After an uneasy afternoon and hesitation, I called Christina.

After that time, Tina didn't mention Mo Xia Cun at all, and I was careful to avoid the topic, but now it seems that some people can't hide for a lifetime, and some things can't be avoided forever.

Regardless of the current relationship between the two of them, I should tell her about Mo Xia's return, one to avoid the embarrassment of them meeting unsuspectingly, and the other is that the choice of how to treat this relationship is certainly up to her, but she should also have a plan in her heart.

The phone went through, and a noisy voice came from the other end of the receiver.

"Hey, Xiao Yu."

"Tina, let's have dinner later, I have something to tell you."

"But," Tina hesitated, "I'm going to be busy late today, I can't go back to school in the evening, and I've been busy lately, so let's do that another day." ”

"That'...... Okay," I nodded, "remember to find me when you're done." ”

Hanging up the phone, I sighed, there are so many things that are difficult to face and have to force myself to face recently, Si Tianzhe said that my heart is not all indifferent, there will be emotions, and emotions will be out of control, but this emotion, no matter whether it is fear or resentment, is often the shackles that bind the soul.

He wants me to perceive love, but I don't know that with a series of chaotic emotions born of love, love is actually the deepest shackle.

Love, injury.

I was afraid of the wound, so I didn't want to get emotional.

Fortunately, Si Tianzhe, although I am as indifferent to him as a passerby now, it is good to keep him away from this entanglement that should not involve him.

The next morning, the flowers arrived.

A large handful of red tulips are as brilliant as a flame that never goes out.

- Confession of love, joy, passionate love.

It's no wonder that people give it such a flower language, and it is indeed as dazzling as bright love, which is surprising.

Obviously with similar meanings, Shang Jingyu never gave the cheesy red roses that had been given countless times by the world, but replaced them with tulips, making it impossible to regard him as those shallow playboys.

One bunch a day, he did it carefully, but he was also calm.

The clusters of flowers, bright or beautiful, seem to convey an unhurried reminder that although people have not arrived, they are always reminding me not to ignore them; It was like a kind of temptation, tempting me to be upset.

A psychological warfare, he firmly grasped the dominance of the war, so that he could control the overall situation in a timely manner, so that it was impossible for me to stop even if I shouted.

It's just that this daily flower finally made me see one thing clearly, and now this Mr. Shang Jingyu is very interested, playful, and seems to have great ambition and self-confidence, so it is not easy for him to let go of it.

If I hadn't expected it, he would have appeared in a few days.

Mental warfare is the best, even if it is not easy, you have to win.

Thankfully, there hasn't been any movement since Zosi left that day, and I was finally able to breathe for a moment.

In the afternoon of the same day, I received a call from Mo Xiacun inviting me to have dinner together.

I thought about it and didn't refuse.

It's a pity to lose such a friend who is as warm as a spring April day, and I am finally reluctant.

After class in the evening, I walked out of the teaching building and saw Mo Xiacun standing in the sunset.

The constant warmth emanates from all around him, considerate, but not overly warm, and makes people feel comfortable all the time.

I walked up to him and apologized, "I'm sorry to keep you waiting." ”

He didn't get the slightest impatience, but smiled thoughtfully, "It's okay, I've just arrived." ”

"Well, let's go." I smiled at him, but when I turned around, I froze.

Not far away, Christina stood there, the setting sun shining and the tall school building enveloping her in darkness.

Such a coincidence, coincidentally like a joke.

At that time, she looked at me, I should say, with no emotion in her eyes, and her face was so calm that it strangely unnerved me.

I didn't expect to be bumped into Christina in such a situation before I had time to tell her everything.

I reacted and stepped forward to step forward, but she turned around and left before me.

"Tina......" I was stunned and called out to her.

What responded to me was a faint figure that didn't stop or even seem to have any reaction from beginning to end.

As if there will never be a turning back.

Off-campus restaurant.

I cut the steak on my plate, distraught.

How did it turn out like this? Between yin and yang, why is the harm deepened in vain?

"Qingyu ......," Mo Xiacun called softly.

"Huh?" I replied, "What's wrong?" ”

"There's something I probably shouldn't ask, but ......" he put down his knife and fork and said softly, "What's wrong with you and Tian?" I see the strange reaction of the two of you yesterday, plus he has been unusually irritable in the past two days, and I have never seen him like this, I think it must have something to do with you. ”

I lowered my eyelids and said nothing.

"Qing Yu," his voice softened a little, revealing absolute sincerity in his gentleness, "I'm not trying to persuade you to do anything, it's just that I can see that this matter is not completely ineffective for you, and I don't want to see you being entangled." ”

I smiled softly at him, "I understand, it's just...... My entanglement has nothing to do with Si Tianzhe, and I don't want to and can't let him get involved. ”

"So, is it because you pushed him away? Do you think this is for his good? ”

"Not just for his good, but ......," I looked back at him earnestly, "my entanglements can only be solved by myself, you know?" ”

"You obviously need help, but at the same time you are pushing others to approach," he sighed, every word like a sigh, "Qingyu, you really can't get along with yourself." ”

I smiled slightly, lowered my head and continued the movement of my hand, without saying a word.

He's right, but I'm more reluctant to get along with others than I am to get along with myself.

He was thoughtful, but finally nodded, "Since you think so, I naturally respect your choice, but I ...... him"

It's a disservice to him, I understand.

However, a long pain is better than a short pain.

If I don't let Si Tianzhe let go of me earlier, sooner or later it will be more harmful to him, no matter if the hurt comes from me or someone else.

After a long silence, Mo Xia Cun said with concern: "Haven't you rested well recently?" ”

I put my knife and fork down, sighed slowly, and nodded slightly.

His handsome eyebrows furrowed slightly, "Qingyu, you ......"

I cut him off and joked, "Don't say I need help anymore." ”

He chuckled, "I do want to say that, I can actually help you, but it's not what you think." ”

I looked at him suspiciously.

He smiled faintly, "Eat first, and I'll tell you later." ”