Chapter Twenty-Four: A Long Farewell
When I came back, everything was calm for the time being, but I never forgot it......
Even after coming back for a long time, Kawako also does his other things, and my bookstore business, after this trip, is unexpectedly able to generate a little more income than before. Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info I don't know whether it's happy or worried, after I left, in order not to affect the normal business, I called the guy to help me look at the store, who knows that he only cares about his own business, all the books give me a low price, and it is an ultra-low price to sell out.
The current bookstore has already made me bleed once, and if I don't come back, my bookstore will end up in a bad situation. That guy must still be working hard and intoxicated! I looked behind me, and sure enough, I was still looking down in a corner and muttering something to myself.
I didn't pay attention to him, but put on soft music, the only old antique in my bookstore. A gramophone was given to me by a friend who loves to collect, and there are only two records, one is from Jiurang Shi and one is from my brother Leslie Cheung. Both of these are also limited editions, and I found them from a loyal enthusiast who was about to leave the city.
But it was all obtained at a great cost, and this kind of thing can only be obtained by those who know how to appreciate it. Of course, I don't really understand much, but maybe my sincerity moved him, and he did so. This can be regarded as a kind of fate, as the saying goes, there is a fate to meet thousands of miles to meet without a chance to meet each other, I think I can be regarded as a good luck at most!
Usually no one but me touches the old-fashioned gramophone, which is a feeling, and I don't mind anything to appreciate it. It is only when I am helpless or troubled, lost, helpless, and lonely that I will always be alone and quietly immersed in the sea of relaxation.
Presumably the same people who have fallen from the end of the world, that kind of deep love can always touch me. It's like a lonely boat drifting in the depths of the sea, drifting with the current, looking for a harbor of sustenance......
I turned on the old-fashioned gramophone and took out a record from the cabinet, which I hadn't heard in a long time.
After I wiped the record, I was afraid that I would not be disappointed by stroking it, so I gently put everything on it, and began to play a beautiful melody, and I naturally relaxed. All the troubles are left behind, and the rhythm is constantly swirling and wandering, which is my favorite to listen to the "castle in the sky" of Jiurangshi.
Beauty beats like the heartstrings of the city in the sky, fluctuating in the far depths of my heart for the long-awaited antidote. Finally tasting the taste of salvation, lying on the rotating chair, I shook gently, every time it was an indelible love!
For a long, long, really long time I didn't open my eyes, completely sunk in the wonderful beating, everything in the outside world was undeniably forcibly separated. This is the magic of music, and it is also a kind of release of feelings, and the beauty is like a lover, which makes me linger, addicted, and intoxicated.
Of course, this is a relief of thought, and the lover will only appear in my mind from the moment I close my eyes, and appear next to me and stick to me for a long time. It gently caressed my emotions, my thoughts, my face, my hands, my hair, and kept telling me how much it missed me.
How reluctant to give up every separation, as if there is only one relative like me in this world, I feel its caressing, its thoughts, its love, its emotions, and everything I can feel the transmission. At that moment, I understood love, the pain of longing, and the sincerity of loving someone......
Love is an emotion, it will be expressed on the face, love is a longing, it will always remind you in its heart. Love is an obsession, and he can wait for you until you grow old......
I know so much, but I can't do what I want to do, I can't love what I want to love. I was the only one who escaped from reality, hiding from the crying imagination of a child, and it was it that comforted me and embraced me in my arms every time. Tell us about our past, everything, and I know that here I can do whatever I want and love the person I want to love until I wake up......
How many times have I not wanted to wake up, I was running away from the paralysis of my body, and I wanted to continue to be with it. But I know that this will not be as I wish, just like the Cowherd and Weaver Girl, although I can't get the blessings of the gods and Buddhas, I also get the galaxy full of tears......
Love is deep, it is deep, it is your thoughts, your thoughts are you in my eyes, and your smile is enough for me to never forget. I know I'm going to keep going like this, because I have someone to wait for, the one who came with me to listen to everything here.
Repeating this sentence constantly, in the bottom of my heart, farther and farther away, my heart hurt again. It is going to be separated from me again, although it is not permanent, but it is so reluctant and persistent. It shed its last tears and remained in the palm of my hand, and the smile disappeared from my side, from my mind, from my heart......
