CHAPTER XXIX
All of a sudden, the female students who had just been worshiping the new teacher instantly turned their heads to me sitting in the back row, and their eyes were like children who couldn't understand adults, which was extremely grotesque. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
I suddenly remembered the first time I saw Gu Shaoqing, at that time he was so unforgiving to me today, but that day I only felt that he would repay all kinds of hatred, but today I feel that such an unrelenting temperament reveals a little cuteness, which shows that people's hearts are really strange. Thinking like this, he suddenly laughed, looked at his funny glasses, stood up and said word by word: "Mr. Hui's words, there is no charming scenery outside the window, but there is an interesting thing." I don't know sir, would you like to hear it? ”
Gu Shaoqing said: "Since it's an interesting thing, it's better to have fun with everyone."
"Everyone knows that Han Zhao will go to school for dozens of days because of family affairs, and on the green field outside this window before, there are always two cats fighting every morning reading, either the yellow cat scratches the flower cat, or the flower cat bites the yellow cat, and the two cats do not forgive, and they have to tear each other several times before they separate. But I haven't seen each other for dozens of days, and today I actually saw two cats leaning together to share the food, without fighting or tearing, and even brought out some mutual friendship, so I couldn't help but be stunned for a while. ”
Gu Shaoqing listened and pondered for a moment, as if thinking about the meaning of my words, and as if remembering something that made him happy. After a while, he said slowly: "It can be seen that this cat is also spiritual, and I know that I have seen the cat's heart for a long time, and I have also tasted my feelings when I fight." This is the first lesson I intend to give to you today, thank you Liu for sharing. ”
I sat down immediately, and suddenly felt a cold light shoot over, it turned out that I don't know when he was staring at me with a smile on his face, and the Miss Wang family next to me had obviously learned about my "glorious deeds" from her friend, and her eyes were not much better at this time.
In fact, I annoy her "want to die or live" expression, she always looks unaccustomed to it, which is really annoying.
I just said that cats fight will fight with feelings, but people don't necessarily have such a heart, at least, the subtle emotions between women are not quite the same. In this way, it is true that people are not as good as cats, and looking back, it is the same.
I rolled my eyes, glanced at the podium, and saw Gu Shaoqing who was smiling at me with affection, and then his old face turned red and turned his gaze to the window. This morning was spent peacefully in the state of everyone's thoughts.
During the lunch break, I was called to the faculty lounge by the teacher, but I didn't expect Gu Shaoqing to be here. I hadn't seen my teacher for a few days, and I was a little emotional. When he saw me enter the door and asked him, he grimaced at Gu Shaoqing, and couldn't help but smile and sigh: "Sure enough, the woman didn't stay, and she forgot her mother after marrying her daughter-in-law."
I smiled at what he said, pursed my lips and replied: "Look at what you said, haven't you seen me for a few days, I have turned into a man, and you have become a mother?"
"Beat you, an unfilial apprentice, and actually arranged the master."
I giggled and hid behind my senior brother, grabbed him as a shield, and said: "Although I am an unfilial apprentice, but this person standing next to me is a proud protégé, is it because I am a hero and a hero to be beaten together?"
When the senior brother heard this, he hurriedly picked me up and brought me to him, waved his hand and said, "Eh, I don't bear this false name, teacher, you have the final say on what to do!"
"What should I do?" When the teacher heard this, he stopped what he was doing and asked seriously, "Speaking of this, I called you here today to ask you what you mean, what are you two going to do?"
The problem finally came, since the matter of my sister and Mr. Gu spread in Nanjing City, both of us seemed to be subconsciously avoiding this sharp question. I sometimes even wonder if my sister had met Mr. Gu before me and married him, and I would have been in this situation with Gu Shaoqing, would it not have been like this from the beginning? It's a pity that the occurrence of world events always comes after the if, and the previous ones have already happened. These three words have happened, which are as light as a feather, but as heavy as a thousand gold.
When reality breaks through the void, life is always out of our hands, but at the moment, we have no better way to answer such questions. The lack of solution in the mathematical equation seems to be the only answer at this time.
