Chapter 119

It's a hot day without a little wind, and there are scary-looking big trees near the cemetery, such a quiet place, no one knows what he's thinking, just like what Qing Ning thinks about and doesn't know if he understands it in his heart. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Qingning still went to the kitchen to boil white fungus soup, thanks to her practice in the palace, so that she would not have a miserable life, and when it was ready, she took it to see the imperial concubine.

Since losing power, she has become a lot haggard, and they all regard each other as sinners, and do not give themselves the slightest possibility of salvation. Chen Ran wouldn't understand that her mother felt that she was in too much of a hurry to become like this, and if she could be a little more stable and not give Gongziying a chance to breathe, maybe it wouldn't have become like this.

"Mother, I got something good, I'll boil it for you to make up for your body."

The imperial concubine didn't have much appetite, shook her head and said, "Qingning, you are the most tired, so you should eat by yourself." What's the use of me, an old woman who is about to enter the earth, don't waste these. Sorry to let you live this kind of life with us. ”

Qing Ning shook his head: "What are you all talking about?" You have been very good to me, especially you have always been good to me, I am not the kind of person who has no conscience, you deserve my care. In the royal family, the struggle for imperial power is a common thing, and if it weren't for that complicated place, I know that the mother concubine is also a good mother-in-law. I grew up in the palm of my father's hand, so I can feel who is good and bad for me, where people's hearts are too complicated, my father doesn't have much time to spend with me, you are the first person to be good to me. Don't take such a thing to heart, the mother concubine has become settled, and we should be kinder to ourselves. All right? ”

The imperial concubine sighed, thought of her son, and said with concern: "Is Chen Ran okay?" He definitely didn't want to see me, so he didn't come for so long. ”

Qing Ning hurriedly replied: "No, he's chopping wood, I'll call him after a while." ”

The imperial concubine suddenly cried: "I know that he hates me, and resents me for forcing him too much." I didn't want to, but I didn't expect that in the end we would end up in such a situation. Why am I like this, I used to think that the emperor really wanted to make my son the crown prince, but I waited so long, and I still didn't wait. He's a liar, and he's made me wait so many years to become a joke. I really hate, he is so unkind, I have served him seriously for so many years, what did I get in the end? My son is not even a king. ”

Qingning has understood the many pains in the harem since she was a child, her mother is also a concubine in the harem, she originally enjoyed pampering, she should also be promoted, but in the end? She was killed, but she couldn't take revenge, just because that person was the queen. So their pain, those who have the upper hand will not understand.

"Mother, don't be too angry, what should I do if I hurt my body? Too much to lose. It's good for us to be alive, so we can live with peace of mind. ”

"Don't think about those things that are too sad, those things have gone far, and for us, we should see that it is still the way forward."

The imperial concubine rarely showed a smile, took her hand and asked, "Do you think I'm getting a lot older these days?" I didn't dare to look in the mirror, I was afraid that I would change. Recently, I haven't eaten well, I haven't slept well, and the guilt I feel for my son makes me want to die. Thank you for guarding our mother and son so unabsolutely. In fact, you should go back to be your princess, it is far better than here, you can marry a well-connected Langjun and live a good life. It suddenly dawned on me that I had already harmed my son, and I couldn't hurt you. What's more, you're so good again. ”

Qing Ning remembered and shook his head: "How can you do this to me?" I've never been afraid of hardship, we're living so well, why would you give up on me? I can't bear it, if I dislike it, I will never come here. Mother, do you know? I treat you and Chen Ran as heaven and earth, all I want is peace and happiness, glory and wealth, it's really nothing. I never put it in my eyes, I have it, I don't have it and I don't miss it. Wealth is a poison that pierces the intestines, making people die in it unconsciously. I want to live, to live with you. ”

"Good boy, thank you for your hard work."

She picked up the spoon and was just about to scoop a spoonful of soup when she heard her son's voice outside: "Mother, can I come in!" ”

She was incoherent with joy, and pushed Qing Ning to bring people in: "Come in, come in." ”

Qing Ning pulled the person in and chuckled: "What else do you look like, the mother concubine will tell you to get out, right?" Don't be awkward, who are you doing it for? ”

The mother and son hadn't seen each other for almost half a month, and they couldn't help but reddened each other's eyes.

"Son, it's because my mother can't stand you, if I hadn't forced you, we wouldn't be like this. I know that you have no intention of persecuting you like this, it's my fault, can you forgive me? I was really wrong, I hurt you. ”

Chen Ran knelt in front of her and shook his head: "It's my son's nest, I can't fight for you, I don't have to burden you like this if I have half a point of Qiran." will definitely make you attract the attention of thousands of people, and let others call you the queen mother, I really feel sorry for you. ”

The mother and son were so polite that Qing Ning couldn't stand it, she pulled the third prince up and said with a smile: "You still don't let the mother concubine eat?" Look at what makes her cry, it's so annoying. ”

The imperial concubine held back her tears and smiled: "I know it's wrong, don't cry, eat the porridge made by my daughter-in-law." ”

What's the use of coveting those things? She suddenly felt that their mother and son had never been so close to each other even if they didn't say anything like they were today. In the past, it was more because she disliked her son's lack of anger, except for the number of words, she was really blinded by power, so she would do such a foolish thing.

The third prince also laughed because his mother was willing to eat: "Our family of three will be good, and those bad things in the capital have nothing to do with us." We are just ordinary mortals, live our lives well, and be content when we are happy every day. ”

Qing Ning smiled and said, "yes, isn't everything okay now?" What's there to worry about, our days will definitely get better and better. ”

The imperial concubine smiled: "But isn't it?" I can also be regarded as a blessing in disguise, and this day can be regarded as peaceful, and I am too tired to cheat. I think when I first entered the palace, I didn't understand anything, ******** I just wanted to serve my master well. But people are like this, you ignore her, she wants to come to you for trouble, how much have I endured all the way to now? (To be continued.) )