After Zosi left, I went downstairs to the garden.

Seeing that there is not much spring left, I don't like the hot summer, so I should take advantage of this moment to put on a few more warm suns.

Unfortunately, when the scenery is good, people's mood is often not very good.

Sitting down on a wicker chair, the gloom between my brows was not soothed by the beautiful scene.

Shang Xinyi, I really underestimated him before.

As far as I can imagine, after last night's life-saving grace, he will at most come to his door today, and if I want to be grateful to him, then he is only a shallow man. Or just don't show up, that's best, to prove that he's not that interested in me. Both of these situations are actually quite easy to handle, and I am confident that I can handle them. But he only sent a bouquet of flowers, and without saying a word, I couldn't even thank him.

The taste of owing favors for no reason was not so comfortable, but he deliberately extended this favor.

-- This man is really not simple.

Although I expected that yesterday's so-called reasons would not convince him, and that he would not even believe it at first glance, he never took any strong measures, and even did not seem to take any measures, even if only to retaliate against my deception. He just kept quiet, but followed step by step.

To say that it is unintentional seems to be intentional.

A bouquet of flowers, unhurried, advancing and retreating appropriately, shows that he is methodical and under control at the moment. This gesture is like knocking on my psychological defenses at once, and I can't fight back. I don't even know what he's trying to do, does he want me to pay for my escape, or is he really interested in me as a person, or is there some other purpose? The more I guessed, the more uneasy I became, and what he wanted seemed to be my uneasiness.

The so-called strong man who counterattacked the heir's position should be like this, he really knows this well.

I sighed softly, the comer was not good.

Or rather, another bad comer.

As soon as the sigh fell, a soft and calm male voice came from behind him: "My health is not good, why do you still come out to blow the wind?" ”

I got up in shock, and Si Tianzhe frowned slightly when he saw my reaction.

The fear has calmed down, and I have also consciously lost my temper, and recently my ability to change without being frightened has become more and more degraded, obviously in my own home, why is the feeling of uneasiness with me?

He approached me, raised his hand and gently grasped my fingertips, and the coolness of the moment spread to his warm palm.

"What's going on, isn't it?" It's clearly a calm tone, why my heart has collapsed inexplicably.

There are many ways to think about someone, he is watching Josna, and he must also know about the situation last night, he can blame himself for not protecting me, he can also ask me why I was careless, or care if I am better, and even promise to protect me in the future.

But there was not a word of it.

I've often felt that he's the one who has the best insight into my mind, even better than Jossy. He knew that from my sigh and the panic that followed, he knew that Josina's revenge didn't matter to me, so he didn't need to say those things at all, there was something else that really bound my mind, and he already understood that it wasn't that simple.

is so wise and protects you and understands you everywhere, it is false to say that it is not moving, but such a dazzling person really shouldn't be involved by me and get into this indescribable entanglement, not to mention, I can't allow him anything at all.

Maybe I really need someone to help me break free from these bonds, but only I can end it.

At the beginning of my mind, I looked directly at him and asked quietly, "Why did you do that?" ”

I don't understand, but he doesn't ask, and waits for my next step.

"Josna." I said briefly, "Why would you do that?" ”

He lowered his eyelids, a faint smile on his lips, "You know? When I did that, I guessed that you would react this way. ”

"You know me well, don't you?" My eyes were cold, and my tone was as indifferent as frost, "I said that I don't like others to meddle in my affairs, do you think that you can see through other people's thoughts and interfere with other people's behavior at will?" ”

He looked at me, and there was a trace of sadness in his eyes, "Qingyu, you say this...... I wish I could see through your mind and tell me, 'Do I have?' ”

Looking away, I didn't say a word, I couldn't bear to be so affectionate.

"What if you don't?" A layer of sadness formed between his eyebrows, and even his tone was the same sadness, "You always push my protection far away, but I can't force myself not to do anything when I see you in danger," a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "I am obviously worried but I can't do anything, that feeling of powerlessness ......"

I understand, of course I do.

With all this intentions, how can I blame him anymore? But if I want to be grateful to him, I can't.

The fetters of the world are best avoided if they can be avoided.

"I don't need to." When I said this calmly, I was surprised by the deep sense of alienation in my tone.

"Qing Yu!" Pulling my shoulders to him, and my eyes touched his, I was shocked to know when such a deep sorrow was engraved in those starry eyes.

"Why can't you wait to seal it every time it touches your heart, even if it's just a little bit? Fu Qingyu, is it such a terrible thing to let others understand you? ”

I settled my mind and insisted on meeting his gaze, "Yes, it's terrible, you are not something I can't understand at all, what I need is complete tranquility, not the self-righteous understanding of others, and I hate to be interfered with and controlled even more." ”

The atmosphere became stiff for a while, and Si Tianzhe's face was cloudy, but after all, it turned into a taste that I couldn't read, and it was deep on his cold face.

"You're still emotional, aren't you? Your heart is not all apathetic, and your emotions can be out of control. He said this inexplicably, and I was stunned.

"So, you'll have love too, right?" He stared at my pupils carefully, as if to see through all kinds of things inside, "You will also have the feeling of loving and being loved, and your heart will be moved." But what are you afraid of, after that incident, why don't you stop believing in love, stop trying to love, and don't even want to touch it again? How can I make you understand ......?"

I hung my head and was silent.

Seriously, I don't want to be mentioned about love at this time, and I don't want to think about the series of questions he throws up, which will only make my already chaotic mind even more difficult to sort out.

And the current situation just needs me to sort out my mind and then deal with it.

Forgive me, I don't have the energy to touch the so-called "love".

Si Tianzhe sighed softly without a trace, and then his tone slowed down, imprinting the words in the sun, transforming them into profound, "I won't try to control you, but I will let you see your heart clearly, and then stand here all the time, waiting for you to willingly walk towards the trajectory of fate that overlaps with mine." ”

As if he didn't need my answer, he turned and left.

There was still a slight warmth left on his shoulders, which was the warmth that stretched in his palm.

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