Hearing the words of the eldest young master, Xia Er consciously prepared hot water for her own girl, and called Dong'er, who was in her room, to guard the door in the study. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Everyone in Baiyu Jinxuan knows that when the master is in the study, only Qiu'er and Dong'er can guard the door.

Chun'er saw that the eldest young master was coming, and went to the study with the girl's footsteps, and asked Xia Er, who came back alone, in confusion: "Is there something wrong with the eldest young master?" Why are you coming here so late? ”

Xia Er glanced at Chun'er and felt that her question was a little strange: "Before the time comes, why can't the eldest young master come over?" ”

When I was a child, the eldest young master took care of the girl with one hand and one foot, and the eldest young master had to ask about everything, and everything had to be open, until the girl turned seven years old, and only relaxed his care for the girl a little.

These things are very clear to the people who accompany the Yan family, Xia Er only realized in an instant, Chun'er has only been promoted for less than two years, and it is normal for her to not know.

Chun'er smiled, "It's me who made a fuss," and said to Xia'er: "I left food for you and Qiu'er, go eat it, Qiu'er's share will be eaten when she is free, I'll go see if the hot water is ready." ”

When Xia Er heard this, she didn't mention it when she went to eat, and Chun'er also went to the small kitchen to check the hot water.

In the study, Qiu'er lit the candle, and the jumping fire shrouded the wide space, dispelling the darkness little by little.

Qiu'er bowed and retreated, closed the study, and stood guard outside the door with Dong'er.

There is a chaise longue in the second room of the study, which is usually used by Shu Yanhua to rest when she is tired.

Shu Hongxuan took his sister's hand, dragged her to the chaise longue, and when she sat on it without saying a word, he pulled a chair and sat in front of her, and asked lightly: "Yang Jincheng and his wife have a problem?" ”

The voice was not happy or angry, making people not know what he thought of Yang Jincheng and his wife.

Shu Yanhua was stunned for a moment, shook her head very quickly, afraid that her brother would misunderstand Yang Jincheng and his wife, and hurriedly explained: "No, Mr. Yang and Mrs. Yang are both excellent people. ”

Shu Hongxuan is really helpless now, as a younger sister who has been taken care of by himself since she was a child, he can see that after he met Yang Jincheng in Fushoutang, his sister was wrong, he was still thinking at the time, isn't Yang Jincheng also a person who can't live with their brothers and sisters?

Seeing that my sister had eaten dinner, I knew that the matter was very serious, and I didn't care about the darkness, so I took her to the study under the pretext of discussing it and asked her carefully.

I never thought that it wasn't Xixi's reason at all.

"Hua'er, what happened to make you so anxious?"

Shu Hongxuan asked patiently, he felt his sister's impatience, anxiety, and panic hidden in his eyes, he stretched out his hand and gently patted his sister's back, like when he was a child, he coaxed her to sleep, again and again.

"Hua'er, didn't my brother say it, there is a brother in everything, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, my brother is taller than you, and when the sky falls, I will hit my brother first."

But it was this kind of gentle comfort that made Shu Yanhua even more uncomfortable, she couldn't help it anymore, the whole person threw herself forward, a pair of small hands tightly hugged her brother's neck, her head buried in his shoulder, and tears fell disobediently, one after another, like beads, endlessly.

Shu Hongxuan soon felt that his clothes were wet.

He sighed helplessly, hugged the little girl's body, patted her back like a child, and coaxed her softly, "Don't cry, be good, we won't cry, my brother is amazing, he will protect our Hua'er." ”

When Shu Yanhua heard this, she cried even harder, her teeth clenched and her lip flap was released, her mouth moved up and down, her voice was extremely low, and she whimpered like a little beast that had lost her mother: "Brother, I don't want you to die... I don't want you to die..."

The voice was mixed with crying, and his speech was slurred, but the words were in Shu Hongxuan's ears, how could he not hear them.

He still patted his sister's back very regularly, pondered for a moment, and said softly: "Hua'er, brother believes in you, no matter how ridiculous what you say, I will believe you." Do you remember what you said to your brother before he went to the teacher's house to prepare for the exam? At that time, my brother immediately believed you, do you have to believe in your brother? ”

Shu Yanhua was silent for a while, if it weren't for the clothes on his shoulders that were still soaking, he would have thought that his sister would have cried and fallen asleep like this.

