Chapter 167
When I said goodbye to my mother from home that day, I shut myself in the house and shut myself up all day. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
The Spring Festival of the eleventh year of the Republic of China came peacefully in such a superficial calm, because of filial piety, Uncle He lived in another room next to his room openly, and the family did not criticize it, I lay on the bed and turned over, looking at the night outside the window, still unable to sleep. A few days ago, the conversation with my mother at home resurfaced, her eyes were misty, my heart ached, and I didn't know where to start for a while.
Thinking about it carefully, if I had known that it was useless to rush to find the second uncle, and my father had already decided to exchange his death for the peace of the Liu family after that, would I still run so impulsively to find trouble? If I had been watching my father, would his death have been avoided?
I've only seen my sister once after the incident, and she seems to have a lot of things to say to me, but she doesn't want to say anything more. I looked at her and stopped, thinking about the phone call between my second aunt and me, and I really didn't know what to say for a while. Although Gu Rulin did despicable things in some things, what he really had to do with me was probably to prevent me from being with Gu Shaoqing, right? It's impossible for us now, and it seems pointless to hate him. I just don't know, has my sister's heart disease been investigated? Mu Bo said that he threw the seeds of suspicion to his sister, but he didn't know if they made it clear later.
After thinking about this for a long time, I remembered what my mother had said at that time, and she asked me, "What did your father say to you when he left?"
What did you say? I thought about it carefully and replied seriously: "My father said that he had told his uncle when he went out that he would send someone to take you back to the Wu family to live, and said that my sister and I have our own homes, and the three aunts in the family also have something to rely on, so he has nothing to worry about." He said that he himself was already a man with half a life left, and he still had to leave early and late. The father said that what the second uncle did was caused by him, so to find out the reason, there was no difference between his murder and his father's murder. If you really want to find someone to convict, he, the eldest brother, is the son of the Liu family, and he has no hesitation. ”
When my mother heard this, she couldn't cry anymore, "He is like this, he is always like this, when he was young, he said that he was the eldest son in the family, and he gave all good things to his younger brothers and sisters, and when he was old, he divided the family, and because he was the eldest son, he wanted to set an example for his younger brothers and sisters, and gave the best things to others." These are all things outside the body, I don't care about it, but this time, how ruthless is he, how ruthless is he to leave our mother and daughter to go to Huangquan alone? I have no opinion that he should be filial and docile, but why should he carry the black pot for his second brother? Why? Is it because he is the eldest son in the family? ”
Mother cried heartbreakingly, since I was a child, I saw her for the first time, in front of us, she has always been gentle and dignified, this, as the daughter of the Liu family, my sister has completely inherited all the advantages of her mother, but this time, I know that my mother is completely broken.
Father said that our mother and daughter will have no problem with the protection of our uncle and Gu He's family, and the last sentence he left us in the world will not be a problem!
It's a pity that he has calculated everything, but he has forgotten his mother's feelings for him for many years!
I wanted to comfort my mother, but I wanted to speak several times, but even I blamed my father and his pathetic self-harm in my heart. After thinking about it, he could only hold his mother's body and let her cry silently.
Winter goes to spring, and after a while, the third day of March of another year is approaching. In the spring of this year, Mei Lanfang, a well-known Peking Opera artist in Beiping, and Yang Xiaolou, a martial artist, premiered their new play "Farewell My Concubine" on the first stage of Beiping on February 15.
Minister He returned from Beiping and brought back the scene recorded at that time, I listened to the babbling passages on the gramophone, and repeatedly recited Yu Ji's words in my heart:
The road ahead is stormy
Love in the heart never forget
Didn't care about the bad luck coming
The love should also be cut off
I want to be speechless at the moment
The king was exhausted
How can a cheap concubine be born
I've been wondering, how much courage does it take to be fearless of life and death? Yu Ji followed the overlord all her life, and when she came to the end, she did not forget to wipe her neck and kill herself in the arms of the overlord, and her father swallowed raw opium for the sake of brotherhood and family responsibility, and swallowed raw opium to take the blame for the second uncle, what about me? Do I have the courage and determination to avenge my father?
It has been nearly 100 days since my father's death, and my second uncle is still at large, without remorse, the police station is silent about this, and my sister does not allow me to have the slightest sense of revenge, but in my heart, am I really so willing?
At the beginning of the year, China reopened discussions with Britain and the United States on the Shandong issue, and all walks of life in China also responded one after another, setting off a campaign to raise funds to redeem the road and hold Liang Shiyi accountable. Minister He was very busy during this time, and even Uncle He changed his old appearance and followed his father to be busy.
Workers' strikes in Guangzhou and Hong Kong continued, and tragic incidents of police and military attacks on workers continued to occur.
However, the most troublesome thing is probably the imminent outbreak of the Zhibong War.
Displaced people continued to pour into Nanjing from the north, and the high-ranking families immediately strengthened their vigilance, for fear that some lawbreakers would take the opportunity to cause chaos and rob their houses.
Now being able to stay at home has become a longing. Jade is talking to me about the news that a wealthy businessman in Zhejiang was robbed by bandits not long ago, "The old man thought at first that they were just disaster victims, and it was not easy to see them come all the way, so he wanted to take them in for a few days, and they were offered with good food and drink, who would have thought that in the middle of the night they were robbed by this gang of robbers, if they took some gold bars and yellow croaker, they would forget it, and even killed people and killed people, it was simply heartbreaking, and the heavens were intolerable!" As soon as such a thing happens, who will dare to kindly take in strangers in the future. Ay...... It's incredible. ”
I saw that she had a nose and eyes, and I couldn't help but wonder: "Where did you hear about it, it wasn't reported in the newspaper, right?"
Jade thought I didn't believe her, so she hurriedly pointed to Mama Sun on the side and said, "Young grandma, what I said is true, unfortunately you asked Mama Sun, the family has been discussing this matter for the past two days, and the people from the police station are arresting people for the past two days!" If you want me to say, when they are caught, they must be cut with a thousand knives, they are too inhuman! What do you say, Mommy? ”
"Such a person must indeed be punished well, otherwise the good people will not die well, and the wicked will get away with it, and the people will be cold." My grandmother agreed, and at the same time put a glass of milk in my hand. (To be continued.) )