The battlefield was silent

Holding on to his bruised knee, he stood up. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

"Please...... Wait a minute. Bo Liyu. ”

"Tell me to wait......"

Hakuriyu shifted his gaze from the heavy crab god in front of him to the battlefield side.

I thought it would be an impatient tone

It should have been an impatient tone

But when the words came out, even Bo Liyu himself was a little taken aback

It's like finally waiting for something you've been waiting for, a tone full of pleasure and satisfaction

"Tell me to wait, is there something good, Battlefield Hara-san."

"It was just ...... So surprised. ”

Battlefield Hara said.

"I can, do it well. On your own, you can do it. ”

"Yes."

Bo Liyu is noncommittal

Didn't lift the foot.

Still stepping on.

However, there was no intention of attacking.

"If you can do it, show me."

Bo Liyu said this to the battlefield.

After hearing this, Zhan Zhenyuan took a deep breath, there was no vanity in his eyes, he wavered, and hesitated

It's full of firmness

She put her hands on the ground in an upright position, and bowed her head slowly, respectfully, towards the heavy crab god at her feet.

Get on your knees...... posture.

Battlefield Original Black Instrument ...... Yourself, on your knees.

Continued, obviously no one asked her to use it in this way

With his own will, Battlefield Hara made such a move

"-I'm sorry."

First of all, there is the apology.

"And- thank you."

Then, there are words of thanks.

"But...... Enough is enough. Because they are my mood, my feelings...... And my memories, so it has to be carried by me. No matter how painful, no matter how sad...... They are all treasures that I cannot lose. ”

And then, finally—

"This is my request. I request you here. Please give me back my weight. ”

Finally, there is a supplication, earnest word.

"Please be sure to ...... Mother Give it back! ”

Smack!

It's not the sound of the heavy crab god being attacked by Hakuriyu

It's the sound of Hakuriyu's feet touching the ground.

Heavy Crab God ...... Gone

No, it's not gone

It's just that, as a matter of course, it has changed back to the form that should exist there and not exist there.

"The so-called heavy stone crab, boy. That is to say, the god of longing. ”

Silently looking at the battlefield Harakuroyi, who was crying loudly even though he understood that everything was over, even if he was accosted by Kanako who was floating and laughing beside him, Hakuriyu didn't have any interest in talking to him

However, as if she didn't care about Hakuriyu's reaction, Kanako continued to talk to herself

"You know what? Thinking about something, it is not impossible to say that it is an interpretation that is bound by the past, in other words, it means to be bound. If you explain it this way, it makes sense because you have lost your weight and even your sense of existence, right? When there is an excessively painful experience, human beings will seal up this memory, which is a common theme in dramas and movies. That's how it feels, for example. It is a god who replaces and accepts the feelings of others. ”

Battlefield Hara accidentally encountered a crab and lost her weight, and then Battlefield Hara's mother became ill and fell into an evil religion - but in fact, this was not the case, Battlefield Hara's mother fell into an evil religion long before Battlefield Hara encountered a crab and lost weight.

This point, Hakuriyu has long understood, and he found out as early as when he was talking to Battlefield Hara in his home

Just think about it a little bit and you'll understand.

It is different from stationery such as paper cutters and staplers

Spikes aren't the kind of carry-on stuff that you can reach out to.

Since the word "spikes" appears, it is easy to guess that it was when the battlefield was still in the track and field department

In other words, it was a junior high school student

No, to be precise, the reason why Battlefield Hara's mother fell into an evil religion and became crazy seems to be when Battlefield Hara was in the fifth grade of elementary school. Even that guy spent a lot of effort to find out.,The story of the battlefield original elementary school days.。

Battlefield Hara, who is in the fifth grade of elementary school, is a weak girl.

It's not about character, but about a girl who is literally weak.

At that time, she had a serious illness that everyone knows.

thereupon

The mother of the battlefield is looking for a spiritual barrier.

Should I say that I was just being taken advantage of?

I'm afraid it has nothing to do with it

Battlefield Hara's major surgery was successful. Nine deaths and a life of false exchange.

