Chapter 391: Vicissitudes of Life
A gust of wind blew and lifted the skirts of the two under the eaves. In the fine daylight under the window of Xiaoxuan www.biquge.info Tang Guxi stood with his head bowed and was silent for a long time.
Xiaoxiao's body, if she learns of the disaster at this moment, won't it hurt her? She has been married into the Prime Minister's Mansion and has been the young lady of the Prime Minister's Mansion for more than half a year, but she still thinks about the person who is far away in the world, and that person will not come back in the future.
Tang Guxi never expected that today's Xiaoxiao is still the same as before, her heart is like a rock, and she is unwavering. Even though he already has Murong Han's child, he is still concerned about Su Chen.
is still attached to Su Chen......
This thought crossed, Tang Guxi's body trembled, and suddenly her heart was like a knife, and her chest throbbed, I don't know what it tasted like, and she was numb. She gasped twice and held on to the flower wall with one hand to calm herself down.
What kind of feelings does Xiaoxiao have for herself? Does she really want to see herself? Really don't resent yourself at all? Not jealous of yourself?
In terms of deep affection, Xiaoxiao is not half a point shallower than herself, and her heart for Su Chen is not half a point weaker than herself, or even much stronger. Their aunts and cousins have known each other since childhood, childhood sweethearts for many years, and Xiaoxiao's heart for him is not a little bit? Perhaps, it is incomparable to her Tangguxi.
The thought of another person in the world, who is more affectionate than herself, who covets the same person, and who has to endure more pain than her, makes her extremely uncomfortable. Her Su Chen was missed by others, although that person was no one else, just a more pitiful woman than her, the gentle and kind Xiaoxiao, and she couldn't stand it.
In the face of Xiaoxiao, she was both ashamed and self-blaming, distressed and calculating...... Complex emotions stirred in her heart, tearing her almost to the bone.
"Girl?" Seeing this, the maid frowned slightly and stretched out her hand.
Tang Guxi waved his hand and did not hold her hand. She closed her eyes slightly, opened them again, and on her pale complexion, a pair of dark eyes looked ahead, her eyes were out of focus, and a layer of mist appeared under her eyes, lingering in front of her, lasting for a long time.
Her vision was blurred.
"Miss Tang?" The maid still held her up, with a worried face, "Girl, this is ......"
"I'm fine."
“…… Girl, it's not that I'm ruthless, but the young lady's body doesn't allow it. If the girl enters, the young lady has always been careful, and she is concerned about the affairs of the territory, so she will be suspicious. For the sake of the young lady and the child, the girl is still ......"
"You don't have to say it." Tang Guxi stood up straight, left the wall, took his hand off the maid's hand, lowered his eyes and said, "I understand your hard work, and I also understand the eldest princess's intentions, for Xiaoxiao, I won't go to see it...... You are taking care of your young lady, she is weak, and she is careful, so don't let her be a little alarmed. ”
"Well, I remember, thank you girl for your concern."
Tang Guxi nodded, stunned for a long time, and then turned around and walked away. She walked in despair, her feet weak, like a wandering spirit.
"Girl." The woman's voice rang out again, "...... People can't be resurrected after death, so the girl must take care of her life. After the young lady got married, she often thought of the girl, and if the girl had not left after giving birth, then she would come to the house to visit the young lady. She's always wanted to see you......"
Tang Guxi stood still, and in the long verandah, she was hidden in the darkness, her figure lonely and lonely, as if she had turned into a clay sculpture, and she did not move at all.
Jade Cicada's words echoed in her ears.
Xiaoxiao is still so tolerant and generous, so tough as silk, so pure and weak. But she thought of her like that, and even doubted whether she really wanted to see herself, and doubted the agreement between them......
She really spends the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain.
Xiaoxiao knew that Su Chen couldn't get it, so she didn't have hope, but when she saw her, she regarded her as the only consolation and a beam of light. For her, Tangguxi is the unattainable end, the person who combines her thousands of hopes, and the person she dreams of becoming but can't.
In her heart, there is only envy and admiration.
Such a dashing can't have the slightest sense of longing?
Tang Guxi's brain was galloping, whistling the wind and whistling horses, after some distracting thoughts, her heart suddenly brightened, turned around, and showed a miserable smile to the girl, "Okay, I'll write it down." If I have the opportunity in the future, I will visit again after Xiaoxiao gives birth. You must keep your mouth shut, and you must not let her doubt about the westward expedition. ”
The maid smiled and nodded.
Tang Guxi's eyes trembled slightly, and he looked at her for a moment.
"What's your name?"
"My name is Jade Cicada."
"Jade cicada ......," Tang Guxi said lightly.
Jade Chan looked at her and smiled, "What is the girl thinking?" ”
"I'm thinking about someone."
"Alone? Is it a girl? ”
"Hmm. And you...... About the same age, now, she is a wife. ”
Jade Cicada raised her eyebrows and rolled her eyes, "Who are you that girl?" ”
Tang Guxi's face did not move, and he pondered for a long time, as if he had not heard this sentence. She looked up and smiled wryly.
"It's my sister."
The jade cicada let out a thoughtful "oh" and stopped asking.
After leaving the Prime Minister's Mansion, Tang Guxi stood on the vast street, looking left and right, not knowing where to go for a while. At this moment, the sword is not in his body, the silver is insufficient, the carriage has gone, there is no relatives, and there is not even a pitiful place to go. Where should she go?
Hou's Mansion, Prime Minister's Mansion, Palace...... Neither.
There are people in the Hou Mansion that she hates, there are people in the Prime Minister's Mansion that she can't see, there are people in the palace that she entangles, and the General's Mansion ...... General's Palace.
"Let's get in the car, and the little one will send the girl to the inn to stay." There was a sound of cars behind him, Tang Guxi turned around blankly, and saw the little guy in the Prime Minister's Mansion leading a carriage out of the corner gate.
"Thank you, the jade cicada girl." Tang Guxi didn't shirk and got into the carriage directly. After entering, I found that there was a small table in the car, on which were several plates of delicate snacks and a pot of tea next to it.
This girl is so caring.
She touched her face, and felt that she must be extremely embarrassed at the moment, even after washing and bathing, she still couldn't wash away the bitterness of last night and the haggard feeling of the past two months.
Even the jade cicada can see it, let alone Xiaoxiao? It seems that she is right not to enter the Prime Minister's Mansion.
Tang Guxi sat down, Fang Jue was hungry and tired. The carriage swayed gently, the curtains on both sides fluttered, and a fresh breeze blew in, and the streets were crowded with pedestrians, and the houses kept retreating.
She sat still for a moment, then picked up a piece of snack from the table and put it in her mouth. When the pastry touched the tip of her tongue, it immediately overflowed with a fragrant fragrance, filling her lips, making Tang Guxi feel even more hungry.
General's Mansion, don't go.
What does it mean for people to go to empty houses? Touching the scene will only increase the worries.
She looked out the window again, and at this time, the carriage was passing through the center of the street, and the scenery on both sides was quite familiar. She stared carefully, and suddenly a gorgeous attic broke into her eyes, and when she looked at it, there was a "Water Cloud Pavilion" in the book, and now it has changed hands, and the Water Cloud Pavilion is still singing and dancing, which is very lively, without the feeling of bloody splashing on the floor at the beginning.
She sighed, in just one year, it was a sea of vicissitudes. (To be continued.) )