Chapter 9: Struggle
Everyone has had their own obsessions, and the unwavering thoughts are like a disk, sucked on your heart board, and you can't shake it off!
Jiang Yixuan stood leisurely and poured up! has been dating Chen Ke for many years, so he has few desires, just for everything to stay perfectly on the wedding night. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info but failed himself, just the lips of the engagement touched, but there was never such a kiss. I think she was wrong, her life was wrong, she used to think she was in love, but she didn't even have a little bit of love.
Jiang Yixuan took the wine bottle on the table that Yan Bingchen had just drunk, and then poured himself a glass as well.
Yan Bingchen was trembling, he was afraid that he would hurt Jiang Yixuan. He was no longer bold, but watched cautiously and stopped moving!
After drinking it all, Jiang Yixuan burst out of tears, as if she was going to pour out all her grievances and the road she had bent.
Jiang Yixuan poured another cup for herself, and Yan Bingchen stepped forward to stop her.
Jiang Yixuan watched his wrist being held by him, looked at Yan Bingchen's worried look, frowned, and shed tears.
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." Yan Bingchen stared at Jiang Yixuan, he didn't expect that one of his actions would cause Jiang Yixuan to explode so much. "It's me who is impulsive, blame me, I beg you, don't look like this."
Jiang Yixuan smiled wryly while crying...... She bit her lip and sobbed, "Do you know who I am?" Do you know why I'm here? She bowed her head, then summoned up the courage to raise her head and say, "Because I have been abandoned, all, all have abandoned me!" ”
Yan Bingchen held Jiang Yixuan's shoulders and looked at it distressedly, but he wanted to continue listening.
Jiang Yixuan sat down and drank it all again.
"I got engaged to him when I was 18, it was the day of my coming-of-age ceremony, and I got engaged at 18! Until not long ago, just as we were getting married, he brought a girl to me and said to me...... Say to me...... Out of politeness and respect, let me meet her! Jiang Yixuan's complaining eyes looked at Yan Bingchen, she stared at him, her aggrieved jaw trembled...... "Do you know? All the while, he was a relief in my life, and I wanted to get away from my family. I snuggle up to him spiritually, I guard everything for him, I want to give him my most complete self...... The most complete version of yourself. Jiang Yixuan poured another cup for herself and drank it all. Wife...... Mother...... I have accumulated all the love I can express, I have stored it, I keep it, just for him alone...... "......" but ......" Jiang Yixuan pursed her lips, looking at Yan Bingchen who had just kissed her mouth, she looked at it incredulously...... She wanted to say, but your kiss made me understand that it was wrong, it was all wrong!
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I have read such a passage: do not build dependence on others, the needs between people are mutual and changeable, when the needs change or the basis of mutual benefit changes, dependence no longer exists. If one seeks the ever-changing dependence of alms, one will be bitter and tired, and in the end, the dependence that one thought will become a burden.
A house of more than 200 square meters in the capital, white custom Euclidean furniture, and a variety of expensive hardware matching. This must not be affordable for a university teacher who has only been working for a few years.
But all this belongs to Qin Lili.
Qin Lili likes Victoria's Secret nei clothes, although her sensitive skin often complains about the discomfort of this underwear, but for her, the gorgeous nei clothes are her weapons to snatch!
In the golden-toned bathroom, Qin Lili split her legs and sat on the marble countertop, looking at Chen Ke seductively.
Chen Ke has been dating her for three years, and the two of them have been dating since Qin Lili was a Beijing normal student! Qin Lili is from a third-tier city, she doesn't want to be a Beipiao family, and as soon as she arrived in this city, she secretly vowed to gain a foothold in this city. Maybe others will still want to rely on their own hard work, but Qin Lili wants a faster shortcut. In order to get close to Chen Ke, Qin Lili, who is still a student, also made another boyfriend with a privileged family but not enough for her to feel materially secure, in order to share her investment in him.
Cosmetics, perfumes, yoga classes, extra clothes and a golf membership......
Seeing that Chen Ke, who was only wearing boxers, finished washing, Qin Lili hooked the edge of Chen Ke's nei pants and hinted in a hurry.
Seeing that Chen Ke was not very positive, she hooked Chen Ke's waist with her dexterous legs. Chen Ke stood opposite Qin Lili, and the fire of desire was aroused! He quickly lifted the lace skirt that Qin Lili was holding at the base of her thighs, and then moved Qin Lili's body forward with a little force. Qin Lili cooperated and took off his boxers, caressing his back wantonly, and kissing his chest hungrily.
Suddenly, Chen Ke quickly inserted, and Qin Lili tried hard to stick her feet to the cabinet door under the countertop, so as to support herself......
"You should have had your birth control pills on time, right?"
Qin Lili's heart seemed to have fallen into a deep valley, and she instantly looked at Chen Ke with a pale face, looking at the man she had just done with herself.
"Don't be boring, the trick you know won't work for my family." After speaking, Chen Ke went directly to the rain.
It's useless, Qin Lili knows no, and she never dares to try. She knows what kind of woman Chen Ke's fiancée is, except for having no emotion, she can't compare to anything. But she wasn't willing to let it just ......
Qin Lili followed in, and the water from the sprinkler head penetrated her nei clothes.
