Chapter 444: Memories
Maybe...... Maybe one day, she will be worthy of him, right? In the depths of Xie Yinan's heart, there has always been such a reason that she herself can't believe.
When did this terrible thought come to her?
Xie Yinan thought that maybe she was completely exposed to the air when she gritted her teeth and tightened every penny of hard-earned money saved in her pocket for Xie Yinan after graduating from college, when she held a few hundred-yuan bills in her hand and quietly sold a ticket to Zhang Tianyang.
However, there is not so much pleasure in the world. Xie Yinan should have thought of it a long time ago, this is what God has arranged for her in this life, no matter how hard she tries, she is a salted fish, a salted fish that can never turn over!
Although Xie Yinan had tried her best to push herself in a glamorous direction, the stall goods and black pull-back shoes she wore did not add much color to her. She had done her best to clean her shoes, but there was still a mess of dust on the upper of her left foot. The gray Xie Yinan remembers that when she wore these shoes to the construction site to pick up waste paper and nails, a group of construction workers deliberately hit her with cement.
As for why the construction workers hit her with cement, the burden of life has weighed down Xie Yinan's shoulders, and she has no time to take care of it, let alone take care of it.
Perhaps, this is just the only pleasure that people below the poverty line can find for themselves in the long hopeless days.
changed to usual, Xie Yinan's neat and clean body stood out, and the people in the entire urban village would look up to her. Because even if she can't hold more than a dozen yuan in her pocket, her beautiful posture and fair face are still dǐngdǐng attractive, this diǎn, Xie Yinan is very confident.
However, when she put on her best clothes and came to Zhang Tianyang's side thousands of miles away, she was turned away without even being able to enter the door.
Xie Yinan looked at the other party's contemptuous and disdainful gaze, blushed and whispered: When I was his classmate. The sarcasm and ridicule made her panic and flee before she could hear the next sentence.
There was no way, she couldn't help but run. Her best clothes can't even compare to the place where Zhang Tianyang works, a cleaning aunt who sweeps the building. In this way, what kind of face does she have to see Zhang Tianyang.
...『dǐng...『diǎn...『小...『語,.∷.◇os_(); No, she couldn't, so she ran away.
But. The woman is not until the last moment. After all, there will still be delusions. She thought that Zhang Tianyang might be willing to see her, and she might be able to wait at the door, waiting for him to come out. I stepped forward inadvertently and bumped into him? Or is it something that falls in front of him? Or go up directly and say: Hey, Zhang Tianyang, I'm Xie Yinan, do you remember me?
No, it's not good, it's too deliberate. Xie Yinan thought, it's better to pretend to drop something in front of him, so that his footsteps can be stopped, but it won't be too noticeable. Of course, the most important thing is that it doesn't seem too deliberate, and it seems, like an accident.
Yes, unexpectedly!
The accident is good, and the accident seems that there is still a diǎn fate between them. Xie Yinan changed his embarrassment just now and became happy. She began to rummage all over her body, trying to find a prop that could be used for her to meet Zhang Tianyang, preferably this prop could have a diǎn relationship with Zhang Tianyang, so that she could remind him on the side, I still remember you, I always remember you.
Xie Yinan thought about it, and the corners of his mouth couldn't stop pulling up. That's great, isn't it?
Xie Yinan seriously rummaged through her bag, but ...... But she was disappointed. In a small cloth bag, there is nothing that can be said to have any connection with Zhang Tianyang. These things don't even have anything to do with Xie Yinan himself.
Look at what she has in her stuff, a pack of inferior tissues, a worn-out key, a two-thirds advertisement on a long-distance bus, a one-third free magazine like Yilin and Reader's Digest, a bottle of leftover mineral water, and ...... A handful of loose change.
Xie Yinan looked at these things with some dejection, and even resented Zhang Tianyang in his heart, how could he only know how to invite himself to eat popsicles back then, and he didn't know what gadgets to give himself.
It's hard to let yourself keep the leftover popsicle sticks, but ...... But in that case, who knew that this stick was the same popsicle you invited me to eat back then.
Xie Yinan thought about it again and again, and finally held the free magazine in his hand, and deliberately made great efforts to fold the advertising page inside, so that it did not look like an advertisement, but a magazine or a book.
You must know that Xie Yinan's biggest advantage in front of Zhang Tianyang is that she can read and she has good grades. This book, I hope to allow Zhang Tianyang to get back the memories of when he used to study.
Xie Yinan hugged the book to his chest and thought expectantly.
She sat in front of Zhang Tianyang's office building, next to a fountain, looking at the high-rise buildings that reached into the sky, imagining Zhang Tianyang standing on it and pointing to the rivers and mountains, and her heart smiled again.
Zhang Tianyang is really good, isn't he?
Xie Yinan waited for a long time, as if it was finally time for them to get off work. She saw people coming out of the building from time to time, and occasionally a lone person passing by. Xie Yinan's heart was pounding, and her big black and white eyes were brighter, staring at everyone who walked out of the gate.
She hasn't seen Zhang Tianyang for a long time, I don't know if Zhang Tianyang has changed much now, is it higher? Is the skin darker? Or is it whiter? Or is it neither black nor white, the same as before?
At the same time, she was thinking that it would be good if Zhang Tianyang could come out alone. It would be better if he could be a little late, and wait for everyone to walk out when they were almost gone. That way, she'll avoid a lot of embarrassment.
Xie Yinan waited nervously, but she was thinking about it in a mess, and before she could think of a more perfect plan, Zhang Tianyang came out.
Yes, it's Zhang Tianyang. He's the same as ever, and he's still so good-looking. No, he's not the same as before, he's taller, he's stronger. It looks like a mature and capable man.
Xie Yinan looked at it stupidly, and even forgot to step forward to carry out the plan he had thought of in advance. Zhang Tianyang had already walked out of the gate a hundred meters away. There was no one around him...... No one...... Xie Yinan looked at it, her spirits lifted, she rubbed her feet and stood up, raised her feet and was about to walk towards Zhang Tianyang, with a bright smile on her face, Xie Yinan thought at the time, she must be smiling beautifully now
However, Xie Yinan couldn't walk to Zhang Tianyang's side, because she couldn't go any further.
Zhang Tianyang is good, Xie Yinan has always known it, the one in front of him can be known at a glance, and you can know that it is a fitting suit of very expensive fabric without even touching it, and the shoes on the feet are new and black and shiny, and the person is so bright that the face can be clearly illuminated on it. (To be continued.) )