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My father is the famous Commander Luo, a figure who will tremble three times when he stomps on the entire Jiangsu and Zhejiang regions.

Growing up in such a family, I am a proud princess in the eyes of outsiders. But only I know that pride belongs to others, and I have nothing.

"When I first gave birth to you......" Almost every mother has told her children, but I have never heard it.

Pregnancy and childbirth in the hearts of other mothers, growing up with their children is probably the greatest happiness in this world, and for my mother, my birth is an indelible shame mark in her life.

My mother was not a lady of the main house, and I knew when I was sensible that at that time she was superficially beautiful and had a big temper, but in fact I had long heard the servants privately talk about her as nothing more than a papier-mâché tiger.

They said that when I was not yet born, the eldest lady said that the fortune teller said that my mother had a conflict with her when she was pregnant and asked my mother to move out and have a baby.

What an impudent request! I still remember the eldest lady, the eldest lady of a rich family, who seemed to be careless about everything, but she could firmly grasp all the power of the family behind her back.

Yes, we are like insects and ants, we have never been in the eyes of the eldest wife, my mother is about to give birth with a big belly, because the eldest lady is going to move out and live with the sixth aunt she hates with a word, whether it can give birth or not, who cares?

It is said that when my father went to discuss with the eldest lady to rent another house to settle my mother, the eldest lady stared at my father for a long time with a smile and said, "Didn't you hide Jiao into the house?" Just move in and you're done. Don't forget, a woman can give you children, I am a person with both children, I am not rare for others to give birth, but to accumulate virtue and do good, when the cat and puppy are raised by the stuttering one, count on me to feel distressed, do your spring and autumn dreams. ”

My father could only laugh awkwardly.

He is not a descendant of the chairman, and his ability to climb to the position at that time is inseparable from the strong financial support of the eldest lady's mother's family.

Years later, I used to observe Miss Three when no one was looking.

Miss Luo San is the most brilliant woman in the city. No one doesn't know her, she throws a lot of money at charity, and countless people are saying: Miss Three is beautiful and kind, Miss Three is really a good person. Who would have known that there was an unknown fifth lady in the Luo family?

The third lady is beautiful, smart, assertive and temperamental, she moved out of the independent door early, a woman in her thirties is not in love or married, and lives the most carefree life, every time she sees me, she is like greeting a kitten and a puppy, touching my hair: Yo, our family is a big girl.

She showed me more kindness than the other sisters. But I know it's because I don't pose any threat to their sisters.

My biological mother, who was obsessed with the events of that year, did not dare to blame the initiator directly, and could only vent her dissatisfaction on me, before the eldest lady died, she had always been cold to me, her eyes were cold, and she rarely touched me, and gave me to nannies and servants when she gave birth. More than once I saw her kneeling in the Buddha hall and praying for the Bodhisattva's blessing to give birth to a son, only then could she raise her eyebrows! What am I? I was the source of all her painful memories, and I should have curled up my body to the smallest and not be in her sight too often.

After the death of the eldest wife, a big mountain that had been pressing on her heart for many years fell down, and she treated me a lot better, but after a while, the sixth aunt moved in with her son.

That Luo Ping and I were born on the front and back feet, and have lived outside for a long time, but they have more style of the Luo family than me. Pointing to my house, I was about to move in with a big wave of my hand.

"That's my sister's room, it's okay if you change rooms." The sixth aunt was too persuasive.

Luo Ping has a stalk in his neck, and he has to occupy my room.

I know that he doesn't really want to stay in my room, this is just the first step for him and his sixth aunt to show off their power in this house.

Soon, my room was vacated and I moved upstairs to him.

My mother and my sixth aunt quarreled for a long time, and finally could only say to me helplessly: "Forget it, let's not be angry with those little people, anyway, there are so many rooms, he will give it to him, let your father see, who is everyone's demeanor." Then she added, "If you don't let it, you can't do it, who calls someone a son." ”

The third lady came back, heard this, and waved me over.

"You're stupid, he did it on purpose, he will take a fancy to you after you let it go this time, what should you do? Again and again? I usually look at you quite smart, why are you so brainless? The third lady reprimanded me.

I lowered my head, the corners of my eyes swept over, and the expression on her face was not a little angry, but a little gloating.

Yes, of course she wants me to quarrel with Luo Ping, our second and sixth rooms have a big fight, and it is someone else who watches the excitement on the wall, what can I get?

I can't be a third lady in my life.

My background, my environment, and my personality make me gloomy, and I am not happy.

No one knows that I'm not happy, the Luo family will only think, you are the fifth lady of the Luo family, what's unhappy, hypocrisy.

The third lady will say: "In the end, it was born by a little wife, and she has a small family spirit, and she can't be a prince if she wears a dragon robe."

And my biological father would only wave his hand: "You women, don't let me relax when I get home." ”

Only Yueyue knows my feelings.

Yueyue has no mother, she grew up in her grandmother's house, and a few years ago her father remarried, and even married a dancer to be her stepmother.

"You don't know, that woman doesn't get up until 10 o'clock every morning, and when she gets up, she doesn't do anything, she just sits at the dresser, greases and paints, paints. The painting is old and scary, most of the day has passed, a dancing girl, that day actually carried a skirt to me, what do you say, take it and wear it, what does she do with me? Who is the owner of this house? ”

Yueyue always talked angrily about that woman.

I don't know how to comfort her, I have a mother, but she is so close to me, she is full of thoughts about how to press on the heads of other aunts and wives, how to get more benefits from the third lady.

I love Yueyue, I like to hug her and gently pat her thin shoulder, she is so thin.

"Yueyue, you're so thin, your bones are all on me, you need to eat more."

That's what I always say to her.

"Hmm." She snuggled into my arms, and from the tips of my ears to my neck, she began to flush faintly.

Who said two women can't be happy together! It was because they didn't know the good things about women, we knew our bodies best, we knew how to huddle together to keep warm, how to use our fingers to play the highest and most fashionable music on each other's bodies.

In a bright starlight, there were fireworks blooming, and I groaned: "Life is not the same as death, I will be with you for the rest of my life." “

(To be continued.) )