At that moment, my red eyes slowly opened.
The heart is as calm as water, the ancient well is rippling, there is no trace of sadness, but full of true feelings. That's when I'm alone, and that's always the case, because there's no one to spend it with. Quietly enjoying the happiness of being alone, lonely and happy, before "she" disappeared from my world......
If the heart is clear, the waves are not shocked, this is what she said, of course, the initiator of this sentence is me.
The former alliance of the sea and the mountains has been forever for a long time, what is so barren that it is old and forever, and now it has become an unknown eternity.
Looking forward to it -- finally returning to my hometown is a dream and an ideal, and it is always so far away......
I don't know how to do it today, there is no one in the store, it may be the reason why the weather is too hot, this time happens to be the hottest dog day in Xi'an. If I didn't have air conditioning, I would have been grilled into a barbecued pork bun, but luckily I was well prepared.
I didn't pay attention to how hot it was outside, but I felt that it was relatively quiet outside, and no one was so busy with people. The "leopard" didn't frolic at the door either, oh, and speaking of the leopard was a kitten I rescued on the way back last time,
I gave the leopard the name, not because it was covered with leopard prints, but because it was the name of the first cat I had a special meaning.
The leopard is a black-and-gray kitten with a whole body, and I don't know if that's right, because it's still the time to grow its body. If you want to become an adult, you have to take off several layers of hair, as well as change your teeth.
Two pointed ears like a tailwind ear always waiting for my call, dark blue eyes in the match of the eyes are very charming, a king's style, the leopard is now only the size of a newborn puppy, naïve and cute make me like it very much and will be nasty. As for what breed this kitten is, I don't know yet!
And the leopard is now lying quietly in the corner opposite me, lying quietly and sticking out its tongue from time to time, which is extremely cute. And the little sandman I took away, that little thing loves it very much now, and he is now playfully playing with the leopard. Riding on the neck of a leopard all day long, playing and playing.
And the leopard has no discomfort, and has always played with small things, in fact, I am very envious. After I came back, I gave the little sand man a name, always called a little thing, and now it has a name, it's called "Whirlwind", and the little thing has no concept of the name. Whirlwind is also a name that I think comes up with casually, but I think it fits his morphological consciousness.
Ever since the Whirlwind came here, I've been worried about it a lot, because it's a headache not to be noticed, but luckily this little guy is very adaptable. I can also understand my kindness and meaning, as long as someone comes to it, it will immediately harden into a sand sculpture, thinking that I will dismiss the plan to put it in my house. It's just that as a sand body, the whirlwind is still more afraid of water, we have played a role before, but I don't know if the whirlwind is afraid or not. I think as long as it doesn't soak in water for a long time, it can still recover, this is the actual situation I guessed, I haven't tried it, and I can't do these things cleanly, if it ......, there is nothing wrong with the rest.
I've tried to break up the whirlwind a few times before, but it heals in a moment, and normal attack whirlwinds won't be damaged at all. It's just that I don't know if this whirlwind will continue to grow, or whatever, but I haven't seen it eat anything anyway.
Everything is beautiful, but there is a little fly in the ointment, and there is always something to owe the shortcomings!
The beautiful music was still playing, I got up and took a drink of West Lake Longjing and continued to sit on the chair, enjoying the beautiful day.
The guy was still messing around with his stuff, and sometimes I really couldn't understand them, and they just got to work. Sometimes I admire him, but I'm actually pretty good, and I don't think I have any big ambitions, but I'm doing what I've always wanted to do.
Music with Longjing is indeed a good choice, and you can enjoy it. It's just that I think the day might have passed like this, no one has ever been here, just me and the guy in the store. It's a bit of a mess, but it feels real, and that's how I live my life.
Live hard, live hard, do what you like, and look forward to it.
Looking back, it's really been a long time since I left......
My life was rhythmic and chaotic, completely disordered.
It's even more because I brought back something that we couldn't understand at all, and I fell into it deeply.
I haven't shown anyone the copy of the "Kui Douwen" I'm going to bring back, because I'm afraid of causing unnecessary trouble, and because I'm not sure about something, it's just a guess. I kept my rubbed text in a place I thought was safe until it was unraveled.
