Meng Renchuan's eyes were moist, and a tear appeared in his eyes. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info How many years have passed, and the thought of the shadow I saw when I approached the front of the tent at that time makes my heart feel like I have been pulled into a ball.

"It's not that I have to mention this Helian Junya, it's just that he shouldn't have been in that tent at the time. If he hadn't appeared, maybe ...... Maybe your mother won't ......."

"You ......" Helian County tried to cover his mouth and tell him to stop talking. The truth was so unbearable that he felt like he was going crazy just thinking about it. But the truth about his mother's death is what he wants to know. At this moment, he was extremely conflicted and excited. He held his head in his hands, leaned against the door, felt that something was wrong, and walked into the study again, closed the door, and then motioned for Meng Renchuan to continue.

Meng Renchuan was no more relaxed than he was at the moment, he lowered his head, closed his eyes, and waved the shadow in his mind, "Your mother is in the tent." Unclothed, covered in scars, with a horsewhip thrown on the ground, she lay there motionless when he rushed over, knowing that it was him, she regained her senses, curled herself tightly into a ball, and cried and begged: "Go out, brother, look at the old brother and sister relationship, save me some face......"

He had been so shocked and angry that he drew his sword and ran out, he was going to kill that damn Helian Junya!

When he went out, he was alone outside the tent.

Helenqi and Helian Chun have long since fled without a trace.

He roamed through the steppe like a mad beast, and the Helian clan had been prepared for it, and there was no trace left.

When he returned to the dilapidated tent, Meng Hanyan had already lost his breath. She took her own life with the horsewhip on the ground.

If it was her destined fate to be taken captive by Helian Yong and forcibly married to her, after having Helian County, she slowly accepted such a reality. She only hoped that Helian County would grow up quickly, leave the grassland, and return to the most beautiful land in her heart, and enjoy the happiness she had only enjoyed for a short time for sixteen years. She had also expected Helian Yong, and neither drunken beatings nor merciless humiliation had ever dampened her will to live, he was the father of her child after all. But Helian Yong obviously didn't appreciate it, he punched and kicked her, she had been pregnant many times in the past ten years, but only Helian County survived safely, and after she sent Helian County out of the grassland, he became even more serious to her......

No one knew about these things, only herself, who endured all the pain in silence. The family didn't understand her stubbornness, Helian Yong laughed at her for pretending, but she was still the woman who insisted on washing her face and feet every day to tidy herself up, dressed neatly and eating in small bites, even in the face of the most difficult environment, the most rude husband and his people, she never let herself lose the demeanor of a family woman for a day.

This insistence seems ridiculous to others, but for her, it is the last connection between her and her homeland in Beijing.

She also hopes to show her children what civilization is and what etiquette is.

She also knew that she would irritate Helian Yong by doing this, and whenever her behavior was ridiculed by those rough women, Helian Yong would be very angry, thinking that she was embarrassed, and when she returned to the tent, she would inevitably beat her up to vent her anger.

He also indulged her, although he never said it himself, and let her have water available every day when water was hard to find. It was probably such a small favor that made her have a trace of hope in her heart, thinking that over time, this person can find a trace of humanity, at least don't be angry with her son Helian County, and let Helian County grow up healthy and happy......

She can tolerate all the crimes of Helian Yong because he is her husband and the father of her children.

But she couldn't tolerate being humiliated by a second person......

She died crisply, the whip wrapped tightly around her neck, the strangulation marks were deep, and the surface of her skin sank deeply.

Meng Renchuan's tears were like a flood bursting the embankment, and he hid his face and cried bitterly, "It's all because I'm too impulsive." At that time, I shouldn't have left her alone and went to settle accounts with that Helian Junya. She must have been terribly afraid that I would come back to stop her, and she was terribly afraid that she would not die completely, and that the whip would almost break her neck...... This ruthless girl...... How could she bear it, how could she bear to let me see her miserable state......"

Helian County sneered and grabbed the hem of his clothes: "Why are you telling me this? Well? Why are you telling me if you've been hiding it for so many years? If I hadn't heard about her death and went back to Helian Yong's father and son to take revenge, would you even hide her death from me? You guys really can't do it, it's not that you can't find her for years, it's not that you can't save her, but you let her guard the Laushzi Rite Sect, from the beginning to the end, fuck! What etiquette and rules, it's all fucking bullshit! She is just poisoned by your sour thoughts, and she cares about what family honor and disgrace and what bullshit face, and she is not even as good as a dog after all these years! Do you think you didn't feel sorry for her? If she hadn't been born in the Meng family, how could she have been taken captive? If she hadn't been born in the Meng family, how could she have valued reputation more than life like you pretentious? The frozen river in winter broke a hole, and she was thrown down to soak for two hours! When she fished it out, her feet were frozen and rotten, and then she coughed for the rest of her life! Do you know what sins she suffered? ”

Helian had a sour nose and tried not to let himself shed tears. It's just that he didn't know that he was already in tears.

"Fuck!"

He cursed and kicked the table hard.

Meng Renchuan squatted down with his head in his arms and cried, "The prosperity of a family is not easy to come by, and it is even more difficult to hold it, you don't understand the hardships." For so many years, because of your mother's affairs, we have borne the name of collaborating with the enemy, and we have regressed, not daring to fight or rob. Your aunt is in the palace, trembling, as long as someone comes out to talk about your mother and Helian Yong, your aunt can only swallow her anger, who has ever been better? One is prosperous, one is lost, this is family! ”

Helian Jun sneered and kicked away the chair in front of him, opened the door and walked out.

It turned out that the mother did not die at the hands of her biological father, but some kind of loyalty, reputation, and face.

He still remembers that when he was young, he asked his mother, "Why didn't A-Niang ride a horse with Jun'er to escape from the grassland and leave Abba?" ”

His mother applied herbs to his broken forehead, and said with a gentle smile: "Auntie's world is very small, and the only place that can live is next to Abba." But the world of the county is very large, out of the grassland, there are mountains and rivers, as long as the county likes it, anywhere can become the county's home. ”

He walked out of the study and met the smiling Hong, "Jun'er, you want to go out?" Don't be busy, my second aunt told you, I went to see Lord Xia's daughter early this morning, and it's really good, although her appearance is not very good, it is better to be gentle and polite......"