Chapter 303: Kill the Inner Demon
When I returned home from Wangyuan Mountain, it was already the afternoon of the next day. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
After two consecutive days of carriage bumping, Ye Jinyun and Tang Guxi were tired, and this tiredness was not physically tired, but mentally tired...... Otherwise, for Tang Guxi, who is pregnant with martial arts, how could these two days make her tired?
Even if it has only been a day, it seems like a world away to her.
On the mountainside of Wangyuan Mountain, under the sunset and gusts of breeze, the words that Shi Niang said to her lingered in her ears, and the scene of that day was vivid, lingering and unforgettable.
Even though she was prepared in her heart, when she faced the naked truth, her heart still ached. South Creek ...... It was the place where her father was hanged, and when she looked at the depressed stream in the distance across the thousands of mountains and rivers, her heart was full of mixed feelings and uncomfortable.
She had never seen her father, nor had she ever seen her mother, she didn't know anything about the southern kingdom, but it didn't matter, on the carriage back, Ye Jinyun had already told her everything she knew.
As a result, the shape of the southern kingdom shrouded in fog gradually became clear and concrete in front of her eyes. It is like an old man, an old man who has been waiting for a long time, showing its original form, showing its outline, and showing its solid form in its own mind. It is no longer a fictional idea in the mind, it is no longer a few words from the mouths of others, it has become real, visible and touchable.
That's her home country, she understands.
However, what Shi Niang said to her at the end was even more terrifying......
It wasn't what she expected, and it wasn't something she could accept, and when she got into the carriage, she didn't know how to answer, so she had to divert from the subject and get confused. However, the master must answer this matter, and one day she will ask her, maybe it is today, maybe it is tomorrow, she can't hide again and again.
At night, Tang Guxi soaked himself in the bathtub, the door was locked, only one lamp was lit in the room, and the embroidery room was dim and quiet, with only the shallow sound of water and slight breathing.
She closed her eyes, held her breath, and her body slipped, sinking her whole head into the water. After a moment of silence, she surfaced in the steaming white air, and under the shaking of the water, her skin was beautiful and fair, as if she had been covered with a layer of light pearl, and her black hair was wet and sticking to her shoulders, like a fairy.
She needs to think about it and put everything in order.
No matter who she is, her parents are still parents, and she is still a parent who raised herself and loved her like a treasure. Within a year, she will definitely take her parents out of Sheng Ge.
Second, the last thing that Shi Niang said, she will not do and will never do.
Nowadays, Xizhou is peaceful and peaceful, and the people live and work in peace and contentment, which is unprecedentedly prosperous, which is not only the grand scene in the history of Xizhou, but also the most vast and prosperous country in the five countries. No matter how gloomy and dirty the past of the previous dynasty was, it had passed away like flowing water, and she would not do anything deviant and hurt the people's hearts as the "princess of the southern country".
Or as she thought before, she was just an ordinary woman, her heart was too small to tolerate such a big thing.
If it is just for revenge, for the restoration of the country, then it will be ruined, and she herself will be deeply trapped in fire and water, and there will be no peace. She admits that she is selfish, and she also admits that the hatred in her heart is not as strong as Shi Niang, but looking back, is Shi Niang's heart really for the people of the country, or for that obsession...... Or is it selfishness?
Selfish desires, it is precisely because of selfish desires that the king of a country has created so many wars with his neighbors and other countries, which has made the people miserable. And Shi Niang's obsession seems to be for righteousness, but in fact she is taking the same path as the king of Xizhou back then, and she is only for her own selfish desires, regardless of the safety of the children of the world.
"Father, mother...... Rest in peace, it's Xi'er who is not filial...... Lovesickness is not filial. ”
She closed her eyes, tears mixed with water, and her cheeks flowed.
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The next morning, the dawn broke through the window, and the pale cyan light shone brightly, shining on the floor of the house. The candle flame had not been extinguished all night, and at this moment there was only less than an inch of the candle left, and the candle tears had filled the candlestick. In the contrast of the bright morning light, the candle flame that had not slept all night seemed so insignificant at this moment.
"Bang bang." There was a knock at the door.
Tang Guxi was lying on the bed, and when he heard this sound, he thought he was in a dream in a trance. This night, she slept all over her body, as if she had practiced martial arts for several days, and she didn't want to move her hands and feet. It wasn't until the knock on the door sounded again that she muttered, opened her eyes, slowly got up from the couch, and walked to the door in her middle coat.
When I opened the door, it was Feng Yun.
She had a plate of breakfast in her hand, and was standing in front of the door looking at her, smiling.
"Senior Sister Yun." Tang Guxi came to his senses and shouted softly.
"Awake? I'm tired along the way, so eat some breakfast and recover my strength. Feng Yun said very briskly and naturally, walked in and put the refreshments on the table.
At this moment, Tang Guxi was already changing clothes, and Feng Yun sat on the chair next to him, waiting quietly, with no intention of leaving.
"Senior sister...... Don't you want to take care of Jing'er? ”
"Jing'er is by the teacher's side, the girl can rest assured."
Tang Guxi bowed slightly, and after changing clothes and washing, Fang walked to the table and sat down.
After taking a few sips of hot porridge, Tang Guxi put down the spoon and looked up at Feng Yun. I saw that she was looking into the courtyard, I didn't know what she was looking at, and after noticing that she was looking at her, Feng Yun turned her head.
"Senior Sister Yun."
"Huh?"
"The matter...... You know that, don't you? ”
Feng Yun looked at her with a smile, his expression unmoved, "What did my sister say?" ”
Tang Guxi lowered his eyes, and his voice was extremely soft: "You know. ”
"You mean, Shi Niang and you went to Wangyuan Mountain, what did you talk about?"
Tang Guxi nodded, raising his eyes to look at her again.
Feng Yun sighed lightly, turned his head, and a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "Senior sister knows what you are worried about, don't worry, in this courtyard, except for me and my sister...... There is also Zhou Bowai, no one knows. ”
"Uncle Zhou?" Tang Guxi had long felt that Uncle Zhou was not ordinary, and he was even more puzzled at the moment.
Feng Yun nodded, but did not answer. Instead, he continued: "Gu Xi, Senior Sister knows that she knows, but nothing can help you, what decision to make, that's your business, no one can influence it, no one can stop it." Shi Niang has an obsession in her heart, and this obsession is a demon, either you go and help her complete this obsession, or...... You will kill this demon. ”
She turned her head, her eyes light and calm, "In this way, you can both be freed." ”
After that, he smiled slightly, and returned to his usual calm and softness.
Tang Guxi's eyes trembled, his heart fluttered, and he was a little dazed for a while.
"Okay, you can eat quickly, senior sister go and see Jing'er."
The figure in front of him got up from his seat and walked lightly to the door, without a sound. (To be continued.) )