"Brother, I'm afraid."

Shu Yanhua finally admitted her panic and opened her mouth, she didn't wait for her brother to continue to ask, and revealed her panic: "Mr. Yang also taught us homework, and he is very good." However, he shouldn't be in our house, and no matter how good others are, they shouldn't be there. How could he show up, why would he still be in our house when he was going around in circles? ”

"Obviously, the Mei family didn't invite him to come, why did he become the second uncle to invite him? Is it really that the heavens can't see that something goes wrong? If it's true, brother, what should you do? I can remind you not to go out in seven years, but will it make the unexpected come early? It's like I suddenly proposed to take the women's school exam this time, so God sent Mr. Yang's family in advance, is it a warning to me? Is it irritated? Will it take revenge on you? ”

There was no beginning or end to these words, and they were a little upside down, but Shu Hongxuan still understood.

Shu Hongxuan's brain was spinning at high speed, and combined with his sister's words, he came to a conclusion: his sister was afraid, and she was afraid of God who would "disappear without a trace". In other words, what she fears is the impermanence of fate, she is afraid that "fate" will make him die young, and she is afraid that he will repeat the mistakes of the past.

To be honest, as far as he is concerned, he does not believe in gods, does not worship Buddha, and the strange incident that happened to his sister, he can't explain it, but he doesn't think that it is God and Buddha who are helping.

If the gods and Buddhas in heaven really have such free time and such a broad loving heart, then there will be no wicked people, no unjust prisons, no natural disasters, and no human disasters.

God saves the world? No, what he believes is that people can save themselves.

My sister can do it all over again, and he believes that it is because her obsession is too deep, which affects the four-dimensional space, so something happens that makes people look very magical.

People can't pin their hopes on gods and Buddhas, and only their own efforts can change their fate.

Thinking of this, Shu Hongxuan gently grabbed his sister's shoulders with both hands, and as soon as the technique was forced, Shu Yanhua straightened up from his shoulders.

He looked at his sister's red and swollen eyes from crying, felt pity in his heart, took out a handkerchief, wiped her tears, and then looked at her with very firm and determined eyes, and said very seriously: "Hua'er, your fear is superfluous. ”

Shu Yanhua was stunned for a moment, and the tears that were already rolling in her eyes were half hanging, and she looked at her brother blankly.

Shu Hongxuan continued to say very seriously: "Hua'er, are you afraid of gods and Buddhas? Are you afraid of fate? No, you're wrong, you don't need to be afraid at all. The gods and Buddhas are not in the sky, in our hearts, the fate is not ethereal, it is in our hands. ”

"Hua'er, our fate is only in our own hands, whether it is good or bad, depends on your attitude, depends on your efforts. If you work hard for ten points, fate will bloom a brilliant flower, and if you only work hard for one point, you can't blame others for stepping on the ground as a ****. ”

"Hua'er, you have to remember that my life is up to me!"

Shu Yanhua looked at the whole person like a brother with a sharp sword, as if no matter what stood in front of him, he would swing his sword and slash to the end, nothing could stop him, whether it was a high mountain or flowing water, if it was a high mountain, it would be split in half, and if it was flowing water, it would cut off the tributaries, and that lofty ambition actually made her blood boil.

With great courage in her heart for no reason, she asked softly: "My life is up to me?" ”

Shu Hongxuan replied very firmly: "My life is up to me!" With your reminder, my brother will definitely pay more attention, and when we are old, we will have to watch our children and grandchildren full of them. ”

Shu Hongxuan grabbed his sister's shoulder tightly and said word by word, as if he wanted to pinch her heart, "Hua'er, think about it, my brother has now taken the Spring Exam exam, this is the change!" As long as Mr. Yang is good, it doesn't matter, because that's not harmful to us, don't you say? ”

Shu Yanhua slowly, extremely slowly, the tips of her eyes were slightly curved, the corners of her mouth rose little by little, and her smile was firm and gorgeous, "Hmm." ”

"Good, it's late at night, go back to your room and wash up and sleep."