Chapter Seventy-Two: Between Escapes
The sky casts a lake-like graceful tranquility above the white clouds.
When I lost my mind, I was carried by him into the endless blue, and the petals spread out and swirled endlessly, like an ocean. It only takes a moment for the heart to burst with brilliant joy.
The gentle breeze in the field swept through the flowers, and in the distance, under the trees, there was a cello standing faintly.
It's all irresistibly beautiful.
The corners of my lips couldn't help but smile, it was very strange, it was clearly an overused bridge in idol dramas, why it could touch the bottom of my heart.
Maybe it's the stretch of color, maybe it's the vitality that beats at this moment, maybe it's the intense beauty of the ocean-like endless blue and the autumn wilderness, which is pleasing to the eye.
"Do you like the sea I gave you?" His gaze seemed to melt on my face, and Si Tianzhe's tone was as gentle as the sunshine on his face.
"It's ...... Cornflower? I couldn't help but look at him in amazement, and at once drowned in his gentle smile. The deep pupils in front of him, like a pool of radiant spring water, make people can't help but fall. Sink.
However, he just looked at me tenderly, and there was a hint of pampering in his smile, as if he wanted to engrave the things in his eyes into his mind.
Staring into his eyes, my tone couldn't help but have a hint of dreaminess, "Andersen said, 'The distance of the sea is like the petals of a dark cornflower.'" ’”
His eyes were suddenly covered with a strange color, like surprise, like a stunned, and he stopped in front of me for a long time. "Qing Yu, do you know, this kind of artist temperament overflowing from the bottom of your heart is very fascinating......"
My eyes flickered, and I gave him a gentle smile back, "That'...... You know, such a chic surprise is also fascinating. ”
"Then ......," he leaned closer to me, bowing his head and whispering softly in my ear, "Is my appearance last night also a unique surprise?" ”
I lowered my eyelids and smiled softly.
As if insisting on an answer, he gently lifted my face and stared at me with a little nervousness.
The smile on the corner of my lips gradually faded, but my eyes were extremely serious, "If I said I didn't know, would you believe it?" ”
The light in his eyes dimmed for a moment, and a bitter smile appeared on his lips, "Sometimes, I really hate your straightforwardness, just like I hate your indifference to everything, but you are helpless......" He sighed lightly without a trace, "That time I read Nik's article, he wrote about the scene when you found him for the first time, and you said that you could take care of him, I thought several times, at that time, maybe it was the moment when others were closest to your heart, thinking like this, I actually envied Nik......"
"Remember what I said? I have always lived in deep bondage, even in the days that seem peaceful now. I lowered my eyelids and said in a very indifferent tone, "Actually, I know that I have never really escaped, not only externally, but even mentally. And I don't know how long or long this escape will be, so you don't have to ......"
"I didn't have to get caught up like this." He pressed me against his chest, hugging me tightly, but with a hint of determination that he didn't want to let go, "If I can escape......
I was suffocated.
Who has said that love is a rainstorm at midnight, so that we have no place to dodge.
The reason why we can't dodge is because what we are avoiding is our own hearts.
When I got home, it was almost dusk, and Si Tianzhe sent me to the door of my house and was about to leave.
"You, don't you want to wait for Nik to come back?" I stopped him.
His smile seemed to bring some satisfaction, "What, can't you bear me?" ”
I glanced at him with a cool look, and my face sank, "Go slowly, don't send it." ”
He smiled and shook his head helplessly, "I still have something to do today, so let's do it tomorrow." Immediately, he raised his hand, as if to touch my cheek, and it was in the air, but finally let go.
The embarrassment on his face flashed, and he smiled lightly, "Goodbye." ”
"Hmm." Feeling his suppressed emotions, I could only smile indifferently and deliberately ignore them.
The next morning, as soon as I walked out of the house, I looked up and saw a cold boy at the door.
"Excuse me...... are you?" I wondered.
The young man on the opposite side was sharp and handsome, but it was like a piece of cold iron that had been sleeping for thousands of years, not only did he not feel the temperature, but there were bursts of chill when he approached.
There was a hint of sarcasm on his almost expressionless face, "It seems that you really don't have the habit of using Google." ”
I was startled, and my mind flashed to the scene of that day's phone call.
"Are you...... Hotzen night? "At this moment, I am not an exaggeration to say that I am shocked, he is really skillful, not only can he find my phone number, but also my home address.
He ignored my shock, and only said coldly: "Since you don't know, then let me tell you, I am a singer, become my composer, fame and fortune are not a problem." ”
I was a little funny, so arrogant, I was a little like when I first met that person.
It's just that his arrogance is different from Si Tianzhe, Si Tianzhe's arrogance is a kind of self-confidence that is under control, as if the king-like sharpness accumulated after the fight in the shopping mall. And this young man, who was only in his early 20s, looked at no one in his eyes, and his arrogance, or arrogance, was a kind of cold eyes above the top, and a kind of madness that knew not the height of the sky.
I tried to be as polite as I could, "I made it very clear on the phone that day that my position will not change, so I don't think there is any need for us to talk any further." ”
"Ridiculous......" he took the arc of mockery for the second time, "is anyone keen on the shady profession of composing gunners?" ”
I hooked the corners of my mouth, and I didn't mind his usual unkind way of speaking, of course he couldn't understand it, and I was anxious to hide myself deep behind the bustling city.
"Yes, flowers and applause are the dream of a composer, but the applause of the audience is an affirmation of the music itself, and the best affirmation, whether it is me or other composers who accept these honors, it does not affect my enthusiasm for creation in the slightest. These accolades are not my original intention in the first place, in other words, the recognition of my music itself is the only thing that matters. ”
"Since I don't care if I have a reputation or not, there is no need to escape from the public eye," his tone did not fluctuate at all, and his ability to take words out of context was good.
I smiled faintly, "I'm afraid, the two of us have different philosophies. ”
I turned around, and was just about to take a step, when a proud and awe-inspiring word came from behind me, "The second time." ”
"What?" I couldn't help but turn around.
"This is the second time you've rejected me." He said slowly, but his tone was like a handful of crushed ice, "The third time, you will willingly agree to my proposal." ”
"Oh, really?" I couldn't help but be a little ridiculous, "Then I'll wait." ”
Without saying much, I turned and left.