up, but Lin Xun left, taking away his last bit of strength, he didn't pay attention, and fell back heavily, the person was crooked, Lin Xun's head rolled to the side, and his body fell to the other side. Chun Ge was like a panicked child, because he couldn't stand up, he could only move to Lin Xun's head, take the head into his arms as fast as he could, wipe the muddy water on Lin Xun's face with wet sleeves like a rare treasure, and then he wanted to go back to Lin Xun's body.

Move, why can't you move, Chun Ge raised his palm, and his palm was already blurred with flesh and blood at some point. Chunge tried to stand up again, walking through it must have been much faster than moving over, he wanted to touch Lin Xun, even if it was a cold corpse. Effort, failure, effort, failure, no matter how hard you try, what is left for Chunge is the water that falls and splashes heavily.

Lin Meng took a few steps to help Chun Ge up, only to hear an unfamiliar voice behind him: "Let him stand up by himself." ”

The Lin brothers turned their heads together, and what they saw was a man dressed in military uniform, who had been in the dust all the way, this man was about thirty-five or sixteen years old, and the tiredness from the corners of his eyes and eyebrows did not detract from his heroism.

"You're Guanle Shui." Although Lin Qiong has never seen Leshui, but now at this juncture, those who dare to come to meet Chunge are afraid that there will be only one Guan Leshui left.

Le Shui didn't answer, just took a few steps forward, and it wasn't until today that he knew that the brother he was most proud of was actually a woman, and this woman lost the most important person in her life yesterday. Originally, Leshui should blame Chunge, a daughter's family should stay dutifully, if Chunge had stayed in the southeast, then all this, including the death of Leshan and the second uncle, would not have happened. But when Chunge's half-white hair came into his eyes, he was still distressed, and God couldn't see this child's happiness after all.

Chunge, who was not far away, stopped trying after falling down several times, as if he was about to give up.

Lin Qiong grabbed the impulsive Lin Meng and comforted, "I can't go." ”

Lin Meng looked at Lin Qiong in confusion, only to hear Lin Qiong reply in a deep voice: "The death of the dip is a blow to Guan Chunge, this time he can only overcome it by himself, if he can't stand up today, he won't want to stand up again in the future." ”

"Will he still be able to stand up on his own?" Lin Meng looked at the embarrassed Chunge, and he always felt that at the moment of Lin Xun's death, he seemed to have taken away Chunge's last trace of strength.

"Yes, surely." Leshui replied very firmly, what kind of life and death Chunge has never seen, the closest people and the most loved people have died in front of his eyes, he has survived, and now that it is Lin Xun's turn, he will definitely be able to survive.

Chunge was trembling again, and his shoulders couldn't help but tremble.

"Guan Chunge, what are you doing?" Leshui shouted, as if there was only this sentence left in the world.

Chun Ge slowly raised his head, his unfocused eyes seemed to have found something, and he called hoarse with a little grievance: "Brother." ”

This vocal music water was sad to hear, Chun Ge had never relied on him so much, he always knew that Chun Ge's heart was very tired, Lin Xun's death was like the last straw that overwhelmed Chun Ge, and Le Shui saw the fragility on Chun Ge's face for the first time.

"Xiaoge, don't fall like this." Le Shui also choked up: "If you hate, then live with hatred." "Don't, there is nothing to love like this, but the last sentence of Leshui is hidden in my heart and never spoken.

"He's dead?" Chunge's hands trembled, holding up Lin Xun's head, his eyes were full of tears, and he said intermittently: "How can he be willing, how can he be willing." ”

"Leave me alone." Chunge looked at Leshui helplessly, but he didn't expect Leshui to answer him: "I know he's tired, he always thought that it wasn't the most important thing in my heart, but he didn't know." ”

"I care about him more than I thought." Chun Ge hugged Lin Xun's body tightly and said as if he remembered: "Once he was sick and coughed up a lot of blood, I guarded him for three days before he woke up. ”

"When he woke up, the first time he saw me, there was satisfaction, and there was worry, and he said to me, Chunge, if you go, my life will be over, and if I go, your life will be very long." Chun Ge wiped away his tears with his hands, and pretended to be relaxed: "At that moment, I knew that he thought that I could live well without him, and I could still live as usual." ”

"That time, I didn't answer him, he really thought I approved of him." Chun Ge cried and laughed and said: "People come and go in this world, without him, there is no one who can accompany me on the way home, I just forgot to tell him, I just forgot." ”

"Now that he has said it, he can't listen to it." Chun Ge seems to be saying it to Leshui, and it seems to be saying it to himself, more precisely, it should be said to Lin Xun: "There is no way for me to go home in this world, what difference does it make if I stand up or I can't stand up." ”

"Madam, you are not as strong as Childe." Lin Mu came from a distance, his eyes were also red, when he arrived, Lin Xun was already dead, even though he had thousands of vicious words to say to Chunge, but he couldn't say it when he looked at such a decadent Chunge.

Lin Mu vaguely remembered that Lin Xun said to him calmly before breaking the city: "My greatest hope in this life is Chunge, if I die in this battle, you will take care of Chunge." ”

Lin Mu walked up to Chunge, knelt on the ground and kowtowed to Lin Xun, and said to Chunge, "Childe, he once loved you silently and hopelessly. He endured both shyness and jealousy. But what he hasn't changed is the heart for you, he has loved you so sincerely and tenderly, and he wants you to be as loyal as he is. (To be continued......)

PS: The last paragraph is from Pushkin's "I Used to Love You", Xiao Chen really thinks this poem is too touching, and tears are running.