At first, I thought about looking for the old professors who were still working on this ancient script, but when I thought about it, it was wrong. I still can't take it out to meet people, because whether it's real or fake, if I take it out, it will definitely cause me unexpected trouble. This kind of writing is only preserved in very few circumstances, so how did we get it, and that's why I can't go.
This thing can't see the light yet, it's no better than other antique Ming utensils, pianos, chess, calligraphy and paintings, and people can see the value and meaning. In today's environment, only a few old professors who are obsessed with Kui Douwen are still studying.
There are only a few people who understand, but the things on it are very important, and there may be clues to "Mu Dingsheng" in it. This is the key, but how can we solve this mystery of words? This made me think about it for a long time, and finally I posted a message online. The original text of the message is,I want to find like-minded friends who have research or hobbies for Kuidouwen to chat with.,By the way, I also left my contact information and address on the Internet.。
In this piece of information released, I didn't say that I had Kui Douwen here, but a tentative release. In fact, I have no choice but to look for a needle in a haystack to see if there are any hobbyists who happen to be studying this.
I've been posting the information for a long time, and there has been no news, so I'm patiently waiting while flipping through the materials.
It's pure luck, Chuanzi hasn't come to my side for a while, and I really miss him a little! It's been that guy with me for so long. In addition to opening the door, eating, closing the door, sleeping, and fortunately, this business is a job that I love, otherwise I think it would be difficult for me to persevere.
I looked at my watch, it was already 5:35 p.m., and I was waiting for a while to get ready to close!
I called out to the guy and was about to call him to dinner, which I don't usually cook but do occasionally. It's just that it's not that delicious, and I always feel that the food I make by myself is not so delicious, and I am very appetizing compared to the food made by others.
"Wood, let's go out to eat later, or you cook," I casually called as I looked at Wood, who was still there. By the way, that guy is wood, and he didn't look for a stable and decent job, but started a part-time job, while working part-time to support the dedication he loved.
And his persistence, perseverance, is to write novels Yes he loves to write, yes.
It can be said that Mu is obsessed with writing novels, but he is always depressed, he has tried many ways to write and themes, but it seems that there is a little bit of something missing.
But there is no doubt that the quixotic innocence of his backbone outside the crowd is a great beauty worthy of respect and admiration beyond victory and defeat.
The wood didn't move, and I didn't look back, it seems that I was already fascinated, so I went out to buy something to eat by myself. Shaking my head and smiling, I walked out, thinking about what I wanted to eat, and walked towards the restaurant in the south gate.
I packed my food and walked back, it was already time to get off work, and when I went back, I was ready to close the door after eating. Think you should give Chuanzi a call and see what he's been up to lately?
When I come back, the wood is still lying there, this guy is like this all day, and he won't even go to the toilet to suffocate. I stopped the wood, and the two of us had a meal together, "Well, Brother Wu, this meal today is so delicious, where did you buy it!" Wood said as if he had eaten honey.
"I think you're overly hungry! Isn't that the kind of food you often go to buy at that house! I gave him a look, but I was speechless to him.
"Hehe, hehe, Brother Wu, when will you take me to go on a tour of the mountains and rivers, you don't take me with you every time. I also want to go out and have a look, I haven't been out of Xi'an City for so long," Mu Tou said with an aggrieved face.
It's also wood or a good seedling.,It's a pity that I write those novels all day long.,A sunny boy.,It's hard to practice to be a deep otaku in addition to part-time jobs!
I would smile and say, "I'm talking, you can eat quickly!" I'm still closing, and you should go back early. "Wood has been coming to me lately to get addicted, and I often stay like this for a day, anyway, I'm the only one in the store, and one more person is more lively. More often than not, I'm entertaining myself, but I'm having fun.
Once Mu gets serious, he basically doesn't communicate with me, so as soon as he gets serious, I have only myself left to relieve my boredom.
I lit a cigarette and leaned back in my seat, not knowing what I was thinking!
Suddenly, there was a "jingle bell" and the computer's prompt sound moved! I was so excited and nervous! Here it comes.
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