"I'm glad that someone finally asked such a question, but I was subconsciously avoiding it. Sometimes I feel that I am quite selfish, there is something at home, no one to tell me, and my brother appears at this time, and I desperately grab him, like a life-saving straw. My sister told me that Mr. Gu must be married, which made me forget my brother. But whenever I want to let go of him, I can't help but get close to him, watching him pay for me, watching him smile at me, and even scolding me for being stupid, I also think it's very good-looking. I knew he would scold me again, but ...... I can't think of the future, let alone tomorrow. Originally, I didn't believe in fate, and I always felt that my fate was up to me, but there were so many things at home, and I suddenly believed it. That day in the West Hall, the little girl in the pulp washing room was still happily holding the silver given by the man and looking forward to a better future, she may be thinking that with this money, she can no longer be a maid, she can buy a house and open a pulp washing shop. But in an instant, she was stabbed to death by the person who gave her hope, and she stared at the eyes of the person who came before she died, as if she couldn't believe that the change of fate came so quickly. This is a troubled time, human life is so insignificant, my sister and I just watched her being dragged away, and we didn't dare to make a sound until we died. Because if I do that, my sister and I will die next. It was only then that I realized that I was not as righteous and brave as I imagined, and now Xiaoqing's bones have long been buried, but we don't know who her murderer is? Sir, what should we do in such troubled times? ”
"Ah Zhao......" The teacher shouted this, and there seemed to be thousands of words to say, but after all, he couldn't say anything more comforting. The reality is too cruel, and the living people are just living their lives.
Gu Shaoqing didn't say anything for a long time, just looked at the window silently. The sun was shining outside the window, and it was rare to have such a cloudless time, the shadows of the people in the room were reflected on the round arched glass windows, and after a long time, I heard him sigh: "Ah Zhao, do you remember the scene when we first met?"
Of course, I remember that the peach blossoms in Ningyuan in the spring were brilliant, and I was joking with a group of children, and he came over so arrogantly and rudely. After that, Qin Huai's chance encounter, apprenticeship banquet, café, three months in Beiping City, the corridor of Xitang, Xuanwu Lake...... From the beginning of spring to the arrival of winter, all the places I can think of,
are accompanied by his figure. How could I forget that in such an ancient country, where there have never been so many moments and opportunities for a man and a woman to meet?
"I'm right, but it's not Ning Yuan's encounter!"
Not that time?
"You may have forgotten that eight years ago, when I was fourteen years old, my father married Xiao Gu, who was five years older than me at the time, despite my objections, that is, the Mrs. Gu you met in Ningyuan.
My mother died when I was five years old, and in those years, my father did give up some happiness that should have belonged to him for me at that time, in fact, I did not object to him remarrying, but Xiao Gu, she was the daughter of a distant uncle in my mother's mother's family, it stands to reason that I should call her a cousin, but now I want to change it to a stepmother, so I ran away with my father angrily for this matter at that time. This walk, I met you at the age of nine. ”
I looked at him in amazement, and I couldn't imagine such an allusion. No wonder I felt that Mrs. Gu couldn't say it was weird at the time, it turned out that Mr. Gu had said that there was no wife all these years, just to save Gu Shaoqing's face. That's why Xiao Gu's will make trouble, complaining that this stubborn young man in front of her has blocked her reputation, so that she has been bearing the reputation of the side room for several years to endure the eyes of the world?
Gu Shaoqing glanced at me and continued: "I was angry, I just felt that I was the most pitiful child in the world, I had no mother since I was a child, and I even had to call a person five years older than me to be a mother. But in the end, he has never seen the world, and he usually only runs with his uncle to the racecourse, and when it is time to leave, he doesn't know where to go. On that day, the old lady of your family was still alive, and she was just in time for the first month to hold a church at home, and I saw that the teacher was going, and I relied on myself to learn the rules from him for a few days, and I also clamored to go and see. He couldn't bear my pleading, and readily agreed. But when I entered your house, I saw the bustling crowd, but I suddenly didn't want to look at it. I don't know how many of these meetings I've seen, so I took advantage of the teacher's inattention and slipped away alone. As I walked through the garden, I thought that there were many secret passages in such an old house, and that I might as well go and find out. But before I could act, you had already intercepted me in the middle of the road, and kindly asked me if I was lost? I was literally lost, rumbling with hunger. I saw that you showed me the way with a serious face, and pulled me in the direction where the teacher in the main room was, and suddenly felt ashamed. Not so long ago, I was as stubborn as all teenagers of that age, unruly trying to break into your home. But you dragged me to the kitchen to find food without any heart, and you didn't seem to be afraid that I was a bad person. After that, I followed the teacher's advice to stay in the ocean, and only returned to Ningyuan a year ago, and then met you again. At that time, I just thought that this girl was as familiar as you, and she joked with people regardless of it. Later, I learned in the restaurant that you were the little girl of the Liu family back then. That's why I'm able to avoid the eyes and ears of people and climb over the walls of your house......"