When I arrived at Sister Li's residence, it turned out to be just a rental room, the room was messy, clothes were scattered everywhere, and only a big bed was quite tidy. I looked around www.biquge.info and there were condoms, viagra, moisturizers and other things on the table next to the big bed. When I looked at the big bed again, I felt a little more disgusted, and I wondered how many ugly things had happened in this bed.

Maybe it's because of my personality, maybe it's because of the environment, but I still have simplicity and kindness in my heart, and I'm still a good kid in nature in this complex and realistic society, and I still have been. This also doomed me to be deeply resistant to, and even disgusted by, those things that were unseemly in the traditional sense.

After Sister Li entered the door, she locked the door, then went to bed by herself, and began to undress.

Before I could react, Sister Li took off her coat and skirt, leaving only her underwear and underwear. I only felt that my face was red and hot, so I was busy not turning my head and whispered: "Sister Li, I, I'll sleep on the floor." ”

Seeing that I didn't dare to look at her squarely, Sister Li's voice added a little coquettishness, deliberately put on a sultry posture, and whispered: "The bed is so spacious, what kind of floor are you making, come here, come and sleep on the bed." ”

I slowly walked to the side of the bed, looked at Sister Li's rather charming body, desperately trying to control a man's instinctive body reaction.

Sister Li motioned for me to go to bed with her eyes, and I got into bed with a nervous mood, lying down with my back to Sister Li, with an indescribable sense of oppression. Sister Li whispered: "Boy, don't pretend, you come with me, isn't it just for that, come on, don't worry, sister sees that you are very handsome, and I won't charge you money." ”

I didn't answer, just lay motionless.

Sister Li waited for a while, a little impatient, and straightened my body, and actually bullied me.

I was struggling at this time, on the one hand, out of physical instinct, desperate for release; On the other hand, what remnants of my sanity reminded me that I must not do such a thing.

Before Sister Li could make any further moves, I hurriedly pushed Sister Li away, jumped out of bed, and said loudly: "Sister Li, don't do this." ”

Sister Li was a little annoyed, other men all spent money to come to her to have fun, I was so unenlightened, Sister Li was so active, I would refuse.

However, seeing my flushed face, Sister Li's anger calmed down again, after all, it was not easy to meet a tall and handsome man who had never opened meat. Sister Li changed her gentle tone again, and said with a smile: "Little handsome guy, you are the first time, my sister won't let you do it for nothing, a thousand yuan, for the first time, you won't suffer." ”

My lips moved slightly, my expression was angry, my fists clenched, and I felt insulted. Even if you are short of money, even if you can't find a job, you will never exchange money in this way.

Sister Li saw that I was a little angry, pursed her lips disdainfully, and continued: "Little handsome guy, don't pretend to be pure with my sister, sister can see it, you really want to be it, man, who doesn't like that, just do it if you want." I know, my sister is a few years older than you, and it's the first time for you, and I wronged you, but it's not a lot for my sister to give you a thousand yuan. Sooner or later, there will be this time, now you can have a cool time again, and you can make money again, what are you hesitating about, come on! ”

I looked at Sister Li fixedly, her eyes seemed to be about to erupt with fire, and she gritted her teeth and said, "I'm not here to sell, even if I go to the street to ask for food, I won't have a relationship with you for a thousand yuan." Without waiting for Sister Li to answer, I opened the door and rushed out with my backpack.

The weather is changeable in the summer, and as I walk down the street, it rains in the sky. It was already past four o'clock in the morning, and the rain was not heavy, so I didn't hide from the rain, so I walked in the rain. The rain gradually extinguished the anger in my heart, and after walking for a long time, my clothes were soaked, and I didn't know where I was going, but kept going.

By the time the sky cleared, the rain had stopped and the sun was still rising. It's just that I don't know when my rainy season will pass, and when the sun in my heart will shine with infinite brilliance.

After such an unforgettable night, I was also very tired, and my stomach was screaming. Luckily, I walked to a hospital and many of the food stalls along the road were already open.

I walked to a pancake stall, and the stall owner was a kind lady, who saw that my clothes were soaked, and said with concern: "Young man, your clothes are soaked, why are you still wearing them, change them quickly, otherwise you will catch a cold and make the family worry." ”

A warm current surged through my heart, and although what the eldest lady said was just out of human feelings, I still thanked the eldest mother and asked for a pancake from the eldest mother.

When I walked farther, the eldest lady and another stall owner muttered: "Look at this young man, he should be in trouble, others buy pancakes, they all add eggs and ham sausages, he asked for two cakes, nothing added, I still sell such cheap pancakes for the first time." As she spoke, the eldest lady threw the two dollars I gave into the carton containing the money.

After eating the pancakes, I went to a nearby public toilet to change my clothes and sat squinting on a bench by the side of the road for a while. When I felt a little better, I decided to start looking for work along the street. I believe that in such a big city, there will always be a place where workers are needed, and I can always find a job to make ends meet.

It was also a mercy to God, when I passed by a crossing, it happened that a guy who handed out flyers happened to stuff a flyer into my hand. I took a casual look, it was an advertisement for a restaurant, but that wasn't the point, there was a line of black letters at the bottom of the flyer, "Recruit leaflet distribution personnel, pay daily".

To others, it seems that this line of black letters is not worth the fuss. But it seems to me that it's like a man overboard grabbing a life-saving straw. I urgently need to earn money now, not to mention helping my family pay off my debts, even my own food and housing problems must be solved as soon as possible, after all, sleeping on an overpass is not a long-term solution.

At this time, Liu Liang called me and asked me where I was. I was stubborn and didn't want to trouble Liu Liang anymore, so I said that I had just found a job in a restaurant, so he didn't have to worry about it. Liu Liang didn't think deeply, in the end, he and I were just cousins, I couldn't see each other a few times a year, and I didn't have too deep feelings.

I asked about the recruitment details of the guy who distributed the flyer, and the guy was also a cool guy and enthusiastically told me the specific situation. I learned that the hotel was not far from here, and that I could earn 50 yuan a day by handing out flyers, and that I would be paid by the end of the evening.

At present, I have no way out, so I can only do this job of distributing leaflets first, although I don't care about food and housing, I can pay my salary at least one day's work. If you sit and eat empty, the 1,000 yuan given by Liu Liang is afraid that in this city, it will be spent in a few days, and then you can really only live on the streets, begging for a living.

In this way, I started to work as a flyer handout, although many people did not respond at all when they were handing out flyers, and even looked at me with a look of boredom, even if some "well-wishers" took the flyers, most of them threw them in the trash after one look. But I still stuffed leaflets into the hands of passers-by with a dead face.

It's not that I can't see the eyes and disdain of others, but I have to. If I can make a living, I can't care about my dignity. In the case that a person can't even guarantee food and shelter, what is the white eyes and disdain of others? If you can't even stand such contempt, then the road ahead will be even more difficult!

(To be continued.) )