Chapter 246: Old Memories (Part II)
Lin Chengzheng looked at his father, and said with some grievances for his mother: "Dad, you are sorry for your mother!" ”
Lin Ying nodded and said, "I know." Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info"
So he always wanted to be good to her in every possible way, for fear of losing her again, and second, he wanted to make up for the mistakes he made.
Lin Ying continued: "Now that I think about it, did I really like the Shang family at the beginning? It's just a kind of heroic feeling, seeing that she is weak, pitiful, and needs to be protected, so I feel pity in my heart, and I have a desire to protect, and then I mistake this pity and desire for protection for liking.
On the contrary, your mother, like my sword, never saw its existence when it was in my hand, and only when I lost it did I realize how important it was. Your mother used to run after me, and she said that she would marry me in the future when she was five years old, and she talked about it until she was a teenager. I thought she was annoying, and I thought it would be an absolute disaster for me that she married me. Later, when I almost lost your mother, I felt that without her, it would be a disaster for me.
After I coaxed your mother back, your grandmother thought that your fourth brother and second sister were my heirs after all, so she let people take them back. As for Aunt Shang, your mother also allowed her to go home. Later, when your mother was pregnant with your sister, Aunt Shang wanted to harm your mother, and then she was sent to Zhuangzi and imprisoned. ”
Lin Ying raised his head, looked at Lin Chengzheng, reached out and patted him on the shoulder, and said, "Son, your father did something wrong back then and took a lot of detours. Dad told you so much because I hope you will learn from your father and me, think clearly, and don't make the same mistake again.
If you really don't like Xu Erniang, your father can promise you to refuse the family business of the Xinguo Mansion, so as not to harm other girls. But the girl of the Liang family, you can never marry. The Lin family had a wrong relationship with the Zhongshan Hou Mansion, and as a result, how much trouble it brought to the Lin family, the Korean government's behavior was not much better than that of the Zhongshan Hou Mansion. ”
Lin Chengzheng said: "Dad, I am willing to engage Xu Yunniang." ”
Lin Ying "um" for a moment, a little surprised.
Lin Chengzheng continued: "My son never thought of marrying Liang Sanniang, just like my father said, I probably only pity her, not like her. Yun Niang is a good girl, she can be a good housewife, and her mother likes her. I don't like her now, but after getting along for a long time in the future, I will naturally have feelings. "There may be no love, but there will also be family affection.
Lin Ying said: "If you agree to marry her, you should treat others well in the future." ”
Lin Chengzheng said: "I understand. I don't know if I can be a good husband, but I'll try. ”
Lin Ying sighed in her heart, patted her son's shoulder again, and said, "You are better than your father!" He added: "Since you have decided, when your mother comes back, tell her well, she is worried that you are very worried." ”
Lin Chengzheng nodded.
When the Zhuang family came back from the palace, Lin Chengzheng told the Zhuang family his decision.
Zhuang looked at her and asked, "You really decided?" ”
Lin Chengzheng nodded.
Zhuang also breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, then took his son's hand, looked at his son who was a head taller than himself, and said, "You can figure it out, my mother is very happy." Yun Niang is a good girl, treat her well in the future. ”
Since the son personally agreed to this family matter, the Zhuang family also began to discuss the matter of Xiaoding with the Duchess of Xinguo, the Duchess of Xinguo is not a person who deliberately embarrasses people, and the Zhuang family is also easy to speak, and then the two families finally settled the family affairs of Lin Chengzheng and Xu Yunniang before the Mid-Autumn Festival.
After Lin Chengzheng's family affairs were settled, Zhuang's heart finally felt settled.
Although Lin Chengzheng and Xu Yunniang have been engaged, the Zhuang family does not want to be so eager for the marriage, and it is tentatively scheduled for next year, and the specific time has not been determined.
And in August, news also came from Zhuangzi that Aunt Shang had passed away.
When Aunt Shang passed away, it was not too lonely to have Lin Wan's daughter by her side.
The Zhuang family sent their own to deal with Aunt Shang's funeral, and then buried her in the Lin family's grave, which can be regarded as recognizing her concubine.
Lin Wan helped the Zhuang family to finish Aunt Shang's funeral before returning to the Lin family.
Lin Ying asked her, "Is your aunt's funeral done?" ”
Lin Wan hung her head, her face was still sad, and she replied in a low voice: "Yes." ”
Lin Ying said: "Since it's done, go back to Zhao's house, the two children in the family can't leave you." ”
Lin Wan thought that Lin Ying would ask Aunt Shang a few more words, such as how peacefully she left, and whether she had any last words, but Lin Ying didn't ask a word.
Lin Wan thought of her aunt, who had been reading her father's name in the last days of her life, lying on the bed knowing that the oil lamp was running out, but she still refused to close her eyes and kept looking at the door.
She actually hoped that her father would come to see her.
She could only deceive her, her father was in the northwest and was rushing to the capital. She had no way to tell her that the sentence that her father said when he sent her to Zhuang's was "death and life will never see each other again" was really death and life never to see each other again.
Lin Wan was somewhat aggrieved for her aunt, and Aunt Shang closed her eyes in disappointment.
But she doesn't know who to blame, Zhuang? Back then, it was my aunt who was sorry for her first. Father? He was so majestic and stakesome, she always admired and wanted to be close but was afraid, and she didn't dare to blame him.
After the Mid-Autumn Festival, it was soon September, and at this time, Lin Yan was nearly nine months pregnant and facing labor.
Because of the premature birth and dystocia when he gave birth to Princess Rui last time, the emperor did not dare to be sloppy at all this time, and asked the imperial doctor to pay attention to Lin Yan's fetus at all times.
I was afraid that she would be left behind by the last childbirth, so she summoned the Zhuang family into the palace and lived in Changkun Palace, specially accompanying Lin Yan to give birth.
And Zhuang's daughter is also very careful, because the last time Lin Yan gave birth, she was far away in the northwest, only after the letter from home did she learn about the thrill of her daughter's birth, this time, from Lin Yan's food, the layout of the delivery room, to what kind of clothes to wear after the child was born, all of them were done by themselves.
Lin Yan's production this time was in winter, and the layout of the delivery room should be more elaborate, and the smoking cage should be burned in the delivery room half a month in advance, so that in case Lin Yan gave birth suddenly, the delivery room would not be cold, so that Lin Yan suffered from the cold.
Lin Yan saw the nervous Zhuang family, and thought of the crown princess, who was only a month behind her.
Women are always scared when they give birth for the first time, and Cui's doesn't like her meddling in her affairs, but if she invites a Cui family to come in and accompany her, Cui's will be happy and her heart can be fixed.
Cui's mother is far away in Bohai, Shandong, but Cui's sister-in-law has a sister-in-law in the capital, so Lin Yan summoned Cui's sister-in-law in, asked her to accompany Cui's to give birth, and asked Cui Xianfei to take more care of the crown princess. (To be continued.) )