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The next day, I woke up in the morning, looked at the ceiling, and thought about it for a long, long time.

I'm a straight man, and I finally got to this point, and I suddenly felt that my body was so dirty, my youth, I always thought that it would be different from others, and in the end, I was the same as them. If anything, the only difference is that I'm dirtier than they are.

What a great irony, I used to boast that I was noble and cynical, and I couldn't get used to those so-called dirty and ugly things. However, what has become of me now, not like them, for the sake of money and profit, he does not hesitate to sell his body and trample on his male dignity.

I'm a good boy, and I always have been, this sentence, I'm afraid I won't be able to say it anymore!

How can people's hearts be visible on the surface, and the so-called righteous gentlemen you see on weekdays don't know how many unsightly things they have done behind their backs. This society is complicated, what is it like me?

Liu Liang's words are still in my ears, and I finally experienced it deeply, on the surface, I am a righteous gentleman, and I do some unseemly deeds behind my back. In order to live, I finally gave up my dignity and chose to sell. Body.

Thinking back to those things in the past, I suddenly had the feeling of a big dream in my life, only two years after graduating from high school, and the simple and kind teenager who used to be turned into the disgusting appearance I am now.

I'm like this, how much better can my buddies be, it's not that they are sinking deeper and deeper into the quagmire of society, and finally lose themselves, and they are drunk and dreaming of life.

After graduating from high school, I'm just like that, a rural guy, what else can I expect? Jia Yao and Yi Qing left me one after another, such a big blow, I still can't understand the world?

You are just a rural guy with no power, no development prospects, poor and white, wearing clothes bought at the stall and eating cheap meals from the stall, which girl can take a fancy to you?

You can only do the lowest job, to be a workshop worker, to be a waiter, to serve tea and water, to be insulted, what girl can take a fancy to you?

You don't struggle yourself, you don't want to forge ahead, you don't have money, you don't have a car, you don't have a house, you are useless, which girl can take a fancy to you?

After thinking about it for a long time, I don't blame the girl I used to treat sincerely, I only blame myself for being incompetent and not having the capital to keep other girls.

The past is like a dream, after graduating from high school, I was bullied by Sun Yang in Xingda Sugar Factory; I was deliberately framed by a supermarket owner for a fake delivery at a food wholesale store. banknote incidents; My girlfriend Liu Yiqing and my best buddy Gu Yunheng split their legs; My little Xu Shi'an was hit and injured, asked for wages, and had difficulty finding a job; I applied for an accountant job and worked tirelessly, but my cousin Sun Yang framed me for stealing money and goods, which discredited me; When I came to the provincial capital, I saw the dirty and dirty events in the nightclub......

Seeing that there is so much squalor and filth in society, I can no longer say such self-deceptive words that society is beautiful.

Life will go on, and some people may ask, what will happen next?

Now that there is no innocent body, the next thing is naturally logical. Liu Yifeng and I lived together like this, he was very good to me and helped me pay off my debts.

At first, Lekang worked as a waiter in a bar for a while, and felt that it was too slow to make money, so he quit his job and left, and went to work in my cousin's nightclub.

As a good friend, I advised him several times, but he didn't listen to my advice at all, but decided that he should earn more money while he was young. Once, we had a fierce quarrel, and he actually cried, he said, I really can't help it, the countryside is too poor, too backward, I really don't want to go back. However, in this city, I earn those dead wages every month, it is really difficult to survive, I don't want to go back to the countryside, I want to live in the city, I also want my parents to live a good life, so, for me, although this is not a very glorious thing, but it is the fastest thing to get money, I have no other way than to exchange my youth for money.

I can only shake my head and sigh about this, and then he did it for two or three years, made a lot of money, and then he stopped doing it, and then he bought a house in the city, opened a small shop, and took his parents to live with him.

Seemingly happy ending, there is always a due price, he concealed the past, married a girl, after marriage, the girl has not been pregnant, and later found out that he was indulging. Excessive desire suffers from no. Fertility. He divorced, raised a child from a welfare home, and lived like this.

I once asked him, do you regret it, and he said, I don't regret it, it's just that I feel sorry for my parents. They will never see their own grandchildren in their lifetime. No matter what, life still has to go on, I won't marry again, I just want to raise this child.

In fact, if you think about it, what are people pursuing in this life? Racking my brains and scheming, it was just a dream. There are gains and losses, Lekang thought that he finally relied on his youth in exchange for a happy life, but he didn't know that he had lost his qualification to be a father, he would not have his own biological flesh and blood, and he didn't want to get married again.

But in two years, I heard the news of Gu Yunheng and Liu Yiqing's divorce, Gu Yunheng had a new love, and Liu Yiqing knew about it, the two had a big fight, and finally ended in divorce, and then Gu Yunheng married a new love. Because Gu Yunheng's parents didn't like girls, they didn't have any retention for the daughter born to Liu Yiqing at all, so Liu Yiqing had to take her one-year-old daughter to remarry a workshop worker.

Later, I heard that after the two got married, they still quarreled often, the workshop workers were rude, Liu Yiqing hated the poor and loved the rich, and the two often did it, but because their conditions were not good, they might not be able to find a better home if they wanted to divorce, so they had to live a good life.

If you say, the best mix, or Xu Shi'an, started from a stall, and then somehow tinkered, signed a contract with a well-known food company, became the exclusive agent of the food company in the county, the business is getting better and better, just rely on self-made, continue to work hard, bought a building in the county, bought a car, and married a beautiful girl, now the son is one and a half years old, life is very good.

I once went back to the county seat, and when I saw him, his daughter-in-law was cooking in the kitchen, and he was playing with his son, with a smile on his face, and it seemed that he should live a happy life.

As for me, many people may wonder how I have been since I established a relationship with Liu Yifeng.

Here, I sincerely tell you that I made up this story, and I can't make it up here, so it's over. As for the story of me and Liu Yifeng, who knows, maybe, with a better ending, we flew to another country to get married. Perhaps, the sad ending, I died in a car accident, he missed me very much, and he never married in his life.

Of course, if I am forced to arrange an ending, I think the most likely thing is that after a while, we feel bored, and then, break up, and then, separately, get married and have children, and live a bright and sad life.

Who can say for sure what will happen in the future, I hope they have a good ending. (This is the end of the extras) (To be continued.) )