In any case, because Battlefield Hara escaped death from a serious illness, Battlefield Hara's mother, who became more and more obsessed with the teachings of that religion.

It was because of faith that my daughter was saved.

With that in mind

Completely, it was trapped.

It's like a textbook

Gradually, the relationship between Battlefield Hara and his mother began to become discordant

If you want to say, from what you learned from the beginning, the image of the battlefield in junior high school may be able to roughly understand how distorted the battlefield was at that time

Superman.

When I was in middle school, I was a superman.

However, that kind of image is just for the mother to see.

It's just to prove that even if you don't rely on religion or anything, you can live well

However, in that case, it would just be counterproductive.

Vicious circle.

The harder he tried, the more Battlefield's mother thought it was all thanks to the teachings.

This vicious cycle repeats itself over and over again

finally

When I was in the third grade of Battlefield Hara Junior High School.

When I was about to graduate, that happened.

It was obviously a religion that was believed in for the sake of her daughter, but somewhere the subject and object were reversed, and the mother of the battlefield even dedicated her daughter to the cadres of the evil religion. No, maybe the mother believes that this is also for the good of her daughter.

The battlefield was resisted.

He smashed the cadre's forehead with spikes, wounding him to the point of bleeding.

Outcome......

Families collapsed.

It became a tragedy.

There was nothing left, it was all taken away.

Lost property, house and land - and even went into debt.

Survival can't ...... You can't die

Therefore, the battlefield was originally met by her during the transition period when she was neither a junior high school student nor a college student

When I met the heavy crab god

The battlefield has abandoned all pain, sorrow, and contradictions

Stop thinking.

Loss of weight.

Alone, forward.

Deceive oneself as well as others.

Found - the barrier of the heart.

In conclusion.

The battlefield has lost its weight -- because it has lost its weight, it has lost its feelings, and it has been liberated from suffering. There are no worries - everything is empty.

That's why.

So it became -- very happy.

But

Loss of weight and the like - is not an intrinsically important issue for the battlefield. But--it was for this reason that the battlefield was like the young man who sold his shadow for ten gold coins, and after rejoicing for a while about the sale of his shadow, he began to regret it all day long.

It's not because of incompatibility with the people around you.

It's not because life has become inconvenient.

It's not because you can't make friends.

It's not because of losing it all.

It's just because -- lost feelings.

"Uh-huh, I'm about to vomit when I'm disgusted, really, really, why am I so sluggish, it's so obvious, I didn't notice it at first, but as time went on, that disgust became deeper and deeper."

His gaze still did not leave the weeping battlefield, and in a faint tone, Bo Liyu said so

"You know, Kanako, there is such a thing as justice and evil, without either side, the single existence will not produce meaning, only when the two appear at the same time, in the reflection of each other, will the meaning of one's own body appear."

"If I'm right, then you're wrong, and because you're wrong, I'm right."

"It's simple, right?"

"Hahaha! According to you, you're a hopeless scumbag, boy! ”

Covering her face with one hand, Kanako laughed wildly, and ended the battlefield where she had all contact with the heavy crab god returned to the state of an ordinary person at this time, and she could no longer perceive Kanako, so Kanako also mocked the expressionless Hakuriyu without scruples

"Of course, for the sake of one's own justice, in order to ensure one's own rightness, not to prove it to others but to oneself, to belittle, distort, and defeat others until the other party admits their mistakes, and thus establishes their own indestructible position, if this cannot be called evil, then what can be called evil."

"Still, evil justice? Sounds pretty handsome, well, anyway, didn't you really save the girl in the end? ”

"This kind of thing can also be regarded as salvation?"

Hakuriyu smiled mockingly, not at others, but at herself

"I'm just saving myself."

ps:There's one more chapter of this volume that's over.,From the next volume.,It's going to really start showing the main plot of the book.,I wrote so many chapters of the story plot in the name of Gensokyo, and I didn't expect it.,The main characters in the next volume will come out of four and all of them are characters from the Oriental series.,The name of the volume is Flowers, Birds, Wind and Moon.,So which four? In fact, it is basically mentioned in this volume, so you might as well guess it