She reached out to turn off the sprinkler, then stared at Chen Ke...... "Ke, I love you!" I wish you had nothing, no money, no family background, no status, even if you were just a community security guard. Because only in this way will I be able to let you clear all your doubts about me. Qin Lili frowned, confessed soaking wet, and once again wanted to hold on to Chen Ke's original bleak and scarce sincerity.
Every time Chen Ke comes here, in addition to being offered herself, she will also prepare a very delicious supper.
"Fish ball risotto." Qin Lili, who changed her body, brought a plate of fish ball risotto to Chen Ke, who was watching TV.
"Did you make it yourself?" As he spoke, Chen Ke put a spoonful of fish ball risotto into his mouth.
Qin Lili snuggled up to Chen Ke and said coquettishly: "I swear, I really want to learn, but I'm really stupid." ”
Most men seem to like men who show weakness, and Qin Lili is very good at this.
Chen Ke, who was watching TV, suddenly saw the news that Jiang's Holdings was going to buy France's second largest telecommunications company. Chen Ke is an ambitious workaholic in the shopping mall, but seeing such news makes him think of his fiancée, Jiang Yixuan!
Qin Lili immediately realized the change in Chen Ke, and she quickly changed the TV.
Chen Ke ate a few more bites of the fish ball risotto on the plate, and then wiped his mouth with a paper towel.
"It's not early, I have a meeting tomorrow morning, I'll go first." Saying that, Chen Ke picked up his watch and got up to leave.
Qin Lili anxiously followed the side and said, "Didn't you say that you would stay here for the night, how can you say that you can leave?"
"Didn't you say there, there's a meeting tomorrow morning. Well, don't make a fuss, it's not that you won't come! Chen Ke coaxed.
"You don't want to leave because you suddenly remembered her, do you?" Qin Lili finally expressed her most instinctive and lowly feeling, which was jealousy.
Chen Ke didn't say anything, he didn't want to quarrel, and seeing Qin Lili like this was what he didn't like the most.
Chen Ke left Qin Lili, who was bitter in her heart, to stand at the door and broke out by herself.
He did not go home or go back to the company, but returned to the new house prepared by himself and Jiang Yixuan......
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The sunshine in the early morning can always wake up the body's dusty cells last night.
Jiang Yixuan, who opened her eyes, her brain and thinking stagnated for a moment...... Suddenly, she sat up and stared at Bingchen, who was sitting on the couch and wearing a white T-shirt.
At this time, Yan Bingchen was like an angel in the early morning, looking at Jiang Yixuan and smiling.
Jiang Yixuan subconsciously looked at what she was wearing at this time......
Oh my God, there were only nei clothes and pants left, Jiang Yixuan lowered her head shamefully and wrapped her body tightly with the quilt.
"There's a problem." Suddenly, Yan Bingchen got up and stood up, seriously wanting to explain the problem.
Jiang Yixuan blushed and looked at him suspiciously.
"Why do NEI clothes and pants be placed in the sterilization cabinet, and this disinfection cabinet should not be the standard configuration of the hotel double bed room, so why do you do it?"
Jiang Yixuan swallowed, then blinked her eyes and whispered, "Because I can't wash." ”
"What?" Unable to hear Jiang Yixuan's whispering, Yan Bingchen sat down beside Jiang Yixuan.
Jiang Yixuan shrank for a moment, and her heart seemed to be about to jump to her throat.
"Last night...... About last night, we have...... There was ......"
"Did you have sex?" ……“no! I don't do it with delirious people! ”
Jiang Yixuan's face turned even redder, her breathing was a little short, her head was a little chaotic, and her originally painful head was also covered by these reactions.
Yan Bingchen got closer, and the tip of his nose could almost touch the tip of Jiang Yixuan's nose...... "Now please repeat the answer you just had." ”
Jiang Yixuan looked at Yan Bingchen's misty eyes, felt the sexy breath he exhaled, and replied, "Because I can't wash it." ”
"I knew it!" Yan Bingchen got closer...... "So I washed it for you, and I also used the dryer in my room to dry it." ”
Yan Bingchen's extremely low voice, Jiang Yixuan may have heard it by bone conduction.
After immersing herself for a while, Jiang Yixuan's rationality gradually recovered. She suddenly avoided Yan Bingchen's approach, still wrapped herself tightly in the quilt, and she asked calmly, "Did you take off my clothes?" ”
"It's almost not, that friend of yours, Huang Xiaowei, she is really afraid of what I will do to you, and insists on taking care of you by herself."
"What about her?"
Yan Bingchen smiled narrowly...... "My friends seem to have tripled, so I was despicable and let people take her out!" ”
Jiang Yixuan's face was almost always calm and calm, and a dark cloud rose.
"I'm going to change my clothes, please get out."
Yan Bingchen, who heard the eviction order, looked at Jiang Yixuan pitifully like a rejected child.
"I can go out, but I want to make sure of one thing before I go out."
Jiang Yixuan looked at him indifferently with a quick expression.
Yan Bingchen knew that he didn't have a big show!
"What is our relationship now?"
"It's okay!"
Yan Bingchen looked at Jiang Yixuan with an expression as if he had been cut by a thousand knives.
"Okay, but I think it's inaccurate to say it without thinking, you answered too quickly!" ...... "Also, remember to drink the juice from the bedside table." ”
As soon as he went out, Yan Bingchen saw Huang Xiaowei sitting by the door.
"Ahh Yes! Huang Xiaowei, who was awakened by the sound of the door opening, exclaimed! She seemed to be dreaming about something in her dreams.
(